Abby Payne

Abby Payne Jun 2013

I miss the days when we talked everyday.
I miss the days when we always laughed.
I miss the days when you'd smile at me.
I miss the days when you'd do you anything for me.

I miss you.

I miss the times when there was no time to worry.
I miss the times when you said you loved me.
I miss the times when we would do everything together.
I miss the times when we could talk about anything.

I miss you.

I miss your eyes.
I miss your smile.
I miss your laugh.
I miss your hair.

I miss you.

I miss you more
Than the number of stars combined.
I miss you more
Than anything else.

I miss you.

I miss you so much, I can't even breath.
I miss you so much, I can't think strait.
I miss you so much, I can't stop worrying.
I miss you so much, I can't take it anymore.

I miss you.

Abby Payne Mar 2013

Freedom

Standing in the wind
wishing I could start agian,
but yet
I relize I can't.
I try to get up, or move, or walk,
but yet
I relize I can't.
Now they come to
terrorize me agian.
They grab me by the arm
and take me away once more.
But yet,
I dont undersand why.
They take me underground
to see their high master.
So they can decide my fate once more.
He took one look,
and smiled his evil smile,
and told the gaurds
to do the extreme to me.
I cry,scream, and try to tear my way out,
but only in my mind.
Because i relize
if I did it outloud,
I would surely die.
But yet,
something still came out
of my mouth once more.
Now the king
told them to do the extreme
plus more.
Now I've done it.
I've killed myself today.
I will not be able
to breath or live for another day.
They take me away
to where they will **** me today.
So now I wait
for my fate to come,
and start to pray.
They start to beat me,
and throw me agianst the rocks.
But I relize,
I do not feel any pain.
I feel strength growing
in my arms
and start to think
I can live another day.
But before they hit me agian,
a light shines.
It takes away
every drop of darkness
in the world.
A person comes down,
tells me to stand back,
and starts to fight
agianst them.
They flee in fright,
because of what is in their sight.
I really dont know why they ran,
but yet
I relize I didn't see the face of the man.
He turned around
and I instantly relized
this wasn't any ordinary man.
This was the lord, my savior,
the ruler of the light.
I could not beleive my sight.
He takes my hand,
and asks me to walk with him.
Then he takes me
out of here
to never go back agian.
He lifts me free,
and I am forever faithfull to him.
He takes me to his kingdom
where I am forever free.
To walk
and talk
and live worry free.
I can finally be in a greatfull peace.
I reize now,
I can finally start agian once more.

Abby Payne Feb 2013

I Wait and Wait

The sun awaits me,
far beyond this world of crime,
and drugs, and misery.
It lays a path
beneath my feet.
I follow it untill I can stand no more
and wait and wait for what I was meant for.
I waited hours, days, months, and years
but yet I still find my far away fears.
They take me away
and break my everlasting heart.
They bury me and hide me
and torture me too.
They ersase my beautiful path
I've waited on for so long.
I crash and I burn
and I rip my heart out.
For I don't have any use for it anymore.
They take me to thier king, their lord, thier savior in sight
and take me away
from orders of thier lord.
They then throw me into darkness.
There I will wait
for my end to come.
But wait,
I won't, I can't stay here.
I will find my way out.
I will not wait here, not now, not ever
for my skeleton to turn to dust.
I may be alone,
but I am not on my own.
I will find my path agian
and take my turn.
I deserve to be free
and not treated like the absentee.
I will find a new path
where I can be me.

Abby Payne Jan 2013

A Miracle Awaiting

Deep in the ground,
and about to drown.
From the loneliness that has come over.
There's no one here to save me,
from what I'm going to be.
Dead and Alone ...
but now it is time to go
from this place so low
and go lower and lower.
To a place no one would ever want to go.
There is no hope.
There is no life
left in side of me.
I must go there-
I'm so full of despair!
My life is ruined
and it can never get fixed.
As I'm finishing my journey,
I thought I'd never be free.
I'm finally there
and I'm choked with lava.
Now dead and alone.
Dead and Alone!!
For there is no one here to ever save me.
My life is so full of secrecy.
Does heaven even exist in me ??
NO! NO! NO!
Now I meet the devil himself-
red and monstrous.
No wander he must be
the king of Hell.
Just before he touches me-
a light shines.
It fills up the world
and an angel comes down.
She says to me:
"Child why are you here?"
I could not speak.
"Come with me child, you will never be here."
The devil was in shock
and so was I.
An angel has never come down here before.
"This is a terrible place, you do not need."
She takes me by the arm
and lifts me free.
Now I have beautiful wings
and a magnificent dress.
I'm now an angel
and we fly to heaven.
My new home!

— The End —