I thought the scars were gone,
I couldn't believe you disappeared.
You took everything I loved,
And left everything I feared.

This story was all over,
Until you came back around.
I should've left you buried,
Like a body six feet underground.

It was never enough,
For me to love you like this.
I filled my heart with your whispers,
And yearned for your kiss.

I am immortal,
While I wish I could die.
Rip out my heart,
As you look me in the eyes.

Bury me down,
Deep, far away from this world.
I am nothing,
A body with no soul.

So love me forever,
If only forever could be.
I dream of the day,
You fall in love with me.

And angels taste like morphine,
Like the salt formed on your lips.
The peak brings pleasure,
I know I shouldn't miss.

But days go by,
And sober thoughts turn to suicide,
I just cut another line,
To make my depression hide.

Higher than before,
Kissed her lips and wanted more.
I fell farther than I thought,
Into a hole I'll never leave.

But another *****,
And that rush it brings,
Takes away the pain,
Of you and all your things.

I see it in her eyes,
Soft memories with a bitter taste.
She knows I'll never heal,
Or perchance never love again.

She watches as time flies,
And sees the sorrow on my face.
As I remember what she looks like,
In satin and lace.

But to me it never happened,
We never were one.
I bound myself to you,
As you bind yourself to none.

Oh the marks you left on me,
Felt deeper than they appear.
And I can feel the bleeding,
From deep within my tears.

Warmer times and colder hearts,
Lost ourselves in times apart.
I never thought Id see the day,
You fell right out of me.

Couldn't make this easy,
Leaving you behind.
Lost myself in blue orbs,
And light brown lines.

I can't say I've fallen,
Nor risen too far.
But Id rather stay here,
Than get lost in the stars.

I never let you go,
Never left you behind,
Found myself in blue orbs,
And longer lines.

I never let you go,
I'll never let you leave.
But make it easy for me girl,
And just let me breathe.

I slipped myself something sweet,
Just to get me through the night,
A drink in one hand,
My mind cloudy and light.

You were so beautiful,
Half drunk and that's just fine,
His hand and yours entwined,
I slipped myself something sweet just in time.

What a rush you've become,
Your smile, my demise.
There's not a lie I could tell,
When I look you in the eyes.

He fell asleep on your breast,
As we talked through the night.
I always knew there was nothing,
I can do to make this right.

But we said our goodbyes,
As the snow came pounding down.
I slipped myself something sweet,
Just as I reached the end of town.

I saw you today,
No makeup, a lovely photograph.
Your voice rang bells through my head,
And kick--started my heart.
(Tell me darling, everything will be alright.)

I thought I needed you again,
Just another fix my friend.
Like a needle to my vein,
You shot sunlight to my heart.

Now I've come down again,
And you're nowhere to be seen.
And I'm strung out,
Like a ****** in a new town.

We had lunch,
Two friends and him again,
Company I wouldn't keep,
If I could swallow you like a pill.

Muddy brown,
Eyes like a fresh filled syringe.
And now that I've had you,
I've restarted my binge.

Lost in buildings,
Surrounded by lights,
The roar of the engine,
As my two sides fight.

Another hour,
Lost in your new town.
Watching him kiss your cheek,
Reaching for the tourniquet again.

I thought I was lonely,
When she held my hand,
But you've left me alone,
In a sea that never sees land.

Another kiss is nothing like what you've already achieved.