She said,
“Honey let me tell you what you mean to me.”
My reply whispered so softly,
“I could never mean the same you do.”

“You're so close to me I can barely breathe,
And I'm loving ever second of it.
But I think you want more,
Than a girl like me can handle.”

I left the room so I could pray,
She turned and left from the other way.
Nothing could have prepared me for this,
I never should have told her...

You'll never be a star to me,
You'll forever be the whole sky.
I'll hold out forever,
Til the sun explodes and I lose my thoughts.

Tell me,
What's it like to know you're loved?
What's it like to know...
What's it like to know...

You mean something, to somebody out there somewhere?
To know you'll never be alone.
I could follow your footsteps,
And still feel colder than stone.

So tell me darling What's it like to know,
You're loved,
You're loved,
You're loved and you'll never be alone?

Come on darling tell me,
I'll never be alone.

With everyday I **** myself,
Thinking of you.
I've found love in the sunset,
And yet it's not the one I need.

I'd follow my heart if it didn't hurt me before,
I just want to know what your kiss tastes like.
But bleeding red is the only way,
To make me feel like I'm home.

When did you decide that you found love,
Lost under the sun,
When did I become just another,
“Oh he's just a friend.”

With every breath I take,
I'm becoming the heartless,
Building this cage,
******* hating every step.

And I just want to let you know,
That one day everything will be okay.
When I'm shaking hands with the devil,
And he makes me relive every memory of you.

There’s a stranger in my head,
There’s nothing left of me.
He’s clawing his way in,
And I’m holding out desperately.

Left in a jacket,
My arms tied behind my back.
Nothing all around me,
I’m missing this sense I lack.

He’s watching from the bars,
A wicked grin on his face.
There’s nothing left of me,
Nothing for you to trace.

This asylum is beautiful,
Horrid in design.
But when I find my room,
There’ll be no more me to find.

My blood splattered,
Across three hopeless walls.
I’m walking forever,
Stuck within these halls.

He’s taken over everything,
And found a door to my mind.
There’s nothing left for me,
Than to shiver and to hide.

Nothingness makes hiding,
Such a wonderful chore.
He’s in my mind,
He’s found my hidden door.

Sitting in the dungeon,
Of this deep dark recess.
I’m searching for a way,
To start over fresh.

If I could only wipe it clean,
And wash away this slate.
Then I could expel him,
And leave myself to fate.

Wiping away nothingness,
Is harder than it seems,
For how can I clean,
That which cannot be seen.

So take my heart,
And hold it safe.
I’m burrowing in,
And giving all that it will take.

Just promise you’ll be there,
When He’s gone from my mind.
It’ll take more than me,
To save what I can find.

This man in my dreams,
And the man in my mind,
Move so much quicker,
Than I can hope to hide.

So I give it all,
And you have my heart.
But it won’t be long,
Before I depart.

How does it feel to get lost in my head?
Planting flowers for the long past dead,
They say they know what it tastes like,
But they couldn't learn to like you if they tried.

Another down,
I'm feeling it this time.
Nearly too numb to feel you,
But too numb to breathe.

This static love is killing me,
Like star crossed lovers, and Destiny.

Like a knife,
You can't cut too deep.

Do you know what it's like?
To feel too numb, to feel too numb to feel?
These lines leave me nothing,
But your face again.

Heaven seems a long dead star,
Hell is just another friend.
Sometimes I wonder,
If I'll ever see this end.

I'm nearly too numb to feel you,
Already too numb to breathe.
But another pill is nothing like,
The pain you've achieved.