Aahana

Aahana 1d

10 dogs line up in a lonely street
As the gun reloads with only 1 shell
why should I save you? They roar back
All of them bark one by one
Someone is smart, someone is pretty
One barks better than the others
One fetches, one helps out others
As the 9 dogs give the explanation to why they don't deserve this gruesome treat
The last confused dog can't even bark that well
"I don't know what I'm good at, I don't know what to do with my life"
As it utters the last word, Death knocks on the door of his life as it leaves a terrible world behind
All the 9 Dogs laugh knowing it wouldn't have survived anyways, A clueless confused dog is as good as dead in a world where one second can decide the fate of millions of people
the dog was maybe a born loser or destroyed by those who envied it
Who'd know if it didn't know what to do itself.

Aahana 1d

Clueless

Birds chirping out the window
Rain washing away all our sins
in between all these my dreams rust
as the sunlight hits my eye
Everybody is on same pedestal of high's and low's
But I'm stuck here in the middle
Being too good for the ants
And incapable to roar as loud as the lions
Is this who I'm gonna be the rest of my life
A clueless mediocre stupid deer
Waiting for the day a car runs over me
As all the rest of them did.

Aahana May 5

Wondering why

It's all over
And I'm here again
those 5 months of complete sorrow and helplessness
A need to prove myself
just to get stabbed in the chest by those 3 painful words
"You messed up"
Was it really my fault for giving my everything and still not being good enough?
Or am I destined to suffer in every walk?
My mom says that God puts me in these situations because I'm strong
But maybe, I'm not strong enough to make it through it all
Maybe life was better when the only thing I was worrying about was Academic pressure
Now it's almost morning but I'm out here wondering where did I go wrong?
Certainly I wouldn't have made it even if I gave my everything
So should I leave it as it is
Leave my dream behind
or should I step into the war again
I will keep wondering why
I will keep wondering why

Aahana Mar 30

Resume.

It's funny to think that it has come to this again
Me recalling your name and all your memories rushing back into my head again
Its funny how all this time I hated every inch of your existence
But could really one small conversation about you
Bring all those thoughts back
I miss those nights with just you and i alive
You staring lovingly into my eye and I blushing as your eyes gazed upon me
Filled with lies
You demanded closure from me
For why I left you behind
But weren't you the one who said
There was no such thing left to compliment
In my life
Its like i have travelled 278 days back
When I was crying if I was the fault all along
Whether if I was prettier, smarter and cooler
I'd be everything to you
Just like I was in those 2 months of lifetime
But as I'm writing this I just realised
That you're no longer in my life
And I shall resume you not being in my mind.

Aahana Mar 26

Flowers

Maybe flowers were created to teach us that
Beautiful things don't last forever.

Aahana Feb 11

Real name?

Called by so many names
Who knew "mediocre" was the real one.

Aahana Jan 17

Piercings or tattoos

I can't have piercings or tattoos because I'm scared of having something permanent in my life.
It's not about piercings or tattoos.