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  Aug 2014 Ashley Lopez
Cíara McNamara
You
Screams encased in silence
Scars torn by tears
Lives ruined by you -
Using a blade or two

Was I not here
When you wished to cry?
Why is it darling
You plead to die?

What kind of life
Do you wish to live?
No words to speak
Art hidden by sleeves –

With thee I beg
I see the horror laced in your eyes –
The questions you leave with me
No answer do I desire from thee.

Could I not stand for both of us?
Be the vein instead of a chain –
Delicate poppies could have been spared
The war didn’t have to stay inside.

Words greeted with silence
Silence smothered in tears
I cannot breathe for you –
Stitches – they wasted strings.
You choose:
To deny yourself now
Or deny Jesus *later
Ashley Lopez Aug 2014
1 in 5.
That's the statistic. 1 in 5 women have been sexually assaulted or *****.
I, I am that 1. I represent 1 in 5 victims of ****** assault and ****.
My ****, it wasn't a violent one.
On the contrary, it was filled with trust that would end in a broken promise of: "I won't force you." And "it's okay baby, you can trust me." You see, my ****, it wasn't a violent one.
Even though I didn't have a knife to my neck, I had daggers in my back. But we live in a culture where unless there was a struggle, my attack doesn't count. This culture thrives on "no is no" but what happens when you can't say no? What happens when the same hand you trusted is covering your mouth?
You see, my **** wasn't a violent one, I just "let the situation get out of hand."
I am 1 in 5, but this statistic isn't accurate. This statistic doesn't cover the other victims, the ones that weren't physically touched.
They have to deal with a heart they didn't break, trust they didn't burn, a life they didn't take.
Because you see, my **** wasn't a violent one, but nothing will ever be the same.
I am 1, but I tell a million stories.
  Aug 2014 Ashley Lopez
rs
men ask us
"what is a **** culture?"

when a woman's "no"
enters through the mind of a man and comes out as
"convince me"
that is a **** culture

when i cannot walk down the streets at night
without my keys between my fingers
that is a **** culture

when a victim is blamed
and a criminal is sympathized with because
"he had such a bright future"
that is a **** culture

when he was an adult and i was a child
and you dare to ask me what i was wearing
that is a **** culture

so if you're asking me
"what is a **** culture"
i will tell you

*it is our ******* culture
  Aug 2014 Ashley Lopez
Erenn
.
(Fullstop)*
Where it
ends*
and
begins,
**again.
Why Full-Stop?
Everything we write,
Comes to life in our mind.
It will end.
And every life will end but it will never stop.
Hence, it will never end:)
  Aug 2014 Ashley Lopez
James Sebastian
That night in
your car with
the windows steamed
up maybe because
for the first time
in months I
had felt warm
and as the light
slowly melted away
I did not notice
it was the start of
something beautiful
but beauty fades
glory fades
and now you're
fading and I'm left
wondering if it was
ever beautiful
at all
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