Please take me in your dream!
And I can always be with you there
And I can always see you there
And I can always look after you there
And I can always hold you there
And I can always hug you there
And I can always kiss you there
And I can always hear you there
And I can always feel you there
And I can always do what you want do
Even though you want me to back the reality and realize it is only a dream!

What is lost is never lost
They just are not there beside you
But they are in all the memories of your life
Your eyes may no longer see it
But your heart still feels its existence
Something so close that it can not be explained easily

What is lost is never lost
They just are not within your reach
But they are in all the memories of your life
Your hand may not be able to hold it
But you can still feel the warmth of his embrace
Something so calming that even a warm blanket and a fireplace can not be compared with

What is lost is never lost
They just moved
Going somewhere who knows
Even if you imagine it
You can never quite understand--
Even knowing
That what is lost is never really lost
Not really leaving either
And you do not need to search anymore
Or you regret it many times

I write it!

People are waiting for valentine's day
but I really miss valentine's date...

I lit a cigarette
Then I enjoy it with a cup of coffee
My poetry paints its own words

I turn on the fan--
My wet hair flies in the wind
I'm getting sleepy

I'm afraid.
I'm afraid to see the people closest to me look laughing and very happy.
I'm afraid when they are alone they are actually sad, pain, even hurt.
I'm afraid that all this time they were hiding it all.
I'm afraid if I turn out to be like them.