And suddenly

I get that feeling

Nothing matter anymore

All I want to do is sleep,

Put my thoughts aside,

And sleep forever

Sticks and stones
Might break my bones,
But nothing hurts more
Than the sound of her name
Coming from my lips.

Mom.

I'm full of hate
I'm full of disgust
I'm full of tears
I'm full of fear
I'm full of sadness
I'm full of pain
But most of all,
I'm full of the depths of water

"Why don't you just let me die?
Let me close my eyes and never open them again!
No one would care except like a few ppl
Just let me give up
Just let go of me
Please"

                            "Hey if that's what you want, I'll gladly block you on social media and ignore you at school
Not the right choice at all, but if it's what you want then yeah, I guess"

"thats not what that means at a l l"

               "Certainly what it sounds like"
                  "What does it mean then???"

A girl looks out her simple window
Of her small, simple house.
On a simple street.
Full of simple trees,
Simple buildings,
Simple roads,
And stocked with not-so simple people.

They can hide so much.
They can hide my bruises.
They can hide my tears.
They can hide my loneliness.


They hide my lies.




But, they honestly just hide my eyes.

My only purpose
is to listen.
An object for people to vent to.
A video ad talking about the joys of life.
An automated voice to provide a better outlook.
A wound up toy saying the same words over and over again, forever.
A vessel for a voice with no one to talk to.
A voice almost no one has heard.

But ****, if that's all I'm here for, I'm going to try my hardest and no one can stop me.