~E~legant
~V~ast
~E~vangelical
~R~oses
~G~row
~R~elevant
~E~nough­
~E~very
~N~ight

~E~ven
~T~ime
~E~xhausts
~R~emnants
~N~atural
~­I~n
~T~he
~Y~outh

I grabbed his hand
He grabbed mine
held me tight
And smiled with his beautiful smile
I felt loved
Twirled me in circles
Promised me a lovely life filled with beauty,
power and security
Caressed my cheek
Shaped my hair
As his eyes got darker
He whispered
Not to be scared
Or not to even scream
It will be okay and soon it will be over
He continued
A tear rolled down my cheek
Something inside me yelled help
But my eyes were attached to his
My soul was loved by his
He looked into my eyes
And kissed me with a powerful kiss
But nothing seemed to matter  
As I begin to dance with the devil

empty
inside
and
alone
out

killing yourself is never the answer
unless
the question
is your entire
Life