Yea.... ztickz!.....
    It's been a minute since I could really feel it.....

I been stressing a lot lately,
my mind ain't been thinkin sanely
I ain't wrote one word to beat in months
To much stress? Maby...
I gotta baby on the way 26 weeks along and I'm broke without job

Yo,
    standin on point, crew full of black hoodies, red cherrys from a joint.
Heard you was snitchin, hence our position

Look.... Look
I see it an you dont,
Fame is my antidote.
Blowin, smokin, oh my god!
Livin life like I won it all.
While I struggle on my way
Turnt looks remindin me that I was ment to be the entertainer
Cuz I attract attention like a celeb.
Sittin on corners tradin money for product so I can get ahead...
In the struggle every day.
Afraid this waight is gonna make en take my life away...
But 1 day my face is gonna be what you see when you think of takin less than nothin and turnin it into to a dream....

Chorus×4
(×2..You better be warrin a vest.)
Cuz when I come shootin I come aimin  for your head and your chest.
(Verse 1)
Bullets cost money an I'm stingy wit my bread.
Never catch me sparayin prayin that I hit a shot...
I'm scopin
postin in the ally way.
Interuptin a ***** tryina catch a lift off a spliff
an take a second for him
but this 9 has thing for killing fake *** tricks. . .    An I got a thing with head shots when I'm huntin  a *****
(Chorus ×2)
I make triggers flinch with my intent.
Born and bread at full throttle,
living in the second. Survivin off the grams,
counting change that cowards scrounged up for back pay.
Roll up an take you and your homies bus money... better run quick yo momma says you late to take a ****...

I try and stay cool headed, dealin wit selfish *******.
Yall gotta understand that if I'm in yo whip ,handin you a zip... wether you my best homie or a the biggest punk *****.... I'll look ya in the eyes an tell ya the same ****.....
( beat droops off into tempo snare)
(Hook)
I got whatever you want,
If ya need a real souljah ima killa for pay..
Movin weight is how I was raised.
I'ma bad *** till I'm in my grave.
Making paper, poppin Champaign.
Naked women help pass time by hopping in the long  ride
This is my life- haters keep outta my sight.
24/7 I'm living 1 he'll if a life

****....
                You really wanna know??.....
  I can tell you but you better sit And listen.
                             (Chorus:)
See.... growin up I liked to climb trees  
Sway in the breeze.
Somethin bout high places always helped me think.
does anybody understand that I am what I've seen??
I feel alone and different cuz the other kids don't understand my life's position.
All alone on a farm with my grandpa takin my parents position.
Independent and good in the kitchen,
I spent most days learnin how to fit in.
Playin ***, drugs, and prison.
I was to well educated in the art of sinnin
3 years old an adults had my head spinnin
I had trouble sleepin,
I'd stay awake and listen, wishin I could party with the big kids.


I think I'm kinda crazy. I don't show it but-
  I'm always thinkin bout the wrong things.
Hustlin ****** fightin and drugs,
Acted like a ****, i was shown no love
I didint have friends when i was growin up.
Nobody liked me, cuz I was to busy fightin the ones they loved.

I chose to be the most wanted outlaw in history....
I Taught myself to live in the streets.
When no one was lookin I was always crookin.
Looking at life from a delinquents position.
I dreamed of drug dealin, sellin and, cookin.
I saw myself as a gangster in prison.
Practiced cuz I figured that a menace needs
To know what he's dealin with if gonna
Grow up to be a street soldier.

Hello, my name is Dennis Drain, I am 17 years old and currently attending Silver Creek High School as a junior. My school has officially made changes to its curriculum to fit a big picture school. In this form of schooling students explore there interests and gain high school accreditation threw the real world work they do in the community. In speaking to my advisory teacher Mr. Topp we have found that having an interview with a musician who knows the business would positively impact my career. I have great interest in the rap industry. I have allot of lyrics that I have wrote and would like to start recording. As part of my semester goals I would like to start to build a foundation of musicians, lyricists, company leaders, and producers. You can contact my advisory teacher Mr.Topp during the hours of 9:00 Am and 3:30 Pm at the schools number (208)-578-5060 or through email at [email protected] . I would be able to do the interview via Skype, Facetime or Googlechat.  Please help me in attempting to chase my dream through hard work, persistence and the community you belong to. You can contact me personally via email at [email protected] facebook or by phone at (208)-720-0961 ask for Dennis. Thank you for your attention to this email, I look forward to speaking with you in the near future.
                                                         ­                                                                 ­                  - Dennis Drain
                                                           ­                                                                 ­                  ZtickZ

You take for granted all that you got
Everything that I own I know what it cost
I take a mile and walk while you ******* pullin out phones so you hoes can talk
Your hands are still baby soft mine are hard as a rock im on to many drugs right now I can barely talk.

NOW!
not to say that I'm better or perfect in anyway I'm a loser that knows what it's like doin 4 days awake but at least i aint all hash tag snap chat she's **** hes a *** all ******* cuz you ******* didint get what you want
I never thought I
I    

I came into this world drunk an high so what does that mean about how ima die its ok tho im expectin to go only way to make me feel more is to keep up on wheat's real be never pay attention to a person who's spreading everything that they herds

As far as I know words are as light as the smoke that I blow
They Only mean **** if you can see some action happen
Other rappers just keep there mouths gabbin
Wasting air on sounds that got the truth lacking
I'm clapping thunder with my jaws teachin truth to God's
Chillin wit killas an defying the odds,
pour white and no cars, all G.

I was born to a collection of addicts and criminals!
I can only admit that I have more respect and courtesy then them.
I Promised myself that when I am to be a father I would quite.
My love is my life and she's carring my son.
But I'm on this **** again. What the **** is my problem.
I think I'm done till it's in my hands again.
Feelin like a worthless person, a selfish heathen
When I got **** I don't need speed.
But I can't sleep and I don't even wanna move.
Just watch tv and eat so I say to myself at least I'll accomplish somethin.
**** I'm broke and living outta others homes I don't think I'll ever give my child the proper life or a stable home.
I work my *** off and make good money but I can't keep any of it 4 ****

Did you ever hear the one about the kid that aint dead cuz hes lucky?

He thrives on conflict, looks for a fight, likes to walk down ally ways in bad neighborhoods late at night.

Takes drugs without askin what they are cuz he lives by the motto **** life, anybody need a little extra time  I got some you can barrow mine.

Made it to 19 but 20 is a far off dream...

Yo....
     You need to know, fakes  gotta lot of **** to talk behind a door
When it's closed they know everything about you
But I just ignor.... **** ain't real till the door ain't there and haters say it to you face
Till then I'm wit my crew laughin bout askin out loud how fake is you
No worries even I when **** talk is true
In your face cowards find there place

Drown me I'm evil...
Make me die slowly and painfull.....
I try to be an angel on the side, smile nice and be polite,
But I keep hurtin people  
Stealin what people work for
Say in things that are hurt full
No remorse for how they may feel

I know that I'm a peice of ****,  an thats ok I can handle it..
But the 1 thing that was keepin me here,  was the though that some1 cared..
now i see... that all the time I, spent chasing you was 1 big game
And thats ok it was fun 2 play... but now ive got a say good by to the fake embrace the pain...
Pleasee lord send me on my way, drop my body onto the floor... I have never fealt this way b4.. but I know it'll be a better world with out me wasting everybodys ****** time.
A tool is only worth. What it can do and I don't see What the point is in going a broken one 2 you....

Please just take me down a path of nothingness.. I relze that you've lost your sanity waiting on this kind of **** but i won't be around much longer now ...  please take my words 4 what there worth.. and remember that I was born a curse ... unwanted and probobly better offending it all so as a load i can fall from  somewhere that never end..losing myself in the darkness of my own sin

LookI've had a minute to think
I know it's only really been a cupple of weeks
But every moment I'm with you my heart feels weak
I ain't one to rush into nothin cuz to be honest I ain't nothin to keep
I got my demons and they settled in deep
I been doin time since I was thirteen
You can change me over night I'm sorry if tried
Ask anyone that knew me growing up if you wanna be by my side your really in for a ride
I know that I make life shine cuz I got a love for living life
That's what you love not this thuggin way I act or gangster way I Mac on you
Tellin you your body fine kissing on your neck holdin your *** like I'm holding on to life
I'm warning you now you gone learn what it is to live and die I'll make you smile when I'm around and when the twelve take me down I know you gonna cry
Just keep money on the books and answer the phone I wanna hear your voice your words warm my cold soul
Choppers blastin at the whip I'm sorry if I get hit
At my funeral burry me with a blunt keep polo G and ynw melly playin while they drop me in
Remember that i found you broken your ex man's is a fool
I wanna treat you to finer thing but **** theses streets have got me pinned
You ain't lived this life you that's good all I ever done is sin and rep for my homies that in the pen an for my family that believe in the cause it's can't stop won't stop till the better end
Brains blown out I'm starin this is life at it's end
Theses streets cold it's  90 degree weather an I'm shaking
My homies life was just taken that fentenal is gonna get us all RIP to the homies that lost the battle of addiction
Baby girl you don't know em but I know some real ones that lat in the earth
If you gonna stick around you need to understand
that I'ma die one day an I ain't gonna make to to see eighty three
It's a bullet or an OD that's gonna be the cause of my defeat
I'm trying change but theses chemicals balence me and theses lanes run there mouths and silent is something I can't be
It just takes that punk to nut yo and pull a trigger then boom I gone
What would you think?
I love you I truley do
I know I really barley know you and you ain't so sure about how beautiful you are but here to tell you
you got me goin crazy baby lats make one
I got a son how about a baby girl we talk about what to name our perfect peice of this world.
Don't be nervous I promise no matter what they'll be perfect
I got dreams of bein rich and famous on TV screans and stages
I don't know if it's gonna happen cuz I'm still used to trapping
beIN locked up is for the birds much love to homies behind locked doors u hope you see the gates soon
Baby you gotta understand I live one life you ain't never even heard half of I'll keep you safe ain't no man women or bullet gone graze your spirits
Gucci Loui prada baby let's get some designer on
Spend every dollar I got buying jewlery and shiny dimonds
Ten bands I'ma put that on my wrist
20 grand I'ma put that round your neck
Keep the feelings between us tight like you sqeezin my neck
In the bedroom you say I keep you wet
I like it when you keep me on the edge make me lust for your body make me fiend for your soul I swear you made the window in my heart grow whole
I can see your face when my eyes closed
Thuggin is the life I live pulling out sticks aimin at the ones that wishin us an early end
Opposition creepin round every corner man I swear
Treasure every moment this life ain't always fair
Bags pay the Bills so we living off of welfare
Felonies got the opportunities looking scarce  
No one wanna hire you when trappin is the only job you ever had
Robbin down the street man **** the other side we gonna take it all hope yall ****** die
Twenty-twenty me and my girl like bonnie and Clyde
I'ma gangsta she right by my side bands in the trunk I want my money high
Live this life with me and we can ****** shine
Trippin on these drugs I can see why my mother fried
We can smile for a while baby can you handle this

roll that big blunt get up in car and drive stunt
got my girl in the front seat  maby we gone drive drunk
takin **** rips in the 86 ,engine don't work but we ride *****
trip shrooms in tha livin room

im popin im lockin im wonderin why
sit back relax smoke this blunt and get high
now ***** lets ride **** a drive by
ill walk up to yo *** and blast you gooodbie

Hey **** it mischief on the track
They told me prison was fate
I turned to em an said I'ma make it to the top livin Hollywood soaking in fame
Ain't gotta worry bout the bills they always paied
Grew up wit holes in the floor now I got security at the door
Swear to God ima make it A million dollars a year that's what I wanna be banking
Doin theses drugs got my eyes looking vacant
Another shot to the brain I'm takin
Celebrate every second I'm free cuz I know how it is when the twelve take it
Love them bad ******* naked standin I front of me and they shake it
I smile they chill for a while then they take it
Girl we can go Rollin through a new city each night
**** it lets go from new york to Vegas
Atlanta to the Hollywood hills do Coke and some acid
Drink with a passion I'm sorry I love you but theses women showing me passion
I ain't perfect I love the feelings theses drugs gimmie when these beautiful women give me attention
I'm a rock star at heart just know that I'm yours
So sick of walking to work my feet ache I wanna sit on my *** and create
Sold so many bags just tryina keep food on the plate
God gimmie the chance I want outta this state it's eating me alive every real one is either dead or inside
I know some real gangsters that won't hesitate to put you on a t-shirt over what I you said
Round here in the 208 you might end up in the mountains no headstone and no one knows where you went
Big city's leave you in the street in Idaho we leave you underneath the earth outta sight outta mind shoulda shut you mouth round here we don't care where you from cuz we Idaho grown so live life free if I to it do like me smoke green trip on mushies and lsd
Drink a lil chill at the bonfire and keep your circle complete

walk a mile in my kicks an i swear to god you'll wanna quit
that's why i got a fat bag and this bowl lite
cuz i smoke till i drop ***** i cant quite
so ****** sick turn around here the cops again
aint lookin for **** but to lock me up again
so i quick jump over that fence
on tha back porch i down some hen
then quick run before they see me again

Yea... bump while you  smoke,
Meen mug an get drunk,
Pop off get hify and be boss

the first time i wrote my first rhyme
was the first time i thought i could be a big star
and i knew that ****** in the game was gonna try to tear me apart
but its ight i got plenty of scars one more aint gonna do **** to me
livin death before dishonor till the death of me

In the passenger seat 5 minutes from heavenly green
I ain't watin till I get home
Brought the grinder and the papers ima roll a cone
Space cruze on a road heavily used by 5O
Who cares I need smoke
Can't think without hit so i wake up and spark it
I keep it lit till my eyes lose focus and i pass out
Inhale life, hold in pain, blow out a different mind state
One that is'nt so insane

You wanna meet a real stoner?
That smokes on the daily,
Goes to work to make money for a bag!
Stays in a mind state thats kinda hazy,
Come my way baby, I stay towards the north west.
In a mountain valley where good **** comes with no request
We don't play that midgrade, only carry the best strains.
And the best thang is everybody in town smokes down
So come to my town find a place to sit down
Brace yourself this high grade gone put you down.
Idaho is every state's joke and really we don't care
The smaller the population is  the More **** the born and raised gem state familys can blaze  




I don't need oxygen, I just need THC!!
I keep a pipe or a joint close to me.
Police only think I'm high when I'm outta ****.
My teachers tellin me to leave cuz I need to smoke
I can only see, when I'm in a cloud of smoke
I blaze when I'm broke. cuz homies got me an they know I'll always get em back fat
So no day is a clear day, blowin clouds out our mouths is how we stay
Always way too blazed, can't pass the bowl, can't wait till the high takes hold,
Puff puff pass this blunt of gold to every stoner young or old

                     ZtickZ-

I'm a stone, from my head to my toes, from my clothes to my skin down to my bones.

I don't feel much, but I  certainly don't show what I do feel and I dont talk enough to anyone.

But I must admit that im scared as ****!

In 2 days I'ma be 19, my only love is 8 weeks into carrying my first child, I work hard as hell in dangerous situations and I dont get paid half of what I'm owed so I'm always broke.

My father just got out of prison 3 days ago and 2morrow im going to introduce him to my girlfriend.

Im gonna break the news that even tho he was never there for me hes 8 month from being a grandfather.

And I just don't know how I feel about allowing a man that I barely know having a part in my child's heart, when he could leave at any moment hurting my first born.

I smoke dope and it's what helps me get things done an work hard.

It don't make me tweak but even tho I try not to spend money on what I smoke sometimes I lose motivation and sit around so 20 or 30 bucks now and then could make me broke and leave my family without.

Im excited to raise my own child, I'm sure I'll be good but I'm young and don't know the half of this **** that I say do.

What do I do when I have no money I've already given up on drugs cuz I have no funds and   my family's hungry.

Im so proud I never ask for hand outs, I chose to rob and steal for a meal rather than ask the people willing to help for a loan to get me and my girl along.

Im scared for the future,... I raised myself and taught myself how to live without **** but I based my life off of street principals

Steal to eat, sell what you don't need, rob cars to support problems that scream till I feed em with drugs and bad habits

I won't let my child need to do what I had to do cuz I'll be there to make ends meet, but what lesson can I teach.

I could tell you *******, do drugs, steal and cheat. I could form a real gangster out of a white boy that's never Felt the pain you get on the streets.

But I stopped listening to teachers in the second grade cuz I yearned for an easy life and quick pay.

Im smart but as far as school im brilliant in an evil way

How can I help with homework when I don't know anything about half of what schools are teaching

I can show them how to work hard and build things, all the odds and ends to creating a building.

But what if they don't want to labor for a living? What if numbers are what there dream job requires?

What I even if I'm around my child resents me cuz they learn and think differently?

Im so excited to have a child of my own that I've already started talking to my girls stomach.

Im sorry if I rambled on or didn't rhyme the whole time but I needed to babble for a while about how scared shitless I am for tomorrow, 8 months from  now an the next 18 years that follow.


I promise I'll do all I can to give my child every opportunity the world has. I know I won't teach my child about my past or allow them to follow. I just don't know how to stay hallow when tears keep fillin me up and leaking out creating a a puddle I wish was shallow.

So every night before I sleep or at least by midnight I will repeat to my self the words that follow.


You are a good man with respect and courtesy.
In hard times you make ends meet and support your family with hard work and honesty.
Respect, honor, and hard work are all things my child will learn by watching me.
Sarah can teach school and other things, and I can teach hard work and Practical things.
Fear is natural an good when contemplating raising a child!
Atleast that means I want for them, better things.
I will be a great father among other things and I won't always be correct in my teaching, but BUT I SWEAR BY MY HONOR THAT MY CHILD WILL KNOW ME, LOVE, HATE LEARN FROM AND GROW TO BE RESPECTABLE, HARD WORKING, DOWN TO EARTH INTELLIGENT, AND ABOVE ALL THINGS HAPPY AND UNDERSTANDING! All because I will raise him with LOVE give TIME to LISTEN and TEACH HIM WHEN EVER HE FINDS REASON TO QUESTION A REASON.
I WILL BE A GOOD FATHER AN I WILL NEVER LEAVE MY LOVE OR MY CHILD BY CHOICE. I WILL FIGHT TO MAKE  MY FAMILY A GOOD LIFE, UNTILL I DIE...!!!!!!!!!!!




Sorry I'm just so nervous to raise a child, I had no parents, my mom and dad abandoned me and my grandfather left me to raise myself while he locked himself in his room UNTILL he had a reason to yell at me for another way I've ruined his life.
So with no money as a small child and nobody to support me right, my habits formed to insure i survived
I feed and clothed myself before I was 5. I just can't stop worrying about how I will raise a child and if I'll even do it right.

****....
                You really wanna know??.....
  I can tell you but you better sit And listen.
                             (Chorus:)
See.... growin up I liked to climb trees  
Sway in the breeze.
Somethin bout high places always helped me think.
does anybody understand that I am what I've seen??
I feel alone and different cuz the other kids don't understand my life's position.
All alone on a farm with my grandpa takin my parents position.
Independent and good in the kitchen,
I spent most days learnin how to fit in.
Playin ***, drugs, and prison.
I was to well educated in the art of sinnin
3 years old an adults had my head spinnin
I had trouble sleepin,
I'd stay awake and listen, wishin I could party with the big kids.


I think I'm kinda crazy. I don't show it but-
  I'm always thinkin bout the wrong things.
Hustlin ****** fightin and drugs,
Acted like a ****, i was shown no love
I didint have friends when i was growin up.
Nobody liked me, cuz I was to busy fightin the ones they loved.

I chose to be the most wanted outlaw in history....
I Taught myself to live in the streets.
When no one was lookin I was always crookin.
Looking at life from a delinquents position.
I dreamed of drug dealin, sellin and, cookin.
I saw myself as a gangster in prison.
Practiced cuz I figured that a menace needs
To know what he's dealin with if gonna
Grow up to be a street soldier.

I wanna know why,?.... I put my hood up as i walk under lights. Can't say i won't  but i know i got some time before i die. So im creasin up my pants , fresh shirt first class flown from France, same shoes that i wore way back in class, i like wavin to the police  with my ******* like an angry bee stinger  im a hifey little ***, work every day but im still strapped for cash, dress like look like act like a business man, im the boss of some back ally business plans. Walk round town like a ****** gangster man. I got props from the big boss i handle business better than the mob. Never back down never run home to mom. Get my *** beat stand back on my feat cuz i ain't one to get robbed

Baby can you handle this
Life on the edge I see the end with every kiss
Baby will you die for me
If I die will you ****** scream
Needle in my arm
Love note saying that I'm sorry i just loved you to much
I'm just ****** up now I'm gone
I know you don't like it when I'm on this ****
I got so much music in my soul maby I can sell it to the world
My words in there steros and I'm telling em all
**** it live life to the fullest till you ****** die
It could be tommorow
Baby I just wanna smile
Baby will you smile
Baby ****** smile with me
Theses wounds cut deep
I live a life you don't understand
I'm what you want but can you really handle who I am
I want shiny things and tattoos on my body so I ain't gotta say **** I can talk with my skin
Tattoo ink like a script you gotta question
Take a minute and get educated
Go to the left hand find the *******
Now notice how there's no more ***** for me to give my finger is feeling limp
So I'll just use my lips
**** society please baby run away with me
we can make each other's happiness a priority
First goal every day is to see your beautiful face lookin at me smiling
Xanax takes my memory's so baby please stay next to me
my vibe is heavy in my soul like a cupple tabs of lsd
I can feel you brightinin my world
Can you see me changin
can you see me changin
I'm trying but **** chaingin causes pain n I'm in the passing lane lookin out my passenger window
At myself
I can see the past in my face and the pain ive felt  
My life been ****** up who shuffled this deck what kinda hand I been delt
I got every thing I ever had,
and every thing I'ma ever gonna make, invested in this life
How they gonna stand there and watch me burn it like dryed leaves soaked in gasoline that we stand around in the fall to stay warm with homies while we kickin it
light some **** an have a cupple drinks
80 on the freeway we ain't speedin cuz honestly I got some product in the trunk
Selling ain't cool and it ain't easy
Even tho I know I could just go to work an make that cheese extra cheesy just cuz I got a lil guzmen in me.
These streets stay yellin at me in my daydreams
Talking bout the city in a drought flip a brick make a grip  
and get some fiends to rely on your buisness
At least when I'm weighin the work someone gonna be expectin me
and they smilin when I arrive
**** people been dreadin my presence my whole life at least drugs make me the one they wanna see
Baby im alive right now
I cant speak on next year **** I can't even promise you next week
Cuz when it comes to being about it fo yo homies yo family and yo friends then they say anything disrespectful and they likely ta catch lead
Body shots are Target practice we aimin for they head
Twenty five to life is what they tryina give us in tha 208
Half a zip of Crystal and they talkin life with without
man I was ony 21
Said if I told em three dealers above me I could catch probation and go free
**** that **** I run around with real gangsters take yo head off your shoulders
If you got loose lips round us you gonna learn
We catch an OP we spread the word
That black and white already been sent ta everyone ya heard
you aint aloud to play no more sorry but you broke the rules
If my mouth woulda opened right now I wouldn't be breathing
My paper work come correct you better believe it
**** y'all draggin my name in the mud
I been solid since I was to Young to be doin this ****
Girl if you wit me you gotta stay solid onehundred percent
Everything is handled in house we don't dial 911
unless we need a doctor or somethings burnin up
**** twelve they wanna see me hurting
**** twelve
They want wanna catch me serving to
these fiends but just these crack heads waiting till I can't supply
then they giving up my name to 5-O just ta keep themselves on they level
Chasin that high is like running from the devil
But he got a leash chokin you till you bowin down at his knees
Life lived
life wasted  
Life on the edge
**** it let's see the world I wanna make it
This my world I'ma do what I wanna y'all gonna know my name I'ma top shotta dumb dotta
**** around fall in love with the life you see around ya
Stay with me girl we gonna take a million dolla
Make it 4 times that over night
******* that grind baby so you can kick back and enjoy life
Shoppin in hollywood on rodeo drive
red carpet pictures capturin the moments we together in life
I'm fascineted by your body
Far from ordinary baby your unique
Can you handle this
Life on the edge I can see the end with every kiss
Baby will you die for me
If I die will you ****** scream
Baby will you live life like the end is already happening
Treasure every moment **** what ever all thoes losers think
They say I'm wastin away
Druggin my life down the drain
Well let's be honest here my name is Dennis drain so pour your liquor dump your dope out let me take it all to the head
I can barely breath I might have just OD'd
I think I just OD'd
If you find me and I can't breath
Baby will you scream for me
Baby I'm sorry this is how you ever had to see me
Live life like I showed you **** what hurts deep inside
find beautiful places an people with smiling faces integrate with there minds to create a place on this world to sit down and just think
Even in the darkness of what comes after my last heart beat
Your memory will keep
My soul feeding off your energy
seeing you and me close
back when it was back then
Ya know not just in my head
But here in reality baby this is where I can feel your every breath
In a mansion smilin with cash
dressed in the latest fasions
Millions of people saying they fans of what I create
I changeed they lives with the music I made
I hope that this dream comes true cuz I'ma promise you that when it do
I'ma bring you wit me we gonna be rich like we filthy
swimmin in bills wit blue faces all hundreds no 20s no 50s
But if these dreams come up short and I'm stuck in this place will you stick with me
here on this dead end street
Is a 9 to 5, Makin 17.50 enough for your beautiful body to wanna come closer to mine
We might rent forever may never own a house
and I might go away for some time you might have to wipe them tears from your face
It's ok still crying
I love you
your mine
Put a smile on you mouth
Even when it hurts girl
If I'm wit you or i bounced
In the penatentry or on the couch
you what makes me smile baby girl and don't you ever forget that
Be mine till the end of time
But only if you won't regret that
When we find the end we can build on till infinity can't streach any more
Every moment till the moments finley find the end and we are no more
In reality or my memory cuz time took what I love away from me
baby you best
Baby  come close  I'ma hold you in my arms untill you tell me to let go
keep ya warm like toast  
butter yo bread when we in bed
hope you like the way I make you feel when I give you my passion
hopefully you see that this kinda ectasy don't just happen
I'm tryin my best to keep you feeling happy
Mind body and soul
Make yo body thirst for me
Girl I know yo smile only works for me
I see theses other women they looking good
but you the only one I wanna dance for me
Stop doubting your beauty it's not attractive to hear such a goddess of a women doubt the power of her attraction
Yo eyes catch mine and the police might as well of pulled out a 9
Cuz i cant move
I'm stuck on you
Baby can you handle this
Life on the edge I can see the end with every kiss
Baby will you die for me
If I die will you ****** scream
If I die I swear you'll be my endless dream
Baby baby please let's take life like it's drugs and do this **** together
feel the euphoria like we the same soul forever
They can't handle this **** that we doin
We don't fit the mold so baby we just out here bein different
They don't like that
they stay trippin
Can you handle me baby it's ok if you can't
Just let me know what it is you looking for in a man
If I can't give you what you want than I'll let you go
Cuz your happiness is what warms my soul
Even if it ain't with me
Every time I wake up weather its late afternoon or early morning
Depending on what I been dosing
Depression holdin on to me an I know I'm hard to love
But even when you with some other man if you cracking a smile
Everything goin good
you got money and a place to live
Then I'm smilin wit you I hope one day I'll meet yo kids
The world could die if you and I could float forever in space
with each other in the endless expanses of space
I hope we float around an never age never feel hunger
never feel pain
Fill each other with happiness an fix the broken thangs
Baby I know we just met so maby I'm crazy I really don't know yet
But I'ma offer you my heart you can have it
If the blood scares you
you can turn off the lights and feel it beat in your hand
Feel the energy and power every beat you feel sitting in the darkness
Baby I'm here for you
and every moment your with me I lose grip on reality
your the drug I want
just please forgive my evil deeds my past is full of terrible things
I try and keep that stuff down deep but it comes to say hello sometimes **** I hate it when these memories figure out how to make catchy rhymes
and when it does happen please don't think any less of me
I'm slowly changing please believe
I'ma be honest I'ma always do me
Sometimes doin me means sacrificing things
Things I love
Things I can't put a price on easily
my freedom is worth to much by itself
Now add YOU to my list of things they take from me if I go back to county and ******* I don't wanna go in that cell
"**** twelve"  police ain't **** catch me at the red light if you can
I'm quick to split soon as them red and blues start to flick
I want the love you show me to hold me when I sleep
**** thin blue mats and cold concreat
My body aches an I miss that cute twiching you do when you finally slip into your dreams
Can you honestly look me in the eyes and tell me that I'm who you wanna spend every moment you got left breathing in this life with
I know things don't always work out and we may never make to marriage and kids
But no matter what every word I've said I've meant
It's crazy cuz we just meet but I'm just kinda that way
Meet you one day the next I don't wanna let you go
I guess I'm kinda clingy but I'm blaming you an the way you sitting there with a blank stare licking your lips
I wanna hold you by your hips
Kiss you everywhere an feel your body twitch
So I'ma stay close play it by ear till you tell me to leave or we've been a thing for a cupple a years so it's kinda clear we a thing not a fling
were long lasting not just a quick  burst of hormones and physical addictions
I wanna feel you in every way but I wanna sit down and talk about your day
You were gone and I wasn't there
I miss you no put up your hair I like it when you use words to massage the parts of me that I only share with you
No matter what you being alive makes me wanna live life
It makes me wanna see the world
Cuz baby girl you make it easier to breath  
but at the same time my breath is short
I'm feeling light in the head
An weak in the knees
These feelings are intoxicating
A needle in my vain full of quality drugs can't match the moment you enter the room
Please baby come in leave and come right back into my heart
Every time I see your face after your dose of beauty has been outta my grasp even for just uno, dos, ... ****
thoes two seconds couldn't pass fast enough
I look you up and down I love your face your body is so perfectly curvy
Your outline got me followin the lines like I'm doin geometry
Girl you could make a man fall in love with math
I wanna find the angle you at when I'm holding yo ***
You catching feelings girl yea I know
Me an you we falling hard
we so hot our passion mealtin yards of snow at Christmas time
Green lawns in the winter months
We lounging like it's mid July
Sittin in a quiet place where it's easy to appreciate our own vibes
Can you feel me livin inside
I'm the reason that your heart keeps a smile
You the reason that my days go by to fast
Every moment with you is delicious I just want an order of it
Now super size it I want these feelings ta be never endin
Takin pictures now cuz in this life don't nothin last
I wanna look back and see how we used to act
baby can you handle this
Baby can you handle me
Life on the edge I see the end with every kiss
Baby will you die for me
If I die will you ****** scream
aint pay **** for it I got it all for free
Got home opened up the bag
Looked in to see your eyes starin back at me  
Used your vibes to fill a 100 CC IV
Baby please swim trough my veins
can feel the beat to my life
can you Bob yo head to the sounds when I live and breath
the notes inside my head keep me from fallin dead  
Every beat carry's  my soul and passion can you taste it
it's thick in the recipe they used to creat me
a mixture of insanity and passion
Someone please add a little common sense to to the mix it might help make a happier ending
I got the bravery but sometimes I just do
I don't always think and that's what's gonna tear me away from you
In a concreat cell that I can't even get up in without my feet freezing under me.
I make these dumb decisions when  I'm faced with two people opposing me
Mine or there's
So either you handle business or get punked out like you was raised buy some *******
I can't sit back and let these lames run they jaw
like they about they business
we throwing hands no question so baby I apologize If they start talking that **** and I ki one of them *******
I aint askin you to lie
I'm just asking you if you really about bein mine
Cuz if you were then you would stay solid hold back the fear and uncertinty
and tell all thoes people that wanna put me away
that I ain't do nothin that I'm innocent
and I'll tell the world that I love you till the very end
If you feel like you can't keep my secrets
Plz just do what your heart tells you is the right decision
cuz the truth will set you free
in that position it'll give me 25 years to think
25 years away from you
25 years away from me
25 years that I lose myself trying to find you inside my head
25 years to replay memories from the short time you been Makin my world seem brightened like your my sun your existing  decides if I live or die
Your memories never fade
I keep them in my mind on replay
Over and over in my head
slower and slower but still they move to fast
Glimpses of the recent past  that I wish my hardest would never pass
Baby can you handle this
Life on the edge I see the end with every kiss
Baby will you die for me
Baby if I die will you ****** scream
Baby if I die tear your ****** vocal coards to peices singing this song on the top of the world
high as **** with your last **** down at the bottom in the scared little girl you left behind when you came home with me
let my name echo in the world baby
I wanna be heard
I want my memory to burn into the minds of the ones who are just like me
BHC
Black hoodie crew yea that's till death make a generation follow my every breath
I want you to be with me
when they introduce my crazy *** to the world you that's listning
When I have thousands of fans and my name they scream
I want you next to me
Baby shine with me
When it gets dark and your alone remember that I ****** love you and justbe greatfull that I was
once asked  to spread words that create lifestyles
lyrics that give people hope in the world even when your seeing shadows
I want people to wanna be me and I want them to want you cuz I have you and they can't you love me
Cuz they love what I stand for and you stand next to me girl
BABY CAN YOU HANDLE THIS????

Listen  to the words I've wrote,
when I speak, truth floats on the smoke I blow
Ignorant and young I'm told, I'll  understand how the world works one day they say,
But I came from the cold and ain't **** changed soo...

I think I've given up.... I'm gonna sit on my *** wright raps and smoke it up
Ain't even gonna record cuz if I did I'd  be worth something more
And nobody believes that I can be anything but pour.
I don't care any more what you think,
I do drugs, steal and of course I live on the streets
But oh what do you expect from a boy at 18
When being raised was never a thing,
And nobody but villains and fiend's help with anything

Yeah....

I'm waiting on my next trip to jail
It's been a while and I need to talk to someone who pretends that I'm better than every body says
**** it if Imy locked in box cold and lost in my head 3 meals dry socks, a place to sleep and be left to die is better than how hard I try to please people who don't care about my life, won't supply a little cash to me and my girl, refuses to offer an empty room for us to crash, CUZ ******* WHEN MY MOTHER DIDN'T RAISE ME SHE RAISED A PEICE OF CRAP. and it's all my fault all the money nobody saved for me when I got older slipped through invisible cracks.

I used to believe if I gave respect someone would give some to me
If I spared time to do a favor I would get that returned to
But Now I know I should have been selfish and mean,
Seeing as that's what I've been given for my helping
Stopped being a violent, hatfull human being
To try and earn something like help when need be
But now I'm back mother *******, remember me.
I'm gonna do it all again and times ten so you ******* can see that your greed and deceit lost you more than you think.
I've got about 10 houses with gas leaks I'm gonna go smoke inside while the family sleeps at night
And to many pieces of **** I'm gonna meet in the streets and we'll the coroner is gonna be pretty ****** busy  if you ask me
And when the police ask why I did it I'll tell em
Straight up...... I did all I could for every one of them and not one had a second they could spare to even show despair over the pieceof **** I've been treated as even after I've been nothing but nice nobody cared


Im done with doin favors I'm done bein there for ****** anybody else  
Me and my girl gonna go round slitting all you ******* throats feed you to my dog and call it even for all the time we've wasted

Reach for raindrops when the sky is blue.
So that when rain comes you've already said hello and you can stand aside and allow it fall unto what needs to grow.

Simple as it confuses most as does the simple act of introducing yourself to passing strangers.

Fearless interactions and excepting simple verbal transactions  with thankfull compassion is powerful  

A hand shake a bow or verbal transaction of a greeting, along with a relinquishing of titles and wishings of happy travels

For no reason other than to make strangers, named beings that in that one moment we know who were seeing.

A lessoning of fear and a knowledge of what was before speculation and uncertainty

Has now become an understanding and an exchangeing of knowledge to lead to an acceptance and an equality without judgment or an  irrational miss understanding  of other people's actions

Introduce yourself to someone you fear and share with them  simple truths of your person  

Don't judge them for what they believe or what they look to achieve, accept and learn from them what you didn't know before and wouldn't know if you didn't allow them to speak

Around the world if we could all introduce ourselves and have respect in what chose to speak .... wars would be pointless knowledge would come from the mouths of those we meet and our neighbors would be our friends and teachers  in every subject.

Word of mouth would hold power and languages would compound into 1 tung spoken by people to pass knowledge without barriers of who could understand them

Unity would be true and currency would burn and Melt at the new exchange of ideas, stories and facts,

Our hands would help others and in return thier hands would do the same.

People would have a place to live, let live, build and learn  every possibility of what they can belive in and practice.

Spread your name without reason and knowledge without being asked or needed.

Maby one day peace will grip earth and we can all teach learn and help one another without barriers and do so happily just to convers and learn new things, pointless thing but knowledge of every thing from every perspective and every human being

Age 16

Some people say
that the craziest people
are the ones who's minds are great.
And I for one can honestly say
From the bottom of my heart
That my mother might not always stay
But she refuses to lay
down  the ground when times are grey
the sun has burnt away   and everybody
In the world stopped  hears what we say.  every op

Yea.... Look.....
              Every lesson i learned burned me till it stuck in an hurt
Started out as a kid searchin for the place i fit in
Saw broken souls young and old   healed what i could, learned how it worked livin in sin
started playin games as a  way to train for a life in the game
Till one day an O.G showed me a mans brain splatered like rain on a dark night one may.

Keep it real..
dont just act like steal...
If you sayin that you down,
Better be ready for the **** that comes around.
Bluffin gets real thugs stuffin trunks with punks an fools that squeel
So you better know how down you is for real

Beatin ******* *** in class for trash talkin my broke *******
White trash on welfare and food stamps
Only ever held stolen cash, only ever busted stolen gats
But i seen a mansion and now i got all that.
**** lessons and tests, group discussions and packets
Im brillintly crimanaly insane and intend to be a **** so i stay  underground straight
Ima live till i wanna die, words only boss ****** get to live by
One shot 2 shot, im hit, your fine, ima live, you gon die.
Cant **** what you cant match in pride
Watch what you fly round me i roll unstraped Take no crap and **** all you mother ****** scraps.
Hope you like my rap dont talk crap.

If I ruled the world money would burn , I wouldn't rule **** cuz freedom would rain in a sudden storm.
I would spread the common knowledge lost in the modern world.
So that robotic followers of governmental rule can better see the blatant stupidity they've been following.
Allowing to control people due to there fear of individualism in the world.
I would show true democracy in its truest form.
I wouldt force laws across the country is would speak of intelligence and right from wrong.
Police would be gone and people would again be strong taking care of problems as the came on there own.
No leader with power over any person in any form.
Voices in Union would decide how to move on.
If we cant make decisions on our own maby it's time to end the world!
We're a majority stupid and reliant on others to think of opinions.
And that's sad we need to change what power people have

**** the world with a smile on my face. **** punk ***** ****** they is a disgrace. **** life we livin even if it kills us or sends us away to prison. we stay true

Yeah,,... Everywhere I Go people asking me to prove that I am down as f* a real as I say
All I can do comma espoma red Breakout take two steps touch chest to chest let you know it's on one and ask you if you m**** want to throw down cuz I'm always G. If you want to fight boy put them up I'm going to put you in your *** tonight boy

Yea.... Look......
.                        I'm back at home,
Same town I made myself known, grown to be stiff as stone learned my lessons and paid the dues I owe.
Been outta town since that **** went went down and I got taken Down town
Stayed down for 2and a half got up and found myself in a rich ***** mountain spot
Didn't even try and every ***** thought I was hot
every eye I cought thought  they was gonna get shot
Met my girl and brought her home
J-town im back an  packin fists of stone
Since last time iv grown
Instill fear with every look I give  now I don't gotta pull a knife to look like I will
Now I just look like I did and wont hesitate to
Make the point that I ain't a kid and i don't give ****.
Smoke my dope and puff my **** to keep me from goin crazy no sleep for a week an I
Ride alone without a crew to back me up and I still got a bandana round my neck,
Knife on my hip sharp as ****  pull it quick an
Stick it deep In between yo ribs fo talkin **** its to quiet where I used to live.
I've missed my home just for the hifey **** I did
I'm back,  ready to do work again an
I'll do me and do work when I see a scrap walkin this earth I yearn to put there lifes to an end.



I'm home, fully grown and feared by most.
Left a quiet place to come back to a place I know.
Won't take long before I'm runnin this town from home
One talent I got
ownin every street I Rome
I'm a business man
I ride north side
And i walk like a boss cuz I got pride
I'm good at bein in charge makin yo business mine
Take no mercy have no fear keep your four fingers high and ride till I die
That's how I've always survived
100% fast life dark side livin
Now I'm home and gettin ready for business.

Can anybody hear me....?
Is anybody out there listening....?
**** it I'll talk to myself then....

Walkin around in all black late at night
With my hood up and my laces tight.
I ain't got a reason to wonder dark streets,
Under every street light I see stage lights and hear a crowds scream.
Quick glimpses of my dreams flashing on the corner of every street.
Wearin the same clothes I had on when I fell asleep.
My name being screamed by thousands just like me.
Can't keep cool in the heat with a black hoodie on over my black T.
Lyrics flowing from me to a microphone teachin audiences  how to act grown
Turn no money into mo money than one man should own.
Show em how to lift the rocks off an climb to top of the mountain on they own.
Seein all this on a late night stroll
Through a hood Iv shown how to be ghetto on they own.

smokin the hella the fatta the bowl
joints and blunts we role
pickin out the seeds and stems cuz we don't need them
just woke up and we smokin again

Open up the door to a better world.
What can I say, it looks a lot like yesterday.
Where I cant see anything but a better way
Livin is simple and killin isn't a thing

Do you remember...what it was like to be a kid in summer...
Mornings never started before noon.... Cereal and cartoons in the livin room....
Parents have to work... nobody was there  to watch you.....
trouble was the first thing you'd do...
Cuz if you waited till 2 it got sketchy and you thought they would catch you....    outside every day for as long as the sun would stay.

Look,
      ....... I ran around with the wrong crowd,
Broke laws and snuck out, prided my actions based on if I got caught.
Taught myself how to act, stole what I needed, and always wore black.

...... I had a hard time with rules I compulsively acted a fool, stole food, smoked **** and did it all on my own cuz I'm cool.

...... black hoodie an a snap back, white boy with a chest tat, unforgettable menace to
.

past and future mixin in the present
makin everything we do and say more relevant
slippin could mean enden the lives of the innocent
the ones who live side by side by the life but ain't in it
never did the dirt we done but to often there's a crying mother holding her dying son
who was truly too young
never wanted the fight and was afraid of guns

Yea,
.     i miss the simple ****, not that I had it simple back when,
I was a kid with no parents, maby that would explain my appearance.
wearin baggy clothes and Wal-Mart shoes filled with holes.
Told the kids at school i was a gangster,  before i even watch gangland shows,
I knew i had a path so i never chose goin back.
Grew up just a little fast, knew more about the underground than anybody in class

I need to find a place to relax, a spot where I can chill with who I like and were the **** is always gettin passed.
no stress and no bull crap, somewhere I'm not gettin kicked out on my ***
Its hard livin bigga when you anotha numba fallin under  the government
If i had a spot where stress was irrelevant i wouldn't leave for any reason sit back lookin at the sun set drinkin old English and smoking green **** trimmed to be leafless.

From a dead sleep

First off I'd like to introduce myself ill use my nick name so the common wealth can't find someone to blame and send to jail...
My uncle was like my father and named me ztickz cuz I was skinny and strong. he took care of me and helped me along. this is a poem that ill read like a song, its a story asking how it went so wrong...

So learn the words and speak along.

long before my eyes were blue and my hair was blond my father was gone and my mom was doing it all wrong. teenage girl with a big belly smokin out a dope ****. Drinkin with the hopes that the bump would be gone.

December 97 is when i came along, born ****** up i couldent tell you everything mom was on. Liquor brought me out quicker and dope gave her hope that the party was on. Barely turned 16 gave birth to me and couldent deal with thinking that her fun was gone. She was young thin and blond she wasent gonna stop until her body wouldn't let her party on.I can't recall cuz i was to young but im sure a week of rest was to long. Started out she was never gonna be away for to long.

Throw my hoodie on...
an lace Up my stompin boots
My girls lightin me cigarette while I'm rushin for the door
She don't like it she just accepts what I do
Watchin as I run away outta view
Only thing she knows is that I'm a soldier
Just doin what soldiers do
If I don't come home she already knows that I'm either in the hospital jail or dead.
It ain't fair,
And probably weighs on her if she should have gotten knocked up with my kid

Listen up monkey,

.     do you remember how i yous to be ,
Back before there was a you and me
I wasn't looking for a chick for dating
I was a player and to other chicks you was hating
but you made the effort to connect
So above all those other hoes you was the best  
i never had to sneek around to cuddle with my girl,
just laid and waited for you to do the  u every night without shame I felt youpresence touching me and even more importantly I will never find  another girl that I love so dearly  I love you a monkey bunny

Yea, .......
Walkin in the dark, black suit and stompin boots ,
Breakin in jackin cars, strip-em and sell em for parts
Take what I make and pay for a place to stay
Take and buy a burger wit the change I make
Rob a food chain and use the cash to buy a pack
Go back to the homies on G. Street and pack
Take my **** to my new pad for a week and I'll be back

And im killin it man cant stop me bro just know you cant i roll deep
Creep soyou can see me ride red rags high  x4 north side who wanna die
Scaraps ***** and lie
Snitch die
My hands stay 4 fingers up whhen i ride dont

In'a basement, waken up in'a a dream....
Lookin round seein every thing seein what I'm gonna take an what I'm I'm gonna leave
Melt down and breath, roll aroun blow smoke,N- fall asleep....
Havein a bad dream that I'm all alone smokin tweak
Playin pool wit out an 8 ball for about a week , 250 Cash goes fast when you trickin a tweak, bag in a bag in a bag all ******* and And taped  up neat, what's inside?, you don't wanna know mo-*****, it ain't powder and it ain't green,
Bag of glass an a snow white dream for a sleepless week,

Bring me brighter days, offer me a chance to change.
Im a father to 2 kids, stress N' pain  keep me up late.
All threw thenight there cries shake my brain. N' cause pain.
Broke every day, hungry while I slave to make money,
So I can pay the government until they dig my grave.
Corners ain't the place to be, when you lookin  for some extra green.
Sitin in the ally, Post up  in the shade, and i stay late
Money and weight stay behind the gate,
Can't afford to go jail, or lose the product that's paying for my food.
Treated like I'm rude cuz I learned young to mug and my face got stuck that way.
When I got stuck paying  nightly for a place to lay.
Food comes from my pockets  I got a 5 finger store in there cuz its more convenient.
I don't even buy **** no more.
Riskin prison for a pack of blacks that keep idiots from gettin ***** slaped when they lips smack askin for bag of smack.
Hands out holding change askin for whatever they  can get with that.

I keep my.. game peice in the..
winnin position.. game called ghetto broke livin..
My strategy a secret so... I'm in first position yo..
Hustle my livin from.. dealin medicine and sellin everything you own... till I got a cash enough, to buy a bank you know. I plan to rule the world with... the knowledge that.. gangsters loaned me way back when I was a kid. Now I know I'm destined to, make Dimonds out of ashes that.. I saved from bowls I smoked alone.


Took years and im still broke, grew up and learned I had Hustle to smoke, now I'm top bound,
smokin hopein for a chance to see a better life than I've had given