At night I imagine you're arms enfold, as it's me I know they wish to hold, at night I weep for words unsaid for kisses un-given and emotions misread, I weep for the fact that you want to love me, I weep for the fact that I am what I be.

Trapped on my pedestal lofted up high, shrouded by darkness, dreaming of sky, let me dance for you're enjoyment, let me pirouette and spin, release me from my prison it's you're jewelry box I'm in.

when the sky is red and sun goes down
my blood starts rushing to the nightly sounds
the luscious velvet touch of the night
kisses my sorrows and holds me tight
embracing my freedom of being alone
breathing and feeling completely profound

and when the day, being just a mare blink of the night,
wakes up the tainted shadows of light
that walk all over my dream in a manner so bleak
I close my eyes and fall asleep

That smile
you threw at me
that ****** me up

Was it on purpose
or just kind

but so beautiful and deep

and how I wished it was for me

My day was going just fine
until you smiled