I am searching for you for a long time,
where are you?

The girl who wouldn't make you wait on her hand and foot
but would do anything to make you happy.

The girl who would enjoy having a movie night
rather than going to some fancy restaurant.

The girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets
than go out and getting drunk .

The girl who'd give the world to see you smile.

But

those characteristics aren't important
But the girl that wouldn't break my heart is all that matters

Snow is falling-
covering up the memory of
Summer

1AM, i was
gently shoved
out of a dream
in which i was
thrown into some
type of parallel
where

you
      and
              i

had never spoke
more than a mere
"excuse me"
walking into school
one morning
holding a glass door
open

i have spent
the last 5 hours
trying to get
this scene out of
my head.

even in a universe
where you had
never squeezed my
hand twice, like a
pulse, or sat on
your porch with
your cigarettes we
shared and two
glasses of orange,
i left my lipstick
on everything
you'd have thought
i would be more
permanent --

even then
i spent the rest
of my dream
thinking
about how
7:45AM
looks so
good on
you.