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Find the headphones to tune out
Finding my mind roaming
Finding my mind in bad places
"So what?"
So what?
I think about nearly EVERYONE in a bad sensual way
It's bad
Terrible
I know it
But I can't stop
Like my mind it tempted to keep coming back to the subject
I keep finding myself
Touching my friends in ways
That is not suitable for children's eyes
I keep finding myself
Talking to my friends
Saying things only meant beneath the covers
Or with my lovers
I keep finding myself
Thinking about myself
In vulnerable positions
With others
I keep finding myself
Disgusted
Yet amazing
As I feel a person's hand on my neck
Slowly squeezing
Pushing back
Like I love the pain it creates
I keep finding myself with these ****** thoughts as if it were a full time job and working overtime
I'm disgusted
She's going back into that phase again. ****** abuse again!!!! At least I think so.
Anyways let's not mind this. 'Kay? Thanks. (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
EDIT: ignore that comment. It's Ryan pretending to be Dom. I can't delete it because he blocked me. Fore clarification, I'm not RGH. That's disgusting. Plus, why would I out myself? I'm not that stupid.