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Kai Mar 29
The days have passed
And I'm still out of it
Light-headed
Surreal
Saying everything is not real
Keeping up with so many friends
So many other people
Yet, I still feel so alone
As if I'm not connected to anything
As if I'm in the void, floating freely
I never made a deal
With the surreal
I'd like to explain
How it feels:

Think as if you're in space
All planets around you are out of place
They're all gone
And all you can talk to
Are the stars
As they approach
They are all still far away
They're not allowed to move closer
You can't move as if
You're having a sleep paralysis episode
Your body is being engulfed by the cold air
That is slicing your skin
You're drunk
You're high just like a
Top bunk
You're suffocating
Your breathing has been on manual
And won't stop
After a few years
You feel affection from
A star
It's colder than you think
You gain frost bite
It's like that for every one
Every star
Your constellations
Are just the same
You can't make it stop
No matter how much
You punch
And try to ground yourself
Nothing will work
This leads you to question
"Why am I alive?"
"Am I alive?"
"Am I living?"


Are you?
Idk I'm tired and made this because I've been feeling like this for the past few years. Had to get my mind off of this. I made this quickly so I'm sorry for bad writing or whatever
  Mar 29 Kai
Autisma
To be a dew drop
would be nothing like
being the ocean

it wasn't ever meant to be
personified that way

more like the sound of relief
and the unknown
because you never know what is coming
at the time of the morning
at which dew drops appear.
  Mar 29 Kai
PAVANI
As my dreams play
vivid images of a future
I'm yet to mold
my brain cries in silence
as in my hands, wet clay
is all I hold
  Mar 29 Kai
Thomas Burge
Everything's wrong
But I know it's not
The future is happening
How can I make it stop?
I'm scared to death
I'm scared to live
I hate myself
I take a breath
Look in the mirror
I bite my tongue
I feel the fear
Plunge so deep
Even before it comes
Anxiety keeps me
From climbing the steep
Kai Mar 29
Why won't you allow me to live normally?
Why won't you allow me to live in peace?
Can you stop being delusional?
I don't want to be in your delusions
I don't want to be the main focus of your delusions
Stop sexualizing me
It's creepy

Stop pretending to be part of the "normal human" society
You're not normal
You are nearly 50 years old
You live in Australia
You're a narcissist
You talk to minors daily
You're delusional
You stalk my page daily
You harass me
You threaten my life
With a long knife

Now what in the he double hockey sticks is going on?

You claim you're not in love with me
Yet, you decide to write ****** things about me
(which is quite creepy because I'm 12 years old)
You're obsessed with my race
Then you may say my poetry is a disgrace
You criticize my poetry
Then compliment my poetry
Pick a side!
With the rules you'd have to abide!
Don't be a "182 IQ" *******!

Leave me and my brother alone
He won't be manipulated by you
I won't be manipulated by you
He won't be in your "cult" or "team"

You've learned about my Papa after mentioning him a few times
Papa was the thing I referred to you as
Are you trying so hard to be my Papa?
Because I would never refer you as my Papa ever again
He's a kind, strong, compassionate man that spoils me and drinks at night to fall to sleep
Something that you'd never understand

I've told you multiple times to leave me alone
This is my last warning
No Ryan, I'm not going to write a poem about him just for you.
  Mar 27 Kai
Nishu Mathur
The copper bells glisten
Swaying in the sunshine
I pause as I listen
To the tinkling
Of the wind chimes

In the distance, they ring
A gentle melody -
I hear their songs
The unsaid words they sing

How sweet is their music
Sweet the joy they bring
Such is the wonder -
The magic of little things
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