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Oct 2024 · 168
Bittersweet Truth
Hanzou Oct 2024
I hope she finds the love she deserves,
A hand to hold when the world unnerves.
If someone else can give her peace,
Then maybe that’s where her heart can cease.

But deep inside, it breaks me still,
To know it won’t be me who fills
The spaces in her soul, once mine,
As she moves forward, leaving me behind.
unspoken words.
Oct 2024 · 398
Shadows in the Glass
Hanzou Oct 2024
They say I’m the storm that tore it apart,
The one who left ruins in someone’s heart.
No matter how clear the skies may seem,
They only recall the thunder and scream.

I’ve wandered far from those wild winds,
But the echoes of past mistakes still spin.
They look at me through shattered glass,
Seeing only the cracks of what couldn’t last.

In their eyes, I’m the fault, the fall,
The reason the walls crumbled tall.
No bridges left, just broken ground,
And no path back can ever be found.

But is it the storm or the earth below,
That crumbles first when the winds blow?
Maybe we’re both tangled in pride,
Both trying to claim who’s justified.

I’m the shadow they can’t forget,
The cause of a pain they won’t reset.
But deep inside, the truth’s unclear—
Who truly caused the fall, and who shed the tear?

So here I stand in the ruins we built,
Carrying the weight of unshaken guilt.
They see only the storm, never the calm,
In a tale where neither was truly wrong.
unspoken words.
Oct 2024 · 228
What You Didn't See
Hanzou Oct 2024
Did you ever think he hadn’t tried,
To see the world through your weary eyes?
He thought of you in every breath he took,
But now it seems you never cared to look.

It wasn’t beauty alone that made him stay,
But the way your flaws lit up the day.
He saw the cracks, the scars, the pain,
And loved you through the storm and rain.

He couldn't give roses or petals in bloom,
But he offered his heart to light up the gloom.
A token here, a gesture there—
His love was wrapped in ways unfair.

But maybe now, that feels too small,
As if his efforts were nothing at all.
The gifts he gave, the time he spent,
Seem lost in a sea of discontent.

You were the world, the stars, the sky,
Yet somehow, he failed in your eyes.
He wonders if you’ll ever see,
How much you truly meant to be.

For now, it feels like his love was missed,
Like all he gave was easily dismissed.
But deep inside, he knows it’s true—
He cherished every part of you.
unspoken words.
Oct 2024 · 662
Beneath the Surface
Hanzou Oct 2024
He gave her everything, or so it seemed,
Love poured out like rivers in the quiet stream.
But now she only recalls the storms, the rain,
As if all he ever brought was pain.

He wonders if she sees the man he became,
Or if she’s blinded by the ghosts of blame.
Mistakes, he admits, he made his share,
Yet he changed, but she acts like he’s still there.

She tells the world of her heart’s disdain,
Of memories that still cause her pain.
But what of the moments he held her close,
Of the love that endured when she needed it most?

She paints him in shades of darkness and strife,
As if he never added light to her life.
All the wrongs she remembers, clear and stark,
But what of the times he mended her heart?

He forgave the wounds she left behind,
The scars she carved, the battles unkind.
But now she turns, with anger so deep,
And casts him away, into shadows she keeps.

Perhaps it’s easier for her to forget,
The love, the kindness, the times they met.
For all that remains in her mind’s twisted maze,
Is the version of him that she couldn’t erase.
Oct 2024 · 295
Shattered Reflections
Hanzou Oct 2024
She once held my face like I was her world,
Now her words cut deep, like daggers unfurled.
She looks at me now with disdain in her eyes,
What was once treasured, now she despises.

I see stuff sometimes, each one like a blade,
Saying this situation makes her spirit fade.
Not from the place or somewhere, but from me, I know—
A reminder of the love she let go.

A person who sees me a disdain, needs to run far away,
That every corner of a place brings her dismay.
But it's not the streets, it’s what she can’t bear,
The ghost of who I was still hanging there.

I feel it all—the whispers, the weight,
The way a person rewrites love into hate.
That silence screams louder than any blow,
Crushing the heart that once made me glow.
Words left unspoken. This is a creation on a muddled mind.
Oct 2024 · 821
Longing in Silence
Hanzou Oct 2024
In the quiet hours, your laughter lingers,
Echoes of memories dance on my mind’s stage.
Each shadow whispers of love’s tender fingers,
Yet here I stand, a heart caught in a cage.

Stars above witness the nights I still yearn,
For the warmth of your gaze that once felt like home.
In dreams, I reach out, but the tides never turn,
As I wander this world, forever alone.
Hanzou Oct 2024
We stood once, hand in hand,
against the world and its cruel demands.
We whispered vows, beneath the sky—
no storm would break us, no tear could pry.

We promised to fight, to always hold on,
yet now, it seems, that bond is gone.
You remembered the hurts, the weight of the past,
and forgiveness you spoke of was never to last.

But what of the love I gave in return?
The trust I rebuilt when it wasn’t my turn.
I held your flaws, your every mistake,
because for you, my heart would break and remake.

Do we have to say goodbye to dreams we once knew?
To a future we built, where love carried us through?
I loved you deeply, beyond every scar,
but now, you choose to drift afar.

Was it all for nothing, this love we embraced?
Do promises fade, like tears left erased?
Maybe goodbye is what you need to move on,
but a part of me wonders where we went wrong.

So, I stand here, torn and confused,
clutching a love that I never abused.
Perhaps the answer is letting you go,
but this heart—it's too slow to know.
Sep 2024 · 287
I guess this is goodbye
Hanzou Sep 2024
for a long time, i experienced everything with you
from sadness to laughter, being crazy too
will it hurt to wish for another chance to do?
will it be okay for us to start again anew?

i know, i know it all too well by now
those feelings of yours have long gone by
but how can i keep myself from tearing apart somehow
if since then you have stopped to try?

i guess this is goodbye
but i still don't want to
this feeling of wanting to keep it together is just an alibi
for the truth is, i never stopped loving you.
Oct 2022 · 241
Why?
Hanzou Oct 2022
I've always waited for your everything
Ever since I met you
Yet you couldn't.
Why didn't you wait for me?
Why after all these years, you chose to deny everything you've done?
Do people change the way they want to?
Or is it only an excuse when it's convenient for you?
Why couldn't you wait for me, my love?
When all my life I've dedicated waiting just for you.
Yet you couldn't.
Oct 2022 · 490
Hate
Hanzou Oct 2022
I hate you,
With all my life.
For the things you made me feel,
The things you made me do,
I hate you.
Mar 2022 · 176
Who
Hanzou Mar 2022
Who
Who
Was
There
For
Me
When
I
Needed
Somebody
To
Notice
My
Feelings
.
Aug 2021 · 928
Untitled
Hanzou Aug 2021
I lost the motivation and energy that I once had.
Ever since that day.
Overthinking became my hobby.
Anxiety became my friend.
And my purpose, to blame myself.
Aug 2021 · 383
Untitled
Hanzou Aug 2021
Pasensya na.
Aug 2021 · 366
Untitled
Hanzou Aug 2021
Mahal na mahal kita palagi. Kahit na ako ay....
Jul 2021 · 284
Untitled
Hanzou Jul 2021
Hindi ko na talaga maintindihan ito.
Jul 2021 · 354
Untitled
Hanzou Jul 2021
I'm done.
If you can't,
Then so be it.
Jul 2021 · 186
Untitled
Hanzou Jul 2021
Ako, at ako.
Jul 2021 · 344
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Hanzou Jul 2021
Ako talaga 'yun
Jun 2021 · 132
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Hanzou Jun 2021
At least tell me how you feel.
Just for once, tell me.
I'm starting to get fed up.
Tired of catching up.
Tired of your reasons.
Tired of feeling toxic.
I have feelings too.
At least consider me too.
We don't need to be perfect,
We just need to tell each other straight,
That if we're not good,
we'll let the other person know.
You don't have to tell me things,
I'll do it on my own.
Just don't keep on pushing me away.
Abnkkbsnplko pt.7
Jun 2021 · 401
Untitled
Hanzou Jun 2021
Push me away 'til I get tired.
Abnkkbsnplko pt.6
Jun 2021 · 137
Untitled
Hanzou Jun 2021
She leaves me hanging,
She never tells me why.
Abnkkbsnplko pt.5
Jun 2021 · 239
Blame me
Hanzou Jun 2021
Every single time, it is always because of me.
I am the reason why it happens.
I am the one at fault.
Felt as if guilt-tripping.
Abnkkbsnplko pt. 4
Jun 2021 · 294
Untitled
Hanzou Jun 2021
Welcome back, trust issues.
Jun 2021 · 160
Untitled
Hanzou Jun 2021
Why did I get tired of all of this
Jun 2021 · 209
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Hanzou Jun 2021
Paano ko aayusin kung ako mismo hindi ayos?
May 2021 · 199
Untitled
Hanzou May 2021
Are you lying to me,
Or deceiving me?
Abnkkbsnplko pt3
May 2021 · 419
Untitled
Hanzou May 2021
Looks like I also need to change my ways.
Abnkkbsnplko pt3
May 2021 · 177
Untitled
Hanzou May 2021
Am I one of those bothering you?
Am I one of those things that you do not care?
Are my feelings and way of approach really a bother?
Abnkkbsnplko pt2
May 2021 · 785
Untitled
Hanzou May 2021
Here we go again.
Abnkkbsnplko
Apr 2021 · 163
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Hanzou Apr 2021
How do I know,
How much value do I have,
For you to acknowledge my worth?
abnkkbsnplko
Apr 2021 · 237
Untitled
Hanzou Apr 2021
First we became friends,
Now lovers.
I don't want this to end,
For us to become strangers.
abnkkbsnplko
Apr 2021 · 167
Untitled
Hanzou Apr 2021
Is lying to me that easy?
abnkkbsnplko
Apr 2021 · 160
Untitled
Hanzou Apr 2021
Why did you lie?
abnkkbsnplko
Apr 2021 · 467
Untitled
Hanzou Apr 2021
I guess you're far from me now.
abnkkbsnplko
Apr 2021 · 108
Seed - Blue
Hanzou Apr 2021
I saw a daisy flower that grew under your eyes.
Each time you cry, they bloom too.
Should you let it grow? That flower that is once a seed?
Or let it turn into a daisy flower that makes you want to cede?
I thought it was charming, that flower.
You kept it growing, didn't let it wither.
There should be no reason for that flower,
To attract you to thither.
Your tears let it grow.
The seed you had in you.
Since then, no smile on your face had shown.
Apr 2021 · 272
Uncertain
Hanzou Apr 2021
I am afraid of little changes
Afraid that you will get addicted to it,
To the changes.
I am afraid, not on myself
But on behalf of you,
Afraid of your little changes.
That one day, you'll turn into a different person.
Can I still keep up with you and go on?
Don't lose yourself,
Don't get addicted,
I know changes can be good or bad,
But I am afraid of it for you.
You didn't ask me anything in return,
But I am afraid of you being addicted,
To that. The changes, and the reasons coming from it.
Apr 2021 · 208
Untitled
Hanzou Apr 2021
It felt like driving me away once,
I understood that it had to be done.
Apr 2021 · 164
Distance
Hanzou Apr 2021
Why does it feel like we're not the same as back then,
Like you're too far from me?
Should I keep reaching you and not hold back,
Or should I let you outrun the feelings that I have?
Mar 2021 · 280
I
Hanzou Mar 2021
I
Didn't only get jealous,
But also got the blame.
Mar 2021 · 140
Untitled
Hanzou Mar 2021
I once stopped caring for the words that you said.
Mar 2021 · 734
If
Hanzou Mar 2021
If
You only feel like it,
when you're told to.
Mar 2021 · 141
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Hanzou Mar 2021
I once had a value to others
Deep inside they only chose who to cherish,
I think that being with them is not foolish
So I kept believing that it was okay one after another.
Jan 2021 · 187
Untitled
Hanzou Jan 2021
I thought
Jul 2019 · 199
Distance
Hanzou Jul 2019
I wish
I had you
Lying next to me
Doing the things we love
Sharing the things we would have
Talking to each other all the time
Wishing the distance in between us was short
Looking to each other, it was my only wish
I hope this distance would not make you forget me
I could see you in my dreams every night
It would be great if it was real
I could hear you from the phone
It seemed like it was surreal
That I met you personally
I talked to you
I held you
Almost, but
Temporarily.
Jul 2019 · 458
Pag-ibig
Hanzou Jul 2019
Ang pag-ibig ay 'di naisusukat ng mga letra
Kung magbabakasakali lamang na ito'y makita
Kahit na may malayo, at posibleng may magbago
Ang pagibig ay nandyan, at nananatiling buo.

Ano nga ba ang pagibig kung hindi ka totoo?
Totoo sa bawat salita, at binitawang mga pangako?
Pangako na inilahad, ngunit laging napapako
Napapakong pagmamahalan, kailanma'y 'di na lalago.

Kapag sinabi mo bang "mahal kita",
Ay talagang sigurado ka na?
Totoo ba talaga lahat, ang iyong nadarama?
Tagos sa puso, matino, at sayo'y may pagkakilala?

Kung minsan ang pagibig, ay seryosong usapin
Hindi sapat ang salita at dapat hayaan ang damdamin
Hindi lamang sa isang tao, kundi sa bawat isa sa atin
Dahil ang pagibig ay turo ng Maykapal, sa kalooban natin.
Jul 2019 · 24.6k
Mahal. Kita.
Hanzou Jul 2019
Kahit na ano pang isipin ng lahat tungkol sa ating dalawa
Pangako ko sayo na hinding-hindi na magbabago pa
Ang natural na pag-ibig na nakatanim dito, oo dito
Pag-ibig na nagbibigay lakas sakin at sa buong pagkatao ko

Natatandaan mo ba? Lahat nang pagsuyo na aking ginawa
Lahat nang binigay sayo'y ginusto ko at ninais ng kusa
Hindi man ako tulad ng iba na may maipagmamalaki talaga
Pinilit ko pa ding maki-ayon at kayanin para makasama ka

Kung ano man ang nais na hilingin
Handa akong ito'y tanggapin
Kahit na magpakatanga sa lahat,
Ng pagkakatao'y aking gagawin

Kasi mahal kita, oo totoo na mahal kita
Totoong lahat ng ito para sayo, noon pa
Handa naman akong maghintay sa isang tabi
Hanggang sa dumating ang araw na handa kana binibini

Ikaw ang tanging lakas
Sandalang walang wagas
Para bang ako'y tinamaan ni kupido
Ang puso ko ay lagi ng ganado

Isipin man na ako ay nambobola
Isipin man lahat ng 'to sa umpisa
Isipin man na agad mabalewala
Isipin man na maloko sa salita

Hindi ko gagawin ang panloloko
Na ginawa sayo't pang-uuto
Mananatili lang akong nakagabay sayo
Handang pasanin pati lahat ng problema mo

Laging nakatitig sa maganda **** mga mata
Lahat ng pagod ay agad na nawawala
May mga bagay na madalas kuntento na
Pag nakikita ang iyong ngiti, na nakatutuwa

Patawad kung madalas ako'y madikit sayo
Patawad kung masyado akong makulit sayo
Pasensya na kung ganito ang nararamdaman ko
Masyadong halata, masyadong mainip kung magmahal ako

Salamat kahit wala kang ginagawa,
Dahil presensiya mo lang sa aki'y sapat na
Salamat sa pagtanggap at hindi pagtaboy sa akin
Salamat sa maliligayang sandali na palagi kong gugunitain

Nagdadalawang isip ka pa ba?
Seryoso ako, mahal na mahal kita
Hindi naman ako nagmamadali, alam kong nariyan ka
Mahal kita, at iyon ang isinasaad ng aking tula.
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