All I've ever wanted was to be "one of the cool kids"
Be accepted.
And now that I am
I miss how fun life was
When nobody knew me
And how unique my thoughts were
Now that I'm "popular"
Everything feels less special
And more drained, lifeless
I miss the days when nobody knew my name

There's a serenity in you with which I'm complacent
Breeding a peace and comfort aiding my contentment

Components of your art are delicate- that's evident
You're a mosaic- a spectacular piece; oh, so immaculate

You're gonna regret leaving me
You'll miss me
Just you wait and see

It feels like
the love and adoration
I have for you
is all that makes me feel anymore

Embracing harmonized anomalies quite chaotically

Blindly, musically, inevitably inclined to monstrosities

Naturally-inherited higher probabilities of wild possibilities

It goes without saying- we're immune to the contagious monotony

So...he told me not to talk to you anymore..

But..as ******* as you make me..

I want to talk to you...even just as friends..

I need you..ya know..but I also want him..

Hell...I don't know what to do..

I like being way up here
Where your words,
I can't hear.
Where your touch,
I can't fear.


I like being way up here
Where your love,
I don't miss, dear.
Where your arms,
I don't want here.

I love being way up high
So high I have to look down
To see the sky

I love being way up high
So high I can't even
Begin to cry

I love being way up high

Putting cigarettes out on your skin
Drinking, smoking, dying within

How the **** did you sink so low?
You always said this far you'd never go..

But it's not that simple in the end
You just broke, you didn't bend

From the top, down you came
Autumn, you're so ******* lame

You're lost, you're totally shattered
**You now know, you never ******* mattered

Today it felt good

The love is back

No more anger and confusion

No more affection we lack

Being close again

Showing off again

Baby, I love you

And I'm glad that I have you

Broken
Pretty, little pieces

Tiny fractures
Painted in glue

Together
We'll see if we fit

Tragic
Bathing in blue

It could be
Time that we quit

You broke me down
And picked me apart

You took a toll
On this woman's heart

And I bowed down

Now I'm putting in work
And I'm pushing on

I will not give you
The satisfaction

Never again will I drown

No I will not take
This lying down

I've gotten back up
I am no clown

I dusted my throne

And I'm wearing my crown

Fall into this purple haze
The smoke makes my mind race
The heart, the hug, the love is gone
I'm left wondering in this daze
Rolling on the river
Feel my body shiver
Broken down, look around,
The whole world is burning down.