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Oct 2014 Mr Xelle

Benjamin Derryberry

Sticks and stones may break our bones, but its what we dont say that hurts the worst. Its cheap tricks played in the dark that inflicts our hearts, and the shallow white lies to cover the stagnate lives. We smile through our frowns. We speak in double tongues to leave us young. Each i love you we turn complex. Living from each to the next. Wondering if it is our last. Our heads fear that the other has join another bed. Its not over yet, but we forget to let go of regret.
These are the things that blacken our hearts. The things that ruin sweethearts.

Oct 2014 Mr Xelle

Self-eraser

Oct 2014 Mr Xelle

chimaera

Self-eraser

Not healthy,
I was told,
to need you,
to want you,
this badly
- so badly
I even brought
myself along.

Not healthy,
I was told,
and me and myself
were again unworthy
- and you kept being
unaware of
me being a firefly,
burning a glow
I borrowed from you.

Not healthy,
you told me,
and I resigned
to step down
into my grizzled
hollowed shape.

Alone,
in the self imposed distance,
I lose my voice
and watch
myself vanishing.

*(Why is there still a road
to walk down?)

July 2014

Oct 2014 Mr Xelle

Emotions

Oct 2014 Mr Xelle

Bunhead17

Emotions

I'm strong and then weak
I'm happy and then sad
I have mixed emotions
I'm always dreading the bad
And wondering where will it end
Im trying to fill this hole
In my heart
Id tried letting go
Of you
But yet I'm still holding on
To something that's no longer there
I have mixed emotions about you
And life
One minute I love you then
The next I hate you
One minute I'm here then
The next I'm gone
Sometimes I feel like gods
Calling me back home
One minute I feel alive and the next
I feel dead
I still think that one day
My phone will ring and I'll hear your voice again
I have mixed emontions
Its so many emotions
Like one minute I have faith then
The next I don't
Sometimes I wish
That I could just let go
Because I have
Mixed emotions...about you

Oct 2014 Mr Xelle

One Wish

Oct 2014 Mr Xelle

Bunhead17

One Wish

If I had one wish then
I would wish for you
So I could see your *face just one last time

Sep 2014 Mr Xelle

The Moon & The Sun (LDR)

Sep 2014 Mr Xelle

Erenn

The Moon & The Sun (LDR)

She glistens beautifully on the river night
With blurred sparkles yet glinting
She waited so long for her daylight
But He only came when she’s sleeping

He shines brightly with infinite fervor
Giving life to the ones in pain
He knew it’s impossible for them to sustain
To see her once he’d always hoped for

They always knew it was unviable
But their love bestows hope on earth
Their curse afflicted despite their denial
Yet they still believe in their oath

They’re inclined to do their utmost
Knowing everything will eventually be in tarnish
Not remorseful to what they lost
Until they prevail on what they wished

They finally met from time to time
Only to be torn apart again & again
Yet they cherished their eclipse to rhyme
For the love they always believed in.

Erennwrites

I always envy those who are in a long distance relationship who got married or decided to live together. They didn't give up. It's really heart wrenching to wait at the other end to wait like a few months to meet or the worst, once a year.
But then when you think about it. If two people are really meant to be together, they will be.
Even if they're like 15000 miles apart, if they're bounded by fate for each other. Nothing will break them.
And this i got inspired by looking at the eclipse . It was really beautiful:)
(And I reposted this because I feel that it deserves more recognition. So if you guys could repost this it would be awesome. Cause I want to let those who are in LDR to know it's not that bad, you just have to believe. But then again you have to choose too)

#love #heartbreak #life #pain #sun #moon #fate #ldr #longdistance #endure