Searching the answers in the stars is becoming very uncertain,
and you sitting on Saturn is making me understand a planet that’s without motion..
I’m a moon enlightened specimen, Mars thinking exorcist, I’m a water sign shifting in my benevolence.
And yet... I walked threw all the months and found my way back to the beginning
January...
I think it’s evident
I think it’s medicine
To have someone hold your hand threw this dark world.
Knowing you you don’t need non of them
all you need is to know That I’m here to ending
If that’s what you want then I’m standing at the end of my self
Bending acceptance
Standing threw the cold excellence
I’m here

My heart is like the sun and my mind is like the sea,
Drifting to and fro and yet my roots are solid deep.
Can’t trip over assumptions I rather let you get your sleep,
I look my fears right in there face
I can’t be lying threw my teeth
Cause my love is like pearl or a diamond that’s cut precise
I chip those things that make me them and shine those things that will make you mine.
So it’s rare for you to see
Just keep close you will be alright.
All the toxic things that’s in me I left it at the door tonight.
I hope you understand in my presence your trees,your garden, your smile those hidden things you keep from me will all flourish and come to life.

So don’t be affraid if I look threw your lies and heart ache and reach for what’s really inside.

It’s my superpower to stay until you grow but staying here and holding you... it’s just my liberal  right.

You’re not in love
If you’re not scared to lose them just alittle.
You’re not in love
If you don’t check your phone for no reason just to see what there doing
You’re not in love
If they don’t get in your head and on your skin and in your nerves just a tad.
If I thinking to much my bad
I end all of my sentences with a sigh in good times
Bad times I’m okay with being alone until the next hour where I gaze at all the faces around me and non of them are yours.
Distant loving is like eidolon
Utopia is waiting when you tell me to be patient

Taking the chance is not physics
Renting a heart is expensive
I rather you want to come then me summoning your presence.
After all this you will be the one begging for my intelligence
I can see it I’ve sworn my love
And every morning I’m impressing my benevolence...
And it ask me again
“How far will you bow to a prince when you’re a king.?”
And I say to it
“Cause this is not about kingdoms ...this is about showing someone He is truely a walking trophy.”
You are my trophy

Feeling it
Needing it and wanting it is so different
Some how I merge that
My feelings and my love is different
One stays the other only for a moment
If it’s time you want
He’s bending to your degree
If it’s me you want
I’m here to see what you see
Give me you
In all your glory
With wrinkles, with spots and specs
And I will show you
With me your slate will become clean
Just love me the way you do.

My mind has become a field of my imagination,
And it’s crowded up there
I am God even the thought of God is person here and the man I am in my head is something serious.
That was just a fragment in my head.

I finally got what I wanted Soo why am I questioning it?
A feeling is a feeling but I’m finding out that I’m feeling weird
Why do I have to be reassured everytime
If something is up would you tell me?
And if I was yours would you show it