I bet you’re not even worried
You miles away and I been right here
Waiting ... kicking the rocks
Waiting ... building blocks
Waiting ... feeling distraught
Feeling so lost , feelings so lost
Thrusting my my eyes and walking these blocks
Kicking these rocks keeping these rocks
Throwing them at the stars
Earth has never felt so cold ...I swear .

What if we fall in love  
What if it was from a hug
What if You stay the night
What if I held you tight
What if I woke you up?
Just to say  goodnight..
What if you laid on my chest
What if we had no regrets
What if we yell and scream
What if we had make up ***
What if I took my time
read between the lines,
You look deep in my eyes.
What if we...
What if I....
What if you fell in love ?
What if it was just from a hug?

Silence getting loud and I can barely hear,
Sinking behind the wheel and I can barely steer..
Drifting in and out of consciousness the guilt is here
The little kid in me is hiding under my beard..
He locked me out my heart, because Im tired of fighting the tears.
I can’t find the tears
I can’t shake this feeling
I can’t sleep right now
But I cover my head with these sheets
And the moon reminds me how dark it is
I can’t see ****
I made peace with the darkness
I made with peace with brightness of bright above my window.

Put your heart on your wrist,
I put my heart up on my wrist.
Six hundred for the gloss
One hundred for the gliss
Credit cards to the max
... man **** my ex.


I took A stroll by the park
it was cold and it was dark
I saw someone called but I missed it
Wish it was you but I’m trippin...

Sometimes I think you’re gunna text
I wish I had guide of getting over my ex
Cause ever sense you left I haven’t been the same since.

Blame it all on me i guess it only make sense...
Blame it all on me I guess it’s only right that you do..
But man I gave my all but here that’s not important
I gave you my all but man who cares anyway
And I’ll be the bad guy the villain
I’ll be the bad guy the villain
But if that’s what you feeling
The bad guy the villain
I guess I’m the bad guy the villain.

I know it was to good to be true
You’re pushing me away from you
Like they who’s name been crossed out
They all know I’m crossed out
I just didn’t know I have been .
I’m a has been
Tell me...  have you felt that feeling that you can’t speak for yourelf cause people already think that they know you..?
I sit here waiting to be understood
But you walking is totally understandable

im Mad, sad and can’t figure out  why I keep thinking bout you ...
Is  it the regret that’s eating me alive?
Or the silence of your solitude.
Is it the stinch of a relationship the died like 2 to 3 years ago?
Or this peanut butter sandwich that’s really not fulfilling me
It feels like I’ve been hit in the “testies”