I’m noticing my poems are coming to life
So what if I said I love you and you called months from now saying I still love you at the end of the night..
Could we meet back where we left off ?
I’m starting to feel like these poems are not poems there just real life about
Us

i Use to sneak threw the back door just to see his face
In the morning and his mom gone cause she hated how my people made mistakes
It was almost time for school and here we are getting lost in each other eyes in the bathroom
Trying not be so loud he held my mouth as I held his
At that moment I was enchanted how he looked down at my feet
I don’t know ...what I was thinking
Dirt on my shoes but I’m the one sinking
My smile turn to love just by him blinking
And then it happen
He said
“Nene (baby in Spanish ) I have to go to school, Go to my room..”
“Take your shoes off here”
And it dawned on me the whole way up stairs.
As he watched me ...

I’m dripping with love For him,
The problem is my skin
They don’t even know I’m here
They don’t even know who I am
If only I can show her we’re not all bad
If I only I can show his brother that I’m not his dad
And I as I reached the top and looked back
All these things became like sand
And too stay and not leave him even though I know..we know if the water comes non of this could stand ...
He gave me a smile and I gave him my hand
He walked up the stairs and we kissed and in my head ...
In this moment
Holding him tight
I looked deep in his eyes
And said
“ it is what it is “..

He looked back at me and said “huh”
Haha nada nene ir al colegio.

..right

The older I get the more I pray
The younger I was the more stupid I became.
See it starts with a twitch then you running from things
It floods in like water then ends in flames.
If the beginning was big then then it will end with bang
If I cut my wrist then I followed the Milky Way
But the sun is out so here come better days

Here comes winter again
Coding the streets in panic the leaf change colors to see that change is something happens to all
So in all this I am subject to fall,
The object to crawl
And the substance to grow into all things I hold on to and let go

I wish I was your favorite
I wish you showed me that you were looking forward to it,
The day I ran back to your arms and we act like the titanic
Sinking back into the exact thing we tried not to be
I wish you would see this
I wish you seen what he can do then watch me closer then the mind does my conscience.
I wish i could drive by your house again
And you were waiting and knew it was with me
All I need is a smile
Just to see if you’re good
All I need is a kiss
Just to see if you still wanted it
All I need...
I wish...
All I’m asking for is...
When you see me..
I’m that guy that you let go but can’t remember why you did it.

Colorful roads and transparent rain,
Never seen these roads I thought I knew
It’s like my mind wasn’t mine
Even I can’t focus
Even my eyes can’t fit the reason I never seen such beauty
I guess it would of been vain to run into you
I wish...

Tell me what you need
Tell me if it’s love
Or tell me if it’s lust
Feeling you is one
Loving you is something

I want us to be something...