as I lay dying of thirst
I think about your figure like a well known curse
From your face as It drips gold and your chest that holds that Stoney frozen heart
Who knows !
Who knows who you will be when the roaster crows
I hope you be mine again
I miss you even when you keep locked away in this unforgettable dungeon.

I tend to gaze at his look
I tend to gaze at his face
Like a song with a hook
He asked “are you ready to play?”
We were playing basketball but I was playing another game
His sweat was like scent
And his walk was like a trace
I know I shouldn’t look
But I watched him feeling so gay
I wonder if he ever realized that I was envious of The simplest things
Like how he dribbled the ball
And how he wanted to touch my chest and walked away saying
“ good game”

Fast life in the fast lane I got the fast car and the novacane cause it makes me sane kinda insane when I think to much when the cash came and the bodies drop and there faces dang I can’t sleep much I put it on my gang I really hated gangs but now I’m stuck in foreign chain with a foreign whip in a zeta trade most is tatted up but they come to **** me up and they love to aim aand they love to aim and I’m ashamed cause they love to aim and they love to aim and there’s so many bodies and now I’m stuck in the fast lane in a Zeta gang and love to **** but there acting tuff and they let me **** and they love to aim And I’m...
Scared ... of my own self and I laugh it off and the drugs are wearing off and there faces dang how many people I killed today

I am hanging  on by a thread
You don’t wanna know what I have did
You don’t wanna know what he did to me
Such innocence strip
So much I turn a blind to who “they” is
Such things I have done cause I never knew really what love was
I heard of boy in a crib that became a king by living for who he said
“The government will be on his shoulders”
And so I sit ...
Waiting ...
Resting ....
Soon he will call all of us to where he is
Soon they all will see what I have did
Soon they will see what you have done
There’s no where to run.
Son there's nothing new under the sun.

Honestly
Honestly I’m trying to stay focus
I forgot what we were just talking about
Honestly

So if you want something to hold on to gotta find it first ...but here I am.

Cause I’ve been laying under sunsets
Walking into my dreams
asking where are you friend!
dying in the silence
Watching carefully Oh yes I’ve been
Waiting for you to say YES!
Yes to me ..
say yes too me

Laying by the ocean as it dance now I can sea..
Use to cut my mountains cause I thought they knew my  peak.
And hearing flames they say “hotter”
“cause they hate what they can’t contain.”

To much love to be broken
To much cups not to drink
Kick off your shoes and join him
Cause tonight your loved by me.
Where ever you are