When you count who you count ?
You use to count on me babe
Now Numbers don’t lie to you babe.
I’m not tryna lie to you no more so...you look amazing
Sparkles on Gucci but Gucci not the point ..but you’re here..
I could care but I careless who came with you
Cause I’ve been tripping on this night like a sprain ankle..
And everyone should know... I didn’t come for no little Cesars ..
I came in to see the myth that broke my heart and cut my heart in pizza pieces..
Shine on me bro
Shine on my lows
Shine for your own
I hope he knows the reason why you shine now was because I cleansed you from the dirt...(smirks)
He doesn’t know
He thinks though..

My heart becomes a whisper
My hands becomes my life guards
Am I going to deep?
Should I retreat...me?
Retreat?
Softly moving the universe to your nakedness
Your eyes search my inmost being
Here you are to world you never seen
Vains pulsating maturity
Regretfully tasting your certainty
The only thing that stings the most was the day you told me you didn’t want nothing to do with me
..me?
But I’ve stuck closer then breath?
Why kick me out like ***** pet..
You know me ...and now months away I play the song we dance to
The scent of your chest is evident
The only thing I can think about
Is “I should of ****** you instead of having ***”.
Weird thing to think about but I should of gave it ruff
So I could wipe off what was left of your talking hips and seductive lips.
SHOULD OF NEVR GSVE YOU TRUST WHEN YOU ONLY WANTED ***,
Should .... kept my self but I don’t even know myself ...

You feel so sweet but it’s complicated
When you’re around its like I can fly
I think about you in desperation..
Now when I look up I only think one day I gotta die..

One day I gotta die

I waited for you today but you didn’t show
I needed you today but I walked alone
And now I feel the cold
Dancing on my skin
i notice that my home not a home
And my mother the one I cannot clone is against me
My father  that takes the side of his own feelings has wounded me
What if I do leave like you wish I wonder would check on me ?
Would come for me if I didn’t come back ?
Would I worry if. You don’t call ?
Idk

Stay up don’t look down you been down this road
Yes it’s lonely but you been lonely before
They say not to worry about money but even God told you to til the lad until you die
So this ...this is why this is good
When they ask you why you work so much
Just say what I would
“I Have to “

Among the men that have fallen
Among the angels that have lost there way
Before the beginning and before the sin that made you cast me away
Who was I to you ?
I use to love writing songs about what I thought I knew
Now living in a world of fallen men and angels that have let go
Again I am on my knees again my stomach feels the weight of  my doings
I haven’t went to church in over a year
and yet I hear you calling
And yet I feel you’re peace
But the night it draws me
Saying he’s real but you’re too drunk to go to the alter tonight ...so I sing

Holy holy holy is the Lord God almighty who was and is to come !
They laugh at me as they call me drunk..
I need saving
I need you
I need bathroom ...I feel like I’m bout to ...PUKE!

Lips so red kept me on read,
Skin so smooth so I tried to play it smooth,
Eyes like the ocean so I’m drowning in you
Y like why?
O like oops
U for you and you so fine
I’ll pay the ticket just be by your side.
Hi