Why do I feel like I am nothing but a ****
Excuse my French but this was never what I want
What I want is to find someone who loves me, make love to me before they ***
Come closer after and with our sweaty bodies say “I want this I want you and that’s all I want“.
...cause even when we’re away from each other they think bout me like I think bout them threw the years...the days....months.

I never thought I would heal
I never thought you would leave
I never thought I’ll be fine
To say i would like to look from a far then being the one in your life

Ocean full of thoughts
There’s Mountain full of mistakes in my heart
But loving you I was doing my job
Right threw wrong I was there from the start
But who’s with me threw the end?
My dad told me you watch and care for those but what about him?
The man in the mirror and once again he lower his glory for imperfect man
Never...
Never... again we can’t say never so I will say I’m feeding him healing just to know not all have you’re good intentions
I miss you yes but you missed him
I’m gone

You want it back then take it,
The hoodie that kept me warm and the scent that comfort me threw times you were vacant.

The earphones I took to get me Out of my head asking my self who can be your replacement..

Why don’t you take the kisses off my cheek where we first met ?
How bout the last memory when I walked the dog and I called his name and he finally ran. He finally ran to me!

Yeah WHY DONT YOU TAKE HIS RESPECT,

And take my heart to cause thats yours to...cause u took that and I haven’t got it back.

..Well at least I’m  Your dogs friend.

Like me for this but not for that
And that is who I am I can’t change that
This is who I became to make you see that I truley did change for you ..
But that! ...see that right there isn’t a act!

Honestly if you wouldn’t of had this and that then I wouldn’t even like you like that
BE YOURSELF AND STOP JUST STOP MAKING ME INTO THEM
I’ll be fine you don’t like me for that
But this I know about you
I loved you no matter what you had
And I hope one day you will see this and realize I’m not perfect but I’ll give you the world





...you just gotta understand

I need some therapy woah
I need some clarity woah
I need some therapy woah
Ice me down
Ice me down
Ice me down
Liquored out
Liquored out
Liquored out !
In the clouds
In the clouds !
I need some therapy woah !

Six six six do you really need the sense to understand that cents been buying time since we were little kids ?
See how that was a circle of existence
And ohhh elephants there in the room!
But this ...
All this is not making sense cause to be honest
Since you been gone nothing has
Nothing been making any type of sense and no matter how much cents I have in my pocket
It can’t bring me peace or happiness
Or better yet you