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May 2017 · 542
Cotillion
Mary-Eliz May 2017
her morning walk seems
a spiritual experience
head held high
hair coiled on top
silver wisps floating defiantly

she keeps her routine
in enduring manner

some think her air aloof
indifferent

they do not look
into the shimmering eyes
or
notice the serene smile
they do not see
inside her head

where she dances
where the music plays

they only see her lively step
as one to keep pace
with the petite fawn terrier
seeing him
as her only dance partner

they are wrong
she has many partners

she dances with the breeze
she dances with the birds
with the clouds
with the sun
and
with the moon

on these crowded city streets
locked in her memory
duplicated
and
played back
in complete detail

she dances
with the foaming, crashing ocean
and
the verdant mountains  
mist hovering above
she dances
with giant oaks of the forests
and
meadows filled with scarlet, gold,
white, and amethyst wildflowers


many think her lonely


they are wrong
May 2017 · 709
Change Of Heart
Mary-Eliz May 2017
“One porcelain tea set!”
the auctioneer calls,
“looks like never used.”

“Looks?!” I think,
hearing in my mind
mother’s admonition:
“that’s only for special.”

but special never came.
instead I remember sitting
under the polished oak table

peering into the china cabinet,
daydreaming of ladyfingers,
tiny cucumber sandwiches,

maybe a strawberry or two
placed just so
on the dainty saucers,

wondering how tea would taste
sipped from the gold-rimmed cups,
their fancy curved handles held

between lace-gloved fingers.
“May I pour?”
“One lump or two?”
“Cream or lemon?”

surely all those magical pieces
held secrets within
the brightly flowered pattern,

the secret of when special
would be.

can I change my mind?

would that be allowed?

or maybe...

should I bid?

“Sold!” I hear before I can decide.

“special” would be
for
someone else
to find.
May 2017 · 398
Bruised Shins
Mary-Eliz May 2017
I bend over backwards
I give everything
it never seems enough.
my shins end up kicked
till they’re ****** and sting.

they take all I have
and always want more;
graciously I oblige,
I don’t notice the pain till later
when I realize I’m sore

pained by the mental abuse
raw from emotional jabs
their cruelness I try to avert
but
I’m simply too nice to people
and that’s how I always get hurt.
May 2017 · 347
You're On Your Own
Mary-Eliz May 2017
I miss the prompts
the prompts inspired
gave us ideas
got us all fired up
to write,
to challenge ourselves
to shake dust off the pages
sitting on our minds' shelves

to dig in the word pile
stashed in our brains
looking for those just right
looking for those to explain

why we love poetry
why we all write

looking
for new ways to express
how a bird looks in flight

how the moon and the stars
make us feel

how love has betrayed us
or
how it has found us,
making us reel...
                    and real!

I know we don't need them
but each, was a fun surprise
like a gift to be opened
and then tried on for size

where do I start?
do I write from my head
or do I write from the heart

these are questions we often ponder
do I use a particular form?
short or long, and do I rhyme?

but being given a topic  
we didn't have to wonder
what to write about this time
May 2017 · 1.7k
Lonely Ol' Age
Mary-Eliz May 2017
I'd be a Prophet or Sage
if only my wisdom
(if I even have some)
was lined up with my age

a reflective Buddha I'd be
I'd be an enlightened one
shaded from the bright sun
meditating 'neath the Bodhi tree

might as well face it
I can't erase it

for me...

age came with no wisdom
that's why it's so lonesome
a Buddha I'll never be
even if I do sit under a tree!

I guess that's okay...
don't mean to be too silly
but  I don't want Buddha belly
it's bad enough anyway!
Gotta be silly sometimes!
Mary-Eliz May 2017
Part I - Words

Don’t play word games with a poet
a poem is but a skeleton waiting for mind
and imagination to fill the open spaces
fragile, fleeting thoughts arise
like Frost upon the windowpane
they write themselves
pieces bombard like pebbles
words with no more weight
than the fluff of a yellow chick [are]
magnified into the Pillars of Hercules
[resembling] a jumble of colors wild and bright,
juxtaposed and scattered  

her words are so airy
his thoughts are so keen
perhaps even [saying] the things
we wish we had
making it a page in [our] book
[but sometimes]
they don 't go down easy,
these words meant to soothe
I want to take them back,
embarrassed that I ever set them down
wishing I could forget playwright’s evil pen,
[and now]
my brain is uninhabited by rhyme.


Part II – Nature

[Evening]

it rains… I want to try to count the droplets  
[as] the breeze invites a crimson leaf
to dance one last dance
geese give a melancholy voice to leaving
their dark v-shape splitting a cloudless sky
breeze ruffling trees at evening as
stars appear to transport me home
the Daystar pulls up its night covers,
letting the darkness take hold.
…the moon pregnant with the sun’s light
round full lake of fervor
the moon holds up the sky
on silver serving tray

[Day]

the sun burns the horizon  
white foam, salt spray,
forlorn cry of gull, brown sands,
hot sands rhythmic roll of waves
[Earth]
traversing an endless “sea” holding us tight
yet leaving us free

[Home}

like me my garden is wild and free
like flitting butterflies [children] come
and pick the flowers they prize
they keep on being tulips
they keep on being red
the fragments are dandelion seeds
blown to the wind  


Part III - Melancholy

I slice the day up like a lime [because]
there’s an acutely thin line between
the total lunatic fringe and that which is acceptable

I see you falling through the purple air
like a blind hungry tiger
tiresome journey seems unending
then death
some too soon [give] up the ghost
if you die so early are you forever young?

sound and fury, sound of silence
when will the bleeding end?
I cry for the grandchildren I'll likely never have,
for the grandparents I never knew.  
if I cried as much as I need to
my 60-some percent water would dissipate,
evaporate into the abyss that’s forming,
I look at the abyss [but] it isn't mine anymore,
it’s yours
as you walk, your body tries to fold into itself.
who was your beast and where have you buried him?

what if…each person’s belief is what unfolds
if you believe in nothing that’s what you’d become

the ground is your bed, the stars your night light.
soon morning will break and melt the frost,
moving it along [your} frozen pain


Part IV – Love and Longing

if you don’t want the real truth perhaps you shouldn’t ask
[but still]
be gentle with one another the world is harsh enough
she didn’t seem really loved
didn’t seem cared for that much
clothes dropped like the delicate
gray feathers of fledglings

I've heard people say they can control
what they dream
but most are who they are and will remain

I could have loved you,
madman though you were,
sometimes the less said,
the better letting go of love
[yet your] soul goes with me always
running through me like a river...
put your hands in the earth and touch me.


Epilogue: how hard did you have to work to do it well? (a line not used)

[I worked hard but didn’t do it all that well. In spite of that, I enjoyed doing it!]
I only joined at the end of March and didn't notice the prompts at first. When I did notice I didn't realize they were for April Poetry Month. I decided to try this one by taking a line from each poem I posted during April. I managed to use all but three (thus the title). Also had to make a few minor adjustments that are in brackets.
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
It's a losing proposition
you won't come out ahead
if you try to play word games
with one whose life is in what's said

so take my advice and play it straight
no twisting or dodging about
say what you mean, mean what you say
we win that game each time without doubt

though it's not much of a paying gig
we take it seriously
words are at the heart of things
they're what can set us free

so don't play word games
with a poet, my friend
you'll come out behind
in the end.
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
She remembers when she first got her wings
And how she opened up that day
she learned to sing
Then the colors came, erased the
black and white
And her whole world changed
when she realized

She's a butterfly, pretty as the crimson sky
Nothing's ever gonna bring her down
And everywhere she goes
Everybody knows she's so glad to be alive
She's a butterfly
Like the purest light in a darkened world
So much hope inside such a lovely girl
You should see her fly, it's almost magical
It makes you wanna cry, she's so beautiful

God bless the butterfly,
give her the strength to fly
Never let her wings touch the ground
God bless the butterfly,
give her strength to fly
Never let her wings touch the ground
Went for a brief moment to Facebook and found a "Memory" as they sometimes post on your page...from a year ago. It referenced my "addiction" at that time which was Karaoke...I posted this song that I had found that I had intended to sing. I never did, so I thought I'd post here (my current "addiction"). I had forgotten all about it.
Apr 2017 · 319
Damocles (Part I)
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
I have a story to tell
It’s spiritual, poignant
and real

a young man, my son,
Fought a brave battle
No, not on some foreign soil
Right here inside his head
A seizure…

Oh god, what’s happening?
Briefly, I feared he was dead

Waiting…scared…what to do
What to think…
Tests of all sorts…

cancer

A brain tumor
They said

Go home, enjoy Christmas
Then surgery
We’ll open his head

We tried to enjoy the season
With a sword hanging over
Us all
Though each of us
All five…
secretly
wept at times
Knowing it was going
To fall
Apr 2017 · 408
Pages of Black Birds
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Sometimes
I think I'll stop
writing...
that lasts
a moment or two

until

my thoughts begin to form
into some force that builds
until
it has no place to go
but
down my arm
      through my wrist
          into my fingers and
              out through their ends

into the pen
         flowing from it
            onto the page

in black ink or blue
          in pencil or green marker
               pink crayon or highlighter

onto backs of bills
           old letters or jagged-edged envelopes...

any empty spot looking lonely
            and in need of being stroked

my pen strokes it and coos to it
              giving it life, giving it meaning
                                                       (I hope)
                   making it a page in my book,
                        my scattered book that may

never be bound

do I want it to be?
or
do I want it free, floating, scattered to the wind

like black birds leaving a tree
              shooting out in all directions, writing
                   their book, their black ink making a deep
                       impression in the pale blue sky, cursive writing
                            with frills and dips and curves

watch how they move, how they write it all down
                 in the heavens for all to read like books on a library's
                    shelves holding themselves out, offering their very souls

to the loving hands of all who pass by, bound pages waiting to be freed
                  to fly across our minds like blackbirds across the sky,

writing
                        
a new page there
Someone's poem...I should have written it down...reminded me of this one.
Apr 2017 · 456
Damocles Part II
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
January 2002
…surgery

Doctor recited some number
I didn’t understand what it meant
but
when he said “not as low as
I’d hoped” my heart sank
into my gut

Later… home
with an ugly scar

on back of his skull
horse shoe shape

didn’t the surgeon know
horse shoes must hang ends up
or

the luck in them will escape?
Just this morning I started what will be (if finished) a several-part poem of the saga of our son lost to a brain tumor. When I saw today's "prompt" of "luck" I decided to post Part II. I hope it stands alone well enough.
Apr 2017 · 521
Anomaly
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
There's an acutely thin line
between the total lunatic fringe
and that which is acceptable

I straddle the line
without
much aplomb
I'm afraid
my feet
dangerously close
to the edge of a
precipice

not brave enough
to plunge
yet
not detecting
firm footing

where the "normal" people tread

saying I care not
what they think
I watch
with both longing
and
repugnance
trying to mirror
their ways
just enough
to preserve
my secret

I have preserved my secret

haven't I?
Written when I was in a confining job. Once I left, I was my own boss...and have been since...very freeing! "Lunacy" feels great!
Apr 2017 · 1.3k
Saffron Vision
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
I see you
          falling
               through
                   the purple air
                       eyes bulging              
                          teeth showing
                              like a blind, hungry tiger
                                      without a sun to guide
                                             without a son to follow
                                                  without day or night
                                                       to know the alligators
                                                        on the black river
                                                       in the jungle
                                                   where the russet snakes
                                                  wrap themselves
                                                 around your mind
                                              squeezing seeds from it
                                                      
I see you falling from
     the emerald tree, first
           clinging sanguinely
               then giving in to wind
                     and gravity, toppling
                      dropping like ripe fruit
                    splitting open spilling
                   your tawny seeds sharing
                your succulent flesh, flesh
               which feeds succeeding
             trees, trees where you can

sit to watch
             the tiger
                   and
                      the
                      alligator
                        struggle
                           struggle for
                              a place to be
                                     before they fall
                                          through
                                             the purple air
                                                air that forces
                                                 out the seeds
                                           seeds spewed
                                       on the green
                                    granite mountain
                                under the sizzling
                              saffron sun.
Apr 2017 · 466
A Gift
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
She stood among
her brothers
they were lush
and evergreen
she couldn't reach
their heights
that tiny leafy tree

she felt so small
unnoticed
as creatures passing by
said
"Look at all those
mighty trees
reaching to the sky!"

Spring went by
summer passed
and
though she grew
a tad
she felt so unimportant
so lonely
and
so sad

then one fall day
she felt a change
that tiny leafy tree
she called to all her brothers
"Brothers, look at me!
Now I'll be noticed
my special gift
I've found"

as she stood there
oh so proudly
in her lovely
scarlet gown.
For a collection of children's poems.
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Since nobody knows
since we can’t know
what happens next
what comes after
since nothing is proven
and
nobody knows

what if…
after casket is sealed
and
lowered

after cremation dust
is
tossed
to the wind

after a body
becomes a gift
to
the sea

what if…
each person’s belief
is
what then unfolds

heaven
or
stardust

reincarnated
enlightened
or
feeding the worms

if you believe
in
nothing
that’s what you’d
become

but
if you're not sure
what you believe

then what?
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Sound and fury
Sound of silence
Silence is golden
Silence is silver
Silver needs polished
Silver makes coins
Coins that jingle
Coins that spend
Spend your paycheck
Spend your time
Time passes slowly
Time passes fast
Fast and furious
Fast for Lent
Lent before Easter
Lent him my car
Car is broke down
Car won’t start
Start your engines
Start out right
Right makes might
Right hand man
Man nor beast
Man woman and child
Child of heaven
Child of earth
Earth rotates
Earth is round
Round ‘em up cowboy
Round the bend
Bend an ear
Bend a knee
Knee **** reaction
Knee length socks
Socks in a drawer
Socks in the wash
Wash your hands
Wash your face
Face your demons
Face the wall  
Wall of sorrows
Wall of rain
Rain is dreary
Rain from clouds
Clouds are forming
Clouds gray and black
Black tie optional
Black is my mood
Mood
optional
For a poetry group I had everyone bring a poetry form on a slip of paper and we drew from them. I got Blitz which has some strange "rules" but it was fun.
Apr 2017 · 873
Viewing
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
They don't go down easy
these words meant to soothe
they'll come back up later
with bile
churning and roiling

"asleep"?
"peaceful"?
platitudes!

"time heals"?
banality!

like the hapless frog
suspended in his jar
awaiting the curious blade
of the laboratory scholar

this unnatural heap of flesh
****** dry
then
pumped with chemicals
smeared with freakish makeup
collects the gawking stares

or the brief furtive glances

"Look!"
my mind shrieks
you came to look
but
you don't see

Memories
you say

This memory
this scene
this awkward scene
will play in my mind
like the test pattern
on old TV's

fixed there
humming its eerie monotone
in
black and white
I have always hated the idea of trying to make a dead body look "good".
I remember when my dad died people saying "he looks good" ...I wanted to scream "He doesn't look good! He looks dead!"
I plan to be cremated.
Apr 2017 · 572
Left Behind
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Too much

death
sorrow
grief

friends
family
loved ones

plucked from life
like lily or rose

gone in an instant
petals of memories strewn
as we look back
on life's path

all is surreal

in those times
let us turn
to those
not yet chosen
for death's bouquet

let us strengthen each other
struggle together
to find
a core of peace
deep inside

may we love more profoundly
accept life more fully
be more conscious of those
remaining

Perhaps even say
the things we wish
we had

to those who left.
Apr 2017 · 414
Simon and Garfunkel
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Time doesn't change everything
as people sometimes say
time changes the seasons
from warm to cold
and
back again

the dark of night
to
light of day

as it changes a child's height
so does it often alter
a grownup's girth

time may change one's hair
to white
or
silver-gray

and carve wrinkles in the skin
steps may slow
and
memory wane

but most are who they are
and
will remain

"after changes upon changes
we are more or less the same."
* Quote from "The Boxer" by Simon & Garfunkel
Apr 2017 · 822
Flying
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Before I die I want to learn
to live in the moment
this very moment

I want to feel every breath

If the sun is shining I want
to let it go through me
enlivening every cell

If it rains I want to try
to count the droplets
and
sense the life in them

I want to learn to replace worry
with wonder
and
regret with wisdom

letting go of past traumas
real or imagined

I want to learn who I am
and
how to be true to that

I want to learn
my strengths
to forgive my shortcomings
to absolutely know myself

I want to learn a thousand-thousand
new words

I want to learn to fly
if only
in my dreams

before I die
I want to learn to live!
Apr 2017 · 643
Lifting Up
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Be gentle with one another
the world is harsh enough
Be gentle with one another
think the best without judgment
pass on praise and caring
softer words chosen carefully
Be gentle with one another

Be gentle with yourself
accept your faults and imperfections
Be gentle with yourself
think the best without judgment
Let your spirit be free, your heart peaceful
Be gentle with yourself
listen to the voice inside...
but...

   only when it lifts you.
I  went in a different direction for "be kind".
Apr 2017 · 1.1k
An Opal Is A Beautiful Gem
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Opal
her name was
Opal
she should have been
Aunt
Opal
but she was
just
Opal

she was bossed around
and tossed around
by our Aunt Marie

we were afraid of her
Opal, that is

though Marie was no
sweet cup of tea

afraid just because she
looked different

though later
long after she’d gone
remembering her smiling round face
and thin slanted eyes
I guess we realized

but back then, we were kids
we didn’t understand
we didn’t see her much

and they didn’t tell us a thing

not who she was
not why she was there
not even that she was kin to our dad
a sister, in fact

she didn’t seem really loved
didn’t seem cared for that much
yet she was so quiet
and
calm

I’d love to go back
I’d love the chance
to smile and look up to her eyes
then
I’d take her hand
lead her gently around
and
call her my sweet
Aunt Opal!
True.
Apr 2017 · 800
Last Dance
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Autumn
Morning
Rose and marigold sunrise
breaks through,
an exotic beauty of the East
veiled, bejeweled, captivating
she renders her enticing dance
as trees shower saffron and russet leaves
petals strewn upon her stage

Autumn
   Afternoon
No butterflies appear
no hummingbirds
the late day sun spreads
a golden blanket
for aster, rose, and dahlia
its folds
the shadows soft and
dreamlike

Autumn
the world slows
around me

Summer blossoms nod
drifting off to sleep
while the breeze invites
a crimson leaf
to dance
one last dance

Autumn
I sit alone in my garden
as if holding
the hand
of a dying friend
First written ?? Revised 04/24/17
Reminded by Stephanie Stoychevska's
"A lullaby to my roses"
Apr 2017 · 1.1k
Slow Harmony
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
The slow autumn presses
at the window,
as geese give a melancholy voice
to leaving
their dark v-shape
splitting a cloudless sky

the sun spreads
a quiet space
of tangerine orange
and rosy pink
as it slips below the horizon

when darkness closes in,
stars shiver
in the distance
ghosts perhaps since
some have died

the moon’s shimmer follows
the river’s winding path
until
complacent river in lament
mingles with powerful sea

ending and beginning
combined in poignant
harmony
Just a bit out of season! :-)
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Matchless beauty
O-shaped, our home
Traversing an endless “sea”                                                            ­          
Holding us tight yet leaving us free
Ever forgiving though we don’t deserve
Rotating gently, never a swerve

Ethereal blue when seen from afar
Arched splendor in space
Regaled by the stars
Taciturn, yet giving so much
How can we repay her sweet, loving touch?
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Stop! Stop! I say
You've work to do
Stop! Now! I say,
It's nearly 2:00

Just one more poem
just one more rhyme
It's Saturday
I have time


You're not even dressed
your hair is unbrushed
stop digging, stop finding
you'll find yourself rushed

But her words are so airy
His thoughts are so keen
I must keep on reading
their souls are between


Just come back later
at the end of your day
you'll have earned it, my friend
what do you say?

I'm loath to be leaving
it's so hard you know
to put down my laptop
and let the poems go


They'll still be here later
I'm sure you'll make time
to read some free verse
to check out some rhyme

You win, but I warn you
if I do leave
when I come back to it later
no tricks up your sleeve,

no interruptions
no phone calls, no texts
no "sorry, 'net's down"
wait now, you're next

I want to come back and savor
all the gems that I find
just do me this favor
be ever so kind.


Okay, it's agreed
we'll meet here again
to take up where we left off
say quarter past ten?

*You drive a hard bargain
you're such a drag
but I'll stop now
so you won't have to nag!
Apr 2017 · 398
Playwright
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Do you recall your dreams?

unconscious dreams
nighttime dreams


plays acted out
behind
curtains
of closed eyes

plays for which
you are neither
playwright
nor
director,
only starving actor
trying to decipher
the script
mercurial,
mysterious

I've heard people say
they can
control
what they dream

how,
I wonder
Do they split
the mind
into
playwright
director
still one to "act"

teach me
I need to know

how,
I wonder
when I awake
in terrified
sweat,
the curtains wide open
wishing I could
forget

playwright’s
evil pen,
director’s
harsh words,
my botched lines
and
nakedness
Apr 2017 · 934
Careful What You Wish For
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
The truth is…
              the real truth…?
                             Do people do that?

How’s my new dress?
                                             It makes you look fat.

Like my new do?
I paid quite a lot
                                             You got ripped off, dear,
                                               You might even sue.


How are you today?
Just a quick answer please
I don’t have the time
To hear of your bad knees.
                                              I’m doing fine, knowing
                                               You don’t want to hear
                                               My problems and stresses
                                               I won’t bend your ear.



A “white lie” is easier
Makes conversation go fast
Then again, you just never know
When you might hear the real truth
It could be quite a blow.
So beware

the truth is…

If you don’t want the real truth?
Perhaps you shouldn’t ask.
I don't usually write silly poems, but at a poetry gathering the challenge was to write a poem beginning with "the truth is" and the truth is I could not come up with anything serious that didn't also sound sappy, so I went for silly!
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
My mother never forgave my father
for killing himself,
especially at such an awkward time
and in a public park,
that spring
when I was waiting to be born.
She locked his name
in her deepest cabinet
and would not let him out,
though I could hear him thumping.
When I came down from the attic
with the pastel portrait in my hand
of a long-lipped stranger
with a brave moustache
and deep brown level eyes,
she ripped it into shreds
without a single word
and slapped me hard.
In my sixty-fourth year
I can feel my cheek
still burning.
I was so taken by Terry Jordan's poem "My Father's Rickenbacker Guitar" - it reminded me of this one that I love by a very, very favorite poet.
Apr 2017 · 594
Mary-Elizabeth
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Mostly I drift about, then land
Ashore when seeking,
Reaching for the dreams of
Yesterday and hopes denied
                    to

Envelop my soul in peace
Longing to find
Islands of solitude whose
Zenith is golden warmth, rainbow                                
Arcs and cooling
Breeze ruffling trees at
Evening as stars appear to
Transport me
Home
I agree with whoever said "These are harder than you  think." I put my name, then thought of a random word for each letter, then filled in the rest, so it turned out pretty lame. :-)
Apr 2017 · 354
Hypnotic State
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
.............................................................run­ning
                                                            ­     in playful
                                                                ­     abandon
                                                         ­             through
                                                                ­          endless
                                               ­                                  fields

you know
those flowers
look
closer

                                            ­                  red,
                                         ­                          blood red...
                                                          ­                     tulips
                                                          ­       wave,
                                                           ­       nod,
                                                     ­             ripple
                                                                ­          to my touch


they keep on
being
tulips

they keep on
being
red

                                                   ­                               still
                           ­                                                              running
                                                         ­                          arms
                                                            ­                               outstretched
                                                    ­                               brushing
                                                        ­                                  their tops
                                                            ­                                      gently


why?
why tulips?
why red?

                                                           ­                         lying down
                                                                ­                                     now
                                                             ­                          lazing
                                                                ­                               in the sun
                                                             ­                          gazing at
                                                              ­                              a sea of red


                                "when I count to three...
                                                      on­e..."

not yet.
please
not yet

I need to know...
                                                       "two..."

I like tulips
I like red
but
they're not
my favorites
                                                      "­three..."

alert now

heart
           pounding...

        heart
                pounding...

         ­                    I

                                          know
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
I ask them to take a poem
and hold it up to the light
like a color slide

or press an ear against its hive.

I say drop a mouse into a poem
and watch him probe his way out,

or walk inside the poem’s room
and feel the walls for a light switch.

I want them to waterski
across the surface of a poem
waving at the author’s name on the shore.

But all they want to do
is tie the poem to a chair with rope
and torture a confession out of it.

They begin beating it with a hose
to find out what it really means.
This is a favorite poem by one of my most favorite poets!
Apr 2017 · 1.3k
Bones of Creation
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
A poem is but a skeleton
waiting
for mind
and
imagination
to fill the open

spaces

between the ribs

mind
and
imagination
to flesh it out

mind
and
imagination
to make it whole

for one,
full
and
sated,
it may dance
and
delight
in abundance

while another sees
embers
glowing
through
the spaces
warm
and
peaceful
yet
still
mysterious

for another
more questions
than
answers
are created
leading
down
a deep
path
of wandering
of wondering

seeking
the meaning
the light

through

the spaces
between
the bones
Apr 2017 · 427
Full
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
again
the moon
perched
atop
a darkened
plank of cloud
floating
in iridescent
river of sky

again
the moon
pregnant
with
the sun’s
light
round full
lake of fervor

again
the moon
opalescent
in
the stars’
glimmer
silver frosted
ocean of ecstasy

again

                        the moon...
Apr 2017 · 271
Full
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
again
the moon
perched
atop
a darkened
plank of cloud
floating
in iridescent
river of sky

again
the moon
pregnant
with
the sun’s
light
round full
lake of fervor

again
the moon
opalescent
in
the stars’
glimmer
silver frosted
ocean of ecstasy

again

                        the moon...
Apr 2017 · 271
How Long?
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Souls shriek
hearts cry out
how long can this go on,
the violence,
the struggle,
this war with no victors?

When will the bleeding stop?

Where will the hatred end?

Anger feeds
upon itself
a fiery-tonged dragon
with his tail
in his mouth
black smoke fills the heavens
rising and spreading
above crimson-soaked
“battlegrounds”
lifeless bodies
senseless,
appalling deaths,
anguish,
mourning,
heartbreak.

What have we done?

What have we done?

How long,

How long
can this go on?
Apr 2017 · 273
Wake Up
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Is this a dream?

Please let it be a dream,
a convoluted
non-sense
nightmare
of sinister clowns and cretins,
a dream of being  
lost or chased
stumbling
through darkness
terrified,
a perception of falling,
grasping at empty space.

If it were a nightmare,
at least I could wake up,
maybe even rousing myself
with screams of terror,
but
then I’d feel safe again.

This much hate and ignorance,
evil greed,
utter chaos
can’t be reality –
can it?
The world can’t sustain
the weight
of this much
depravity.

If I cried as much
as I need to
my 60-some percent water
would dissipate,
evaporate
into the abyss
that’s forming,
deepening,
followed by a lifeless body
dead and shriveled
like a sand-colored autumn leaf
making its spiritless descent
into the nothingness
of decay.

Is this the way the world will end?

Humanity gone,
defeated,
beaten down.
replaced by uncaring callousness,
war and destruction
bombs and bloodshed,
people fleeing
with nowhere
to go,
no one to trust.
Children crying
for the planet,
crying for their lack
of future,
crying for life.

Has time run out for humankind?

Can no one
wake me
from this dream?
Apr 2017 · 284
Changing Times
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Hands raw
from working the land,
back bent
and stooped
he hauls the last load
from the hay fields,
sighing in relief.

The stock will be fed
for
another
winter.

The sun burns
the horizon
as it has his skin
bronzed and glistening
among the wrinkles,
wrinkles
that
furrow
his face
like the fields
he plows
in spring.

Removing his worn
straw hat,
he wipes his brow,
hears her call him
to the evening meal
as she takes
the wash
from the line.

Later
in shadows of night
their silver-streaked heads  
propped
beside each other
in bed,  
their thoughts
struggle
with finances,
wondering
how long they’ll endure.
No words
need to pass,
their minds
are as one.

as sleep approaches,
clasping
hands,
they close
their eyes.

For now

the land is theirs.
Apr 2017 · 289
Children in My Garden
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
With eager smiles they come
they come with widened eyes
like flitting butterflies they come
and pick the flowers they prize.

They taste **** berries, check what's ripe,
catch toads and set them free,
hopping themselves in synchronicity.

They say What's this? It's really tall
What's this?
they ask and marvel at it all.

With eager smiles they come
they come with widened eyes
like flitting butterflies they come
and pick the flowers they prize.
Apr 2017 · 206
Till Death Do Us Part
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Old lovers are
no different
they come together
quivering
and
fragile
in need of
reassurance.

They come in both
happiness
and pain,
their clothes dropped
like the delicate
gray feathers
of fledglings
nudged from the nest
in fear
and
longing

to fly

to be who they were
meant to be
slicing the sky open
to see the sun
and
all the stars
in one vision.
Apr 2017 · 219
Lights, Camera, Action
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
The moon holds up the sky
on silver serving tray
stars circle together
gaining no comfort
from one another
finding only darkness
behind
and
in between.

So much space

Lonely stars

Aren't they long dead
before
we see them?
Their life and
substance gone

scattered

Only shadows
of their souls remain
piercing
holes in the sky.

Images on the screen
where
the moon serves up
the night.
Apr 2017 · 271
My Garden
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Like me
my garden is
wild and free.

                                   It meanders and swirls,
                                   no set paths,
                                   few straight lines

rather turns
and
curves
flowing, winding
movement

                                   ever changing
                                   ever emerging

gangly in places
graceful in others

                                     freedom
                                     the overall effect.

Like me
my garden is
wild and free.

                                    We created
                                     each other
                                     that way!
Apr 2017 · 167
Urge to Be
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Fragile,
fleeting thoughts
arise
and
float away
like velvet wings
of butterflies'
abbreviated
stay.

Mysterious, elusive,
more beautiful
when free,
they haunt my mind
and
soul
with their urgent
need to be.
Apr 2017 · 351
Stuff
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
This stuff I write,
this stuff in black
and
white.
Isn't black and white
inside.
It's not
just dark
and light.

It resembles more
a jumble
of colors wild
and bright,
juxtaposed and scattered
strewn
and
thrown about.

More artist's
demented rage
than words
arranged
just so
on patient, pliant page.
Apr 2017 · 189
Feel the Ocean
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
White foam,
salt spray,
forlorn cry of gull,
brown sands,
hot sands
Rhythmic roll
of waves.

Black sky,
white stars,
still and
quiet night.
Cool sand,
moonlit
where ghost *****
dance and dart.

See it,
feel it,
taste it,
feel it.

set your spirit free!
Apr 2017 · 316
Night Wind
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
I am the night wind.
I blow the dust
off the stars
and
brush the face
of the moon
with soft clouds.

I am the night wind.
I ruffle the hair
of lovers both
young
and old
as they exchange
their breath
for mine.

I am the night wind.
I whisper sweet nothings
to the trees
as I flirt among
their branches,
tickling their leaves.

I am the night wind.
I greet the awakening
dawn
and bow to her beauty
she blushes demurely.
Apr 2017 · 315
Evening to Night
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
The sun descends lower
and
lower
spreading
a pink and orange haze
across purple clouds,
while stillness
diffuses
across earth
and sky
creating a space
for nighttime
till finally
the Daystar pulls up
its night covers,
letting the darkness
take hold.
Apr 2017 · 201
Like a Whisper
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
He was just thirteen,
still a child,
when he lost his leg.
A tent pole from
a church revival
crushed
the life out of it.
I remember hearing
stories...
gangrene,
doctors having to wait
too long...
something about my grandfather...
they couldn't find him
or
he wouldn't sign
papers.

I'm not sure.
The memories of the stories
are fuzzy.
I just know
my daddy had a wooden leg.

It was his right leg...
I think.

We took it for granted.
It seemed so normal,
his prosthesis.  We never
called it
that...
prosthesis.
It was his
wooden leg.

You might not expect it,
with a wooden leg and all,
but my daddy was
a great dancer.
Light as a whisper.
When he danced,
nobody knew...
about his leg.
And those who did know
forgot.

I can see him gliding
around the dance floor
with my mom in his arms.
They were as one,
swaying and moving
with the music.

Sometimes...

I got to dance with him.
I remember it so well.
I can close my eyes
and
feel the smooth
polished floor
under my feet
and
my daddy's strong
arms around me.

When I danced
with my daddy
I was secure
and
confident.
I felt graceful
and
flowing.
He guided you,
smooth and easy,
so natural.
I can still feel the lilting rhythm.

Now

I'm not a great dancer,
though I'd like to be,
but
when I danced
with my daddy
I could dance.
I was agile
             and fluid
                    and free.

I skimmed the air.

'Cause even with
a wooden leg,

my daddy,

he sure could dance.
Apr 2017 · 190
Once, but No Longer
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
I look at the abyss.
It isn't mine
anymore.

It's yours.

I feel you reaching up
toward me
ready
to pull me down.

No longer
do I reach
back for you,
no longer
do I join you
in the prison,
plummeting,
slashed
on the slippery
sharp stone
soul's protection
torn away.

I stand alone
but
it isn't lonely.

I look
at the abyss.
It isn't mine
anymore.

It's yours.

I don't miss it.

Will I soon
not
miss you?
.
Apr 2017 · 223
Splintered Trace
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Read me* say your eyes
from behind their dismal
death-shroud.
Read,
but
don't
touch.


Your face rigid
and
drawn
says
look inside
but
not too deep


Read me say your eyes.
Read
but
don't
touch.


As you walk, your body tries
to fold into itself. I'm lonely
but
keep distant.


Read me say your eyes
read
but
don't
touch.


Your voice
(when it speaks)
is
a splintered trace.
I need no one it whispers.

Read me say your eyes.
Here is
my most buried
thought. Read me,
but
don't open. Read,
but don't touch.
I want no part
of you,
but
you can have
this part of me
to read
and
like a long,
too-complicated
poem
not understand.


Read me say your eyes.
*Read,
but
don't
touch.
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