I dream of a world with light and love.
I wish for a world with hope and happiness
but...

I see a world that's dark and hateful
I live in a world that's judgmental and sinful
And I know there's no escape
Because...

It's all in my head...

Scars on arms and thighs,
Sending her on a dangerous high.
Voice scream in mind,
While you tell her to be more kind.
Stomach badly aches,
As she sits and watches you bake.
Her vision slowly waters,
As you learn this is your daughter.
With scars,
And burns.
That's thin,
And weak.
She does it all,
While trying avoid the pull.
A pull that will take her forever,
When she wish most to me together.
For you to hold her near,
And say 'I'm with you dear'.

Sleepy eyes,
With the wish to die.
Smile all broken,
Not excepting a token.
Cheeks hollow,
Finding it hard to swallow.

My face is full of pain,
And hate,
And wanting for death.

But you don't see,
Past the lies.

I'm a murderer
I've stabbed my own heart.
I'm a thief
I've stolen my own happiness.
I'm a liar
I've told myself how much better things would be.
I'm a slothful woman
I fell asleep.
I'm greedy
I've eaten my own pain.
I'm hungry
Just not for sin again.

That stranger that I see,
That stranger, she is me.

With eyes so light,
And soul so bright.

That stranger that I see,
That stranger, she is free.

With wings unbroken,
Taking life's tokens.

That stranger that I see,
That stranger, she is full of glee.

With smile so wide,
Never wanting to hide.

That stranger that I see,
That stranger, she was... Me.

Please forgive me when I say,
I really wish that I could stay.
I'm sorry it has to be this way,
But I just can't see another day.

These scars on my wrist,

Can not be missed.

But no ones knows.

At least they don't let it show.

What if one was too deep?

Would they notice then?

Would they help me?

Course not!

What are you thinking?

Of course they notice.

They see just fine.

They just don't care.

No one dose.

But one dose,

Somewhere I know one does.

Please show you do soon.

Before it's too late