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  Apr 2014 Jessica Head
lia
it gets better*
they all say
but it has been
365 days
and everything is still the same
i am still engulfed in my sadness
and i am still
oh so
completely
alone
Jessica Head Apr 2014
My mind is ******....
I am not in control of myself anymore!
Jessica Head Apr 2014
Every night I'm here in this place. This house makes me feel scared, alone, afraid. What am I afraid of? Why do I feel alone? Who am I scared of? Questioned myself all of these questions that appear in my thoughts, sometimes I think someone else can hear my thoughts. I can feel someone in my thoughts, and I can feel their thoughts. We can hear eachother thoughts in this strange way. I will be OK. Someone told me that I'm OK and that I will be OK. Am I OK? I am in this room. I'm trapped, walked myself right into it and I didn't know it till now. Its just something I see. Complicating writing, or talking about whatever, haven't really spoken to anyone.
I have so much to say, but any of it just can't escape my head. I will be OK though, alright!
Jessica Head Apr 2014
Now honey, don't be stingie with your love!
Jessica Head Mar 2014
Out of sanity.
Into insanity.
Gone insane.
Jessica Head Mar 2014
A grown man's heart are much more stronger than a young woman's heart.
Wasn't too sure if I should share this!
Jessica Head Feb 2014
Can I give myself back to myself, after months of being lost in this whole other different part of me. Would that be acceptable now?
Approaching normal.
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