I remember the day I took the brunt of his love
He showed me love that isn't found in this world
He gave me a mission
To tell the world of the things he's done for me
Little did I know
That is one of the hardest missions to have
You see Satan has a plan to destroy this world
He seeks to **** and destroy
But Jesus told me that I have nothing to fear
When he is with me there is no opposition
The hardest tasks become easy
When I am weak
I am made strong
In his love letter to the world
He wrote that he would be with me on this mission until the end of the age
So who shall I fear?
I see so many flaws in modern society
I see broken families
Lost souls
But whats even greater
Is that the King of kings
Who controls the placement of the earth around the sun
The King who has authority of the universe
Sees those souls
And he sees you
He sees our every flaw
But what makes this so great
Is that he sees all of the pain, the sin, the flaws
And he sees it with love
He sends his followers
To help the broken
To take care of the needy
And God is with them
So don't let anyone ever tell you
That God doesn't care about those who suffer
He looks on them with love and grace
When his people do not show the love that they were called to show
When they hate you or mock you as I have
That's not Jesus
That's not his love
He is with me
He can be with you

Wrote on the tablet of history

And formed my very being

If anyone is in Christ

He is a new creation


They are restored and cleansed

And they have access to new strength

Sin is strong

But greater is he living in me

Then he is living in me then he who is in the world

Why is it after so many years of eating sand
I finally had a drink of water
And my heart wants to return to the sand
But I learned from my mistakes
I see the pain and hurt it caused
I gave up the sand for water
And when I did my tears reigned upon the altar
I sacrificed my false gods that day yet they still call me
So I set my eyes upon Jesus
He will pull me through this
He will give me the strength when mine is spent
Years after the day he crushed the addictions they still call my name
They still scream my name
And It awakes a demon in me
I wish people could see the filth that is in my heart of weakness
People tell me of my spirit for my Father
But every time I look at myself I want to spit
Because all I'll ever see is a godless beggar
Among Godly men

I don't know where I'm at

I just keep floating through life

Had some plans that changed

I don't know where to go from here

I've never walked out on this ocean before

I just don't know anymore

Everyone walking as one

Every step synchronized

Yet know one questions where they are going

"Into the valley of death rode the 600"

"Theirs not to reason why"

"Theirs but to do and die"

Then when I stop marching everyone looks at me like I'm crazy

I can't help but to scream that they blindly march to their death

But they won't listen

They try to pull me back into the crowd

They tell me to keep marching

Just be a good clone and don't question why

Yours is but to do and die

So I'll just be the outcast

I'll walk to the beat of my God's drum

If I walk alone then that's okay

So what I walk alone

I want to walk with my Father

He was dragged to a palace where he was beaten
He was disgraced by the earth
As they scorned him
He forged them
A way
A way out of their despair
They nailed him on an old wooden cross
He could have destroyed his attackers with a thought
Yet he fought for them
He fought for you
As he was dying
He hung their
And thought of you
He fought for you
That day he broke the laws of death
He fights for you now
Every mountain you face he's ready to bring you over
He's fighting for you

Abandon your perception on reality

What you believe

What I believe

None of it matters if it's not true

We cannot create reality

We can merely exist in it and find out what the true reality is

When you see someone

Do you see them for who they are

Or do you see their skin tone?

Do you see their figure?

Do you see their muscle mass?

Do you see their body or them?

Different shades

All beautiful.

Men and Women

Differences in fashion

Differences in social behavior

Different treatment of each one

All different

All beautiful.

If we take masculinity and femininity and tell our society that those differences are ugly, it's like blending every color into the same shade.

There will be no beauty

There will be no value.

You say that he's the worst father
You say all he does is mistreat his daughters
You ask how can he be a good father if your life is so bad
You just made me so sad
First off
What grounds do you have
You never called on him to be your father
You say he allows terrible things happen to the innocent
You didn't look at how he provided healing
You say all these things with looking at the entire picture
You say what you know
You never took the time to look beyond your own life
Why?
Because all you care about is you
After he saves you you'll just go back to your old ways without a thought
You'll do what I did
The truth is you don't know what you say
So I'm calling you out
Now
WHAT WILL YOU SAY!!!!!

That's what I thought I was

Now that memory is full fuzz

I thought I was unworthy

I never thought I could be made worthy

I underestimated your power

When I looked at myself all I tasted was sour

But you only see me with pride

Who are you Lord?

Your love is stronger then the tide

Your embrace is greater then my fleshly chase

I thought I had to earn your love

Little did I know that it flies like a dove

Father there are no excuses

I know that I have caused you pain

But you don't see me as someone who deserves to be victim of abuses

It was all in vain

Father you are a perfect father

If his conversion is real

Then God might use him to rock the American feel

If he's another wolf in sheep's clothing

He's solidified complacency

Let us pray for him and his family

I pray that God would rock his world

Hormonal creatures that are lead by emotions is what we're called

Teens just looking for that next fix of dopamine

The truth is when we follow our emotions

They send us scattering in motion

If you don't lead your emotions

Then your emotions will lead you

We were given minds of logic and reason

Don't accept what you're told go out and find answers for yourself

Find the truth to fuel your mind

Don't try to fill your life with feel good fantasies

Don't just follow

Lead

But remember that the greatest leaders

Are also followers

Him:

I long to lay eyes upon you

But I must pursue

This creature will be the victor

I fear that if I forsake the chander

What will occur shall be sinister

I promise you I shall come home

As soon as I end this forever roam

I shall return to see our child

This hunt is running wild

Your eyes are what keeps me alive

I can nothing do but strive

I remember your smile

T'will push the weakest through any trial

I am not strong

But I cannot allow our family to be victim to this wrong

I shall come home

My love


Her Response:

When shall you return?

I can no longer discern

You say you are not weak

But never have I seen someone with such seek

Do not allow the creatures trail

To allow our love er fail

I miss the kindness in your eyes

I would choose to see them o'er the choicest dyes

Our son needs a Father

He only knows a saunter

Soon he will be a man

He needs an anchor in the sand

I need you

I know not how to continue

Your leadership did give comfort

I am yet unstable

Your embrace is what I miss

I still remember our final kiss

My dear husband

Use your blade for thy return

To our dearest Angle-Land

"Keep your eyes on the stars, and your feet on the ground."

                                           -Theodore Roosevelt

Who knows what the future holds

I thought It was going to work out

But I don't know who we are

Sometimes your somebody different and you don't even know it

I don't know where my heart is

That terrifies me because it can only mean more lies and deceptions to come for my head

I don't know who I am when I go to bed tonight

I'm just learning to lean on his might

I can't fulfill her needs, guess I gotta back off for a while

I'm running this race for God

No one else

She's running for his glory

She's learning to succeed

I'm just going to keep running

I know some doors I'm running through

Others seem to open and shut

Let's see where this goes

I'll just dive into the great unkown

Run

Run from sin

Run from the lie that states the homosexual movement is right

Run from the lie that states we can take God's creation and spit on it

Run from adultery

Run from immorality

Run from deceit

Run from pride

Value you each other

Follow Biblical precepts

Fall onto the Grace of Christ

This isn't a hate speech to

homosexuals or gays/lesbians

Adulterers

Liars

Thieves

Gluttons

Or those who think they know better then God

This is the warning that says to run and repent from sin because it will **** your soul

Run from sin and into the arms of Christ

The reason I must speak is because if I don't who will tell you that you're running straight into Hell and there is a way out

I can't allow someone to blindly run into suicide when I know they can be saved.

If everyone I loved hated me

If everyone abused me and hurt me

If everyone I loved died in front of me

If everything I ever cared about was ripped from me

If I had no more fight left to give

Would I still love you Father?

So many people that I love are being left out to dry

I know you forge us in fire

Sometimes the fire burns

So many are being beaten and abused

Father I know that this isn't you

Father I wish that it was me instead of them

Dear God all I can tell anyone that comes to me is this

"How much heat is your faith able to take?"

Sometimes I have to tell myself

It's you over everything

HOW MUCH HEAT IS IT GONNA TAKE FOR MY FAITH TO MELT!!

Dear Jesus I tried so hard to run but God wouldn't let me

How far would those I love go before they forsake you?

Dear Jesus cling to them

Dear Father don't let go

Father, the only way we can stand the test is with you

Humanity is just ******* on time

It's a poison to the soul

We just keep trying to make every moment last

Like we control time

I'm tired of ******* in this poison of sin

I'm tired of thinking that I am perfect

I just wish we could just wash out the poison

I'll always be a ***** up and a mess

But my God recruited me to be one of his soldiers

I fail him every day

But because of his strength

I can stand alone

If the whole world comes for me with all of its armies

If I have to be like the prophet Elijah

Hunted

A wanted man

Then I will still stand

Because if I stand on the Lords side

He will stand for me

He is my rock and my salvation

It doesn't take long

When I look around everything all looks wrong

The deeper into the dirt so many of us crawl in the farther we think we can escape the light

But I tell you that we must walk in the light so that the world can change

This world is missing the greatest miracle that ever happened

It's salvation

Why run from the beauty of salvation

To a bunch of fake mirages that look like pleasure

I have an assured promise in Jesus

Heaven

I need no other argument

I need no other plea

It is enough that Jesus died

And that he died for me

I persecuted you
I scorned you
I was the scars on your back from those whips
I was the fist that beat you
I was the spear that was plunged into your side
I was the hammer that pounded the nails into your hands and feet
I was the thorns pressed into your head
I was the crowd that shouted for your death
I was the soldiers who mocked you and beat you
I was the disciple who betrayed you
I was the Governor who allowed you to be killed
I was the reason you were put on that cross
After all I have done to you
I hated you when you loved me
I gave you insults when you gave me encouragement
I slapped your hand away when you reached out
After all of this you give me never ending grace!
No matter how hard or how fast I ever ran
You always ran faster
You always ran harder
I am the chief of sinners!!!
I lead those who persecuted you
I was the apostle Paul who you have used to love people
You used me to love others as you have loved me
How do I pray to you when I have nothing to offer?
You build me up when I tear you down
You give me life when I thought I could never leave that guilt that was death
You freed me
You disciplined me
You fight for me
You died in my place
You died for the world
You fight to save sinners and to love sinners
You are the lover of sinners and after all I've done
I am saved by grace!!!!!!

I'm surrounded by skirmishes

Blood is ankle deep

Comrades who gave up the fight

Comrades who are still fighting

My friends who grow weary from the shadow of battle

Demons who think they can slaughter God's children

Like wolfs that devour sheep in the night

But these sheep were given swords

I'm sick of shouting to people I love like brothers

DON'T GIVE UP!!

DON'T LET HIM WIN!!

DON'T YOU DARE LET THE DEVIL WIN!!

My brothers gave their lives to the cause of Christ

Yet I'm surrounded by brothers and sisters like me

Who are so plagued by sin and the darkness that we wish we could just pull the trigger and let it all end

Yet it wouldn't end

I refuse to give the devil a chance to get what he wants

First because I love my God and others here on earth

Second because I've got streak of stubbornness that doesn't give up ground souly out of spite

I will not throw away a gift others died for

Brothers and sisters

GOD GAVE YOU A SWORD PICK IT UP AND SWING!!

Yes there's a war raging and you are called to arms

Don't let Satan get what he wants to take when Jesus has so much he wants to give

Pick up that Bible and read

I know sometimes it's hard

I struggle too

I've been where you're at and it's at those times

I remember the Holy Ghost lives in me

Jesus already won the war and the devil wants to create an illusion of his victory

God the Father stands watch over me and he put the sword in my hand

The Holy Ghost gave me the spirit of courage

GOD GAVE US THE STRENGTH TO FIGHT SO PICK UP THAT SWORD AND FIGHT LIKE YOU'VE NEVER MOVED BEFORE!!

SLASH THROUGH THE ILLUSIONS!!

STAB THROUGH THE TEMPTATIONS

BASH THROUGH THE TRIALS

ACCEPT CHRIST INTO YOUR SOUL AND THERE'S NOTHING THAT CAN STOP YOU WHEN HE IS WITH YOU!!!

The battle is raging all around

But we aren't fighting for victory

You see Jesus already won on the cross

We merely fight from the victory

Forgotten the words of old

Burned the prophecies of wisdom

To the wind, the values of perfection are thrown

One generation of an insignificant planet cannot change the laws of reality

An arrogant race cannot classify the existence of God

We cannot define right and wrong

We are merely servants

To a mighty king

Who contains the unstoppable might of love

Love that is greater then the strength of man

Yet holier then all things

I may stand alone

I may die and no one will ever know the sacrifice I gave

But my Father, who is with me

Will know

That I gave it all

To love him with all of my heart

And to fight for what's right

How can you defend your wife if all it takes is a push to knock you out of the picture?

How can you can you show your children to walk in the ways of God if you don't show them your strength and love?

How can boys become men if they don't learn to run up the highest mountains and dive into the deepest oceans?

Show your wife you will fight for her with the strength of a lion

Show your children that they were made for more then this

Show them Gentleness and wisdom

Show them patience and grace

Yet be courageous when the need be

No more Mr. Nice Guy

Doesn't give his children what they want
He gives them what they need
He doesn't abandon them
He doesn't lie
He fights for his children
He helps them grow
He loves with all he has to give
God is the greatest father

Imagine driving down the road one day
And all of a sudden you spin out of control on the icy road
Then your car flips into a ditch
Your body is found later by the police
Today I learned that a kid who went to my high school spun out of control and his car flipped into a ditch
He was only 17 years old
He was a junior in high school
I saw him sometimes in the hall
I knew who he was
He was a good kid
He was an athlete he had a future going for him
Then all of a sudden
His life ended
In an instant
You see you never know when your life could change
In a Flash
Are you ready for that change??

I will not give in

If the devil wants my heart

If he wants my soul

If he wants me to drop my weapons

He'll have to pull them out of my cold dead hands

God allowed the devil to try to break me

But He can't have my soul

He can't have my weapons

He can't have my heart

Unless he pries them from my cold dead hands

I pray that you will love the Lord your God

With all your heart soul and mind

Love him.

He loves you

He left his home to fight for his country

He left his children and his wife

He gave everything he had to his country

He was sent to Iraq to fight for his home

Days and nights, he ran through gunfire

Checking the ground for bombs

Watching his brothers and sisters die next to him

Then one day he was captured and tortured

He remained in captivity until he was freed by his comrades

He was beaten, abused and tortured

All he thought of were his children and his wife

All he thought about was what would happen if he never came home to them

He knew his duty to his country

He also knew his duty to his God and his family, they came first

All he knew was he was coming home no matter what

He was beaten so badly so many times he should've died time and time again

But all he thought about was coming home to the ones he loved

When he was freed

He was given an honorable discharge and allowed to go home

He will never forget the horrors he faced and watched others face

He will also never forget the happiest day of his life

When he came home to his children and his wife

The tears that soaked his shirt as his wife ran to him and cried as she clung to him

He would never forget his children who had grown a head taller, cling to him and their mother

This is the story of the lone soldier

Immovable

Unbreakable

Endless

Unstoppable

Unshakeable

Is the power of prayer