The scars that you see
They were all made by me
And my tears have turned red
With the blood that I’ve shed
People think I’m lost to the madness
But really I’m just cloaked in sadness
I could use a rope or i could use a knife
Looking back on my whole life
I see the pain and i see the hurt
I feel my heart about to burst
The blood will flow
Why can’t they see
That all my life
I’ve been afraid of
……..
Me

Suicide, suicide wishing i were dead
Suicide, suicide deep in my head
Suicide, suicide cutting on my wrists
Suicide, suicide I’m so done with this

2 days, 2 days let until i die
2 days, 2 days till the last tear i’ll cry.
2 days, 2 days until I am all gone
2 days, 2 days till the dark breaks the dawn

Suicide, suicide deep inside my head
Suicide, suicide now I’m almost dead
Suicide, suicide turn out the light
Suicide, suicide good by, good night

Listen please and pay attention,
what you are about to read is extremely different,
I try to tell people but they just won't listen,
so I ask you to give me your undivided attention,
I cut my wrists, my arms, and thighs,
so if you see my scars don't be surprised,
this doesn't I'm Emo or Gothic,
I describe myself as a little bit more different,
I tell you this because I want you to see,
I am not different I'm just unique,
so thank you so much for listening to my story,
but all I ask is that you don't worry.

I feel numb as the blade skates across my skin,
I thank God my pain is gone again,
and when I'm done I hide away,
in my room is where I wish  to stay,
I'm trapped in this room of darkness once more,
and all I have to do is walk through that door,
I want to get the help I need,
so to my mother I shall plead,
mom please take these razors away'
for home is where I wish to stay.
  #me    #razor-blades   #cuts     #scars