as the song plays in the background
as the moon shines on our adolescent love
and as the stars shimmer in jealousy
i see you for who you are
I see you for the imperfections that makes you, you
as you smile, as i stare lovingly at you
and how you make my world radiate—
you were the nothingness that gave my life spark
the light at the end of the tunnel
most of all, you are my past, present and future

I'm here if you need anything
you're here but you never saw I needed you?
you're here but you never saw I needed your time?
honestly are you ever here?
do you think i'll always act okay?
do you know how it feels to act like everything's alright?
do you know you never meant your words?

I'm here if you want to talk
i don't think anybody really means this
i don't think you can handle all my words
do you know how badly i've wanted to talk?
do you know how i need you to just listen?
i want you to understand;
how I'm affected mentally and emotionally!
i want you to mean your words!

all you gave me was pain
that made me insane
after all that I was inhumane
asking myself what remains
it's passes through me from my veins
to you, you must be entertained
in your eyes i'm underpowered—
thinking i've been devoured—
waiting for me to reply
to give up all my efforts or at least try
to beg you to let me die

One day you won’t need love or me anymore
One day you won’t care about the burden of others
The lies, the commitments they fail to uphold
One day you’ll realize the sun, the sky and
the moonlit night will always be there when people aren’t
One day they’ll call you shouting their hearts out
But that day will be nothing more than every other days of theirs
You’ll listen to their quivering fears and feel absolutely nothing
Your heart will fluster by their every pain and loneliness they show
One day you won’t walk through this earth feeling solitude
As though you were born from it or destined by it
One day you won’t be oblivious by the surrounding of fake feelings and people
But that you won’t be who were or who you’ve been
You will be a collection of past and present endurance of discomfort and uproar thoughts
That day will be my day and every other day.

tied my hands together
pieces of my memory lost forever
now i'm left with an emptiness
without knowing if they made me whole
i want to free myself from the torment
that can't be held anymore
so please free my hands from lies

tied my hands together
putting me to sleep in this picture
please take me out from the deep abyss
tired of being locked in a dark room
i'll abandon my empty shell
i just want to be free from my whispers
that kept me to sleep in darkness
so untie me from the memories i'll erase

She wears her heart on her sleeves
but nobody stays they just leave
She says words to paint the picture
but the pain in her words make the mixture
She prays all day for love and peace
but nobody sees that they just hiss
She has troubles falling asleep
but she keeps lying by the lips
She has a heart that bleeds and hurt
but she has stories for the battles she's fought
She made peace with her demons through truce
but she has memories of every bruise
She decides when to wear her scars
but nobody knows when to ask

You walked in
your eyes shimmering as the sun does
your didn't have to talk the atmosphere talked for you
you smiled,laughed and made my day look bright
suddenly i needed to know if there was more to you
you seem like the genuine article
you were different but not by people's standards
you were not mine but you weren't anybody's
i wanted you to see me for who i am or who i'll be
i imagined if your smile brightens with me by your side;
but that was just me thinking out loud

You said Hey you
you mixed it with a cheerful smile on your face
you were beautiful in everything you did and in reality
you did you which made people notice you
you are old fashioned when it came to emotions
you have your way with words but all unintentional
you hid well from people's attention but secretly craved it
i needed to know why i knew the littlest details about you
how i feel so much for you and how i wanted it reciprocated
i slapped myself to know if this was really happening
only to wake up from that reality called my dream