1.
An endless sea,
sailing ships—
which to board?

Some sail to fortune,
some drift to storm.
I wait by the shore,
watching sails pass by.

2.
The wind moves me,
the storm pushes me,
the waves carry me
through an endless sea.

I would adjust my sails,
but I know no shore.

My life a day,
you are golden—
uplifting, energizing,
a light that carries me on.

My life a day,
you are orange—
calm, peaceful,
unaware of coming dark.

My life a day,
you are black—
silent, endless,
and I am lost in you.

My life a day,
you are blue—
brief, beautiful,
Held in memory.

Curious—
Seen.
Hooked.

Want to stop.
Body wants more.

Can't control.
Did it.

Felt guilt.

Repeat.
Mind rots.

Hope is like waves-
Endless,returning
Hope.....
Hope........
Hope..........
**­pe.............
Hope.................
Hope.....................
H­ope.........................

Sailing the endless sea,
Each day the same,
I was never free.

A storm passes by
The sea turned black,
Waves consume me.

A gale so strong
It lifts me high,
And still, I fly

The road felt like a maze,
Not knowing the destination.
Taking wrong ways,
That crumbled midway.

I joined a rally,
They felt sure of the way.
A place reached,
Few faces grew bright.

Not felt right I resumed
Seen some doing same
Some stayed behind -
Faces dim

Will I reach it
Before my ride gives away?

The sea feels serene,
I sat by the shore.
Waves touching my feet ,
Cool breeze pushing my hair .
Time slipped away,
I sat there unknown-
At peace