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Mariya Oct 2024
How long?
How long has it been?
1 day? 1 week? 1 month?
2 years, 7 months, 27 days?
I  don't even care anymore.

I thirst. For what? For water;
For lost faith... maybe for love?

The sand. Will it go on forever?
I taste it on my tongue. I feel
it on my skin. I breathe it in,
But do I embrace it?
I think I might.

I'm starting to wonder
if this desert I'm lost in
is only of my own making,
to leave I need not more than
open my eyes to the paradise
that truly surrounds,
yet, I remain blind.

That which I would do, I do not;
that which I would not, I do constantly.


Will I die here, or will I one day
escape to dwell among the living?

Perhaps my oasis
I've already passed.
I continue to walk... but
now I walk with you.
  Oct 2024 Mariya
mads
I mean...
You could’ve left me at the altar.
It could be worse than this.

Despite my heart dripping through
My broken rib cage...
It could be worse than this.

One day of feeling like I’m being
Crushed and flattened into mud.
But it’s okay,
Because I refuse to be worse than this.
I’m getting better. I’m healing. And I’m finding myself and self esteem and self love again.
  Oct 2024 Mariya
mads
Today has a weird air about it,
It’s sunny and bright and still
But it feels like mourning.

Is this preemptive?
Premonition?
Or a soft surrender to all my trauma.
A delicate laying down of flowers,
Soft cloths,
A blanket of tears
For versions of me that never survived
Or who were taken by the darknesses.
  Oct 2024 Mariya
David P Carroll
It's raining today and
The rain falls in
Rhythmic display and
It's a bitter cold day and
The pitter patter sound
Makes a sweet lullaby splash and it
Has washed all my worries away.
It's Raining 🌧️☔
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