I have been here before
I once felt the pain of a broken heart
I came to understand that the feeling doesn't just go away
Everything at that point stops moving,
You get to see nothing, you only feel the suffocation like the ground beneath your feet burns, fingers numb because your heart clearly remembers it all.

Sunshine as blues on horizon,
As flaws becomes the irony of the one who still love.
Neither define by words of times or grades the society needs but suppose it turns out that way.
Suppose I wasn't born human,
I will be termed a Phoenix and every word of mine that can't be written in lines or margins would give rise as fire to another but right now, am human.
One just gazing at the stars.

Am sorry for ever hurting you.
Am sorry for always making you be at edge.
Am sorry if you had ever for once felt I didn't love you.
Am sorry for making you sad.

I gave you everything or maybe I thought I did.
Could I had given you everything except what you truly wanted?
Everyday, I wake up with the whisper of your name on my lips
Everyday is a constant reminder of the promises of love we made to each other but now, all am left with is just a memory.

Every breathe of hers is as her last
She isn't scared to close her eyes
Even as she watches her pure crystal hair falls away and her admiring tanned skin that illuminates beneath the morning sun turns cold, she still believe that just as other days she could scale through the next.
Every day is a battle most especially the ones that comes from her mind, is like trying to ignore the clamor of crowds, it difficult to when they had laid tents just below your window.
But nothing scares her even the looks of doubt in their eyes, the constant needles that find it way through her veins, its as a reminder of a battle not yet over and soon peace will find her maybe not here but the life after.