You promised me,
you promised me you loved me,
and that you would forever and ever,
forever...

I guess your proposal meant nothing, hey?
I guess you told a different girl you loved them every day?
I guess I was just too broken, hey?
And now I cry every day.

This *****,
I love you,
I hate you,
I just want to **** you,
But then again,
I just want to kiss you,

Even the voices in my head are confused,
and to want you back,
I have no excuse,
and I promised you I'd get rid of the noose...
and I don't want to break a promise,
but it may break very soon.

I listen to our song,
I listen and cry,
read old messages,
you told me you loved me,
but you lied.

The memory,
the pain,
all the kisses,
smoke,
screaming,
broken mirrors,

but everything changed tonight,
she's gone,
no more kisses,
pain,
smoke,
screaming,
and broken mirrors.

All my bottled up feelings,
all these lost emotions,
falling,
turning to tears,

they say that the eyes are the windows to the soul,
and if that's true...
what does it mean if...
my eyes were blue,
but they are now just white,
and all I wanna do all night...
is just cry.

It all kicks in,
the love I just lost,
so now love to me is a sin,
like people say,
its a drug people take every day,
the pain,
the loss,
all the tears,
all from non- proscribed peers.

He did it,
he left me,
I understand why,
but I cannot stop the memories from flashing by,
all I can do for now,
is just cry,
because he was something special,
and that's not a lie.