Loose thoughts

Loose thoughts Mar 2015

Why.

We're close, but we're not,
Why all this spacious distant.

From deep talks to barely any chats,
Within a swift of an instant.

It hurts, severely pains,
Why, why all of a sudden.

Heart aches, eyes sobbingly swollen,
Tears shred in place of the unspoken.

~A.d | 2 Mar 2014

A friend I had almost permanently lost for a reason i'd known not of. I thank god for every day, hour and minute I had and still do spend with her, she is the life that blooms through my steams of blood. Even though this unexpected distress lead me to a flood of tears, she is my wipes to my uetterly complexed whimpers. Why, what have I done in life to receive such a bless.

Loose thoughts Mar 2015

Comes and goes

It comes and it goes,
Constantly flows,
Adds up and slowly grows,
Drifts away, then suddenly blows,
It comes yet never permanently goes.

~A.d | 10 Feb 2015

#permanent #sufferings

Loose thoughts Mar 2015

Waiting

Staring out the widow,
waiting for your arrival,
other than you babe,
everything else is a trival.

Getting cold in this emptiness,
the clock constantly ticking,
words can't even come close to express,
oh how your absence is engulfing..

~A.d | 18 Feb 2015

Loose thoughts Mar 2015

» Scars «

I strive for curing advice,
Yet I know the exact words I need,
But are spoken from the same aching voice,
So scars continue to bleed.
Unceasingly, continue to bleed.

~A.d | 14 Feb 2015

#Scars #words #aching

Mar 2015

Julian C Jaynes

True Friend

If you're ever feeling sad
If you're ever feeling down
If you ever cease to smile
And you begin to frown.

If you're ever feeling lonely
If you're ever feeling blue...
Just know that I'm right here
And I'm willing to help you.

Often there are people all around us wishing to help us with whatever problems we may have, and we overlook them or shrug them off.

#sad #lonely #friend #help

Loose thoughts Mar 2015

Keeping it all in

If only you knew,
How much I miss you,
Day would go dark,
Night would glow light,
The universe would reverse,
If I unleashed a word,
So I keep it all in,
Feelings all stirred,
Focus all blurred,
Seeking a stabled state,
Self beginning to deflate,
But I keep it all in,
Girl, where have you been,
Thoughts won't keep quiet,
Might burst in a bit,
The heart can't take it,
Trying to keep it all in,
A breath of release,
Im deeply longing.

~A.d | 11 Feb 2015

Loose thoughts Mar 2015

Week after week

Saturday Stings,
And all the lonely memories it brings,

Sundays Sufferings,
Slowly eating me up, expiered enduring,

Monday Moans,
Becoming motionless as silent stones,

Tuesday Tears,
Swept away by a sea of sobs,

Wednesday Worries,
Filling my mind overthought stories,

Thursday Thoughts,
Healing through our rewind past talks,

Friday Flashbacks,
Surviving on those life hacks,

___

Week after Week,
This continuously ongoing cycle,
I endlessly seek,
The day we once again meet.

~A.d | 12 Jan 2015

#enduring #sufferings #ongoing #weekdays