Ever notice that people act like they are for you
but instead of appreciation and reciprocation
they act like all the things you were doing out of love are mandatory
and if you stop doing those things because they don't reciprocate that makes you the problem.
Don't listen to the gas lighting
Just remember they need your energy your light but you don't need them.
You could move mountains for them but they won't cross a bridge for you.
Solution burn the bridge they refused to cross for you eliminating the option.

Everyone wants
to be heard
but their own voices
they drown
and forget-

to themselves
strangers
they have become-
in a barren desert
they are lost
and tossed
totally desolate

with their life-story
unread and unrecorded

It's been years since our last conversation
It's felt like a lifetime
However I remember our conversations like they happened yesterday
A conversation with you is is more satisfying than any *** I have ever had.
I find myself craving a conversation with you even though we haven't seen each other in years. Why do I still crave your presence?

Why pretend the trauma never happened?
Why hide the emotional scars?
Why bottle up emotional turmoil ?
For the comfort of others?
To keep family together?
To not offend anyone?
Stop thinking that hiding the truth is better than offending others with the truth ,those that retaliate are comfortable with the lies.
They are the ones that hurt you but convince you that you are the problem.
You are not the problem they are.
You are worthy of ❤️ love.

Does anyone ever dare to even care?
No matter how much love I give out
There's always someone with something to shout always a reason for them to pout.
I am never enough for those that only take
I'm too much for those that can't appreciate
I'm an angel for those who prayed for salvation
It's all about perspective
I will continue to be kind even when it's bleak
I will continue to be kind even if people assume it makes me weak
But I am far from being meak
They will all see when I reach my peak
Kindness is free

Left Nebraska in a hurry
No destination no worry
Visiting different cities and states
Just living in my car surviving doing what it takes
Spreading love and kindness wherever I may go
For my purpose I now know
Been to Baltimore, DC, Maryland, Virginia, Pennsylvania , and New York.
I have given free hugs to those in need
Letting them cry on my shoulder 😢
Giving out free complements
Living life with the belief of the kindness I put out will come back to me

I wasn't able to access my account.
Sorry I have been gone so long.
I'm back now and I will begin to write again.