I am done
loving you so much

I'm afraid
to see you again

I'd fall into your trap
stuck like a rat

running from your voice
I wait for you to catch up

You may fall in love with the beauty of someone,
but remember that finally you have to live with the character, not the beauty.

touch me anyway you will
for long i have been dead
to this stinking world
my brain is bread

my heart screams ****
my soul bled
my feet flat
my blood still

my eyes are oily marble
where worms already crawl
wisdom and knowledge
nil

can´t spell
all nothing
nothing all
until

To calm the storm just close your eyes
Drink deep the sorrow 'til you realize
Its bitter taste has a way
To keep darker demons at bay
Savor its sharpness, mote by mote
'Til it clears the palate for new hope