My sensible heart is pulsating with love,
It is a Heart overflowing with tears,
This heart that slept the beauty sleep,
This heart that dived in an abyss that's too deep,
This heart that still loves,
Still hopes, Still dreams
To one day fix hers,
and sew up the seams,
My sensible heart waits,
For her to return,
My sensible heart hopes,
That her's will learn.

Anger is the next thing to setting me off,
Even a hug won't make me soft

Anger stays forever within,
Anger acts in all ways of sin

Anger fills my heart and soul,
Anger takes a mighty toll

Anger lessens but can never leave,
Anger you hope to never receive

Anger for me is different from you,
Anger you see tells me what to do

Anger will sit and whisper in my ear,
Anger sits and tells me all that I fear.

The things that I've done, you don't understand

You should be filled with love but I was crushed and turned to sand

Lately everything is beginning to sound redundant

Do I just play this picture perfect person when I'm in public?

Instead of giving my dad some love I'm passing our destruction. Wanna piece?

Come get it from me cause I gots lots to give, always incomplete, never complete, a monster lives inside me.

But it's that God over money gang,

A new year is hear but it's clear that ain't nothin changed

I'm from the place where getting love is strange,

From that decision my head is forced to be hung in shame.

I scream and wonder how this monster can be tamed!