What I think about you?
Why would you ask?
I'm sure you already have an idea
I mean isn't it pretty obvious
They way we talk
They way we act around each other
I know I shouldn't care
but I do, I do care about you
More than I wish I did!
I was thinking maybe if time were stopped
but isn't that crazy,
But then again crazy ideas are my favorite
They are the only ideas that have no limits
Not like the ones that are expected from us
I remember the last time someone told me,
That it was dangerous to think in a certain way
I remember one day when I at school
Overheard a couple teacher talking about those
"dangerous ideas"
Where we could begin a revolution
Nowadays we can say what ever we want
For we have the freedom of speech
But then why don't we stay quiet!
But that's not what you asked!
You wanted to know what I think about you
I think that you have a voice
a voice that can make a difference if you let it try
I think that there is a way for success
without having fear and I know you know that too
I think that you are stronger,
much more than what you were raised to believe
I think that you don't have follow society's guidelines
After all it is a free country
Right?
We should be able to make a difference in the world
Right?
We should be able to see justice before our very eyes
Right?
Then why don't we
I think you can be the next Martin Luther
Or Nelson Mandela
Or part of the army that rescues the next generation of Jews from a holocaust
And if you die trying...
I remember we talked about this before,
if you died trying to make that difference
You said that it would be a fight fought in vain
I didn't think so the, I don't think so now!
If we die fighting that will show them
Those who look up to you
That what we were fighting for was the right thing to do!
They will truly see that what the world expects from us,
isn't what we have to expect from ourselves
And that will make them FIGHT!
I think you are capable of winning that battle, if you just kept trying!
A little more
A little harder
But most importantly with more faith!
And if we die fighting for The right reasons,
For the name of Jesus
Then, Ill see you in heaven walking through the roads of gold!

"I am Jesus, I know everything"
And know you do,
I believe in you!

sometimes being free doesn't mean leaving
Maybe freedom is right in front of you
And right in the place you stand
It is possible that you can find freedom
right there,
What if you were your own oppressor
I mean, i know that out there, in the world
there are people just waiting
To hurt to, and to laugh when you get hurt
I know that out there, there are other people,
that instead of praying for blessings,
they pray for curses against you
But you decide what to do in the end
Will you continue that pattern of curses
or will you turn the book around
There are times when its better to turn the cheek
But that doesn't mean that you have to stop
The fact is that Jesus died so that you could be free
And he did say to turn the other cheek
But he never said to stop fighting
Not physically, of course
But spiritually
Sometimes the biggest fight is alone
In A room
Kneeling down,
Because whether or not you believe it
Punching the one who called you fat or ugly,
Is actually loosing the battle
You might feel awesome at the moment
but tell me, how much will it last
Until the feeling wears of and you find,
yourself crying again,
But when you kneel down and tell God,
The fight continues
But not failure! Victory rises
and there is nothing like it,
Literally, you fell your heart beating so fasts
not even an ocean can cover the spark of fire that's starting
Its a feeling that no matter what, Is simply unique,
I used to think that crying and feeling pity for my self was the way to forget, but that just made me remember more the next day, and cutting would make the pain go down, but really it made it worse, committing suicide was so at hand, but that would automatically be a fall, and a big LOSE!
Maybe all we need to try once more,
With repentance
With will,
With God!!!
Let's the the revolution turn into Victory
I DARE YOU!!!
I might even double dare you too!!!

It takes some time to take away
The blessing in my life today
It takes more that just a blow
You dont only need to throw
I doudt there's any one
That can be strong enough!
I doudt that some else could turn life up side down
I've too far, i have become strong
And i wont let this push me down
It took long enough for this stength to bloom!]
And I am going to fall
And even if you tried and if actually fall
I get up again cuz i have a friend
That can lift me up again!!!
His name is Jesus
His is glorified
Through his victories
He is the one
Who will never let me loose hope
Because he died for me and he lived for me
And he was born again so that i could too
There no one in the world that I could love more
than him,
Jesus Christ
The one and only king
[Hallelujaj]

He said he loved me
But never got a chance to prove
She proved she loved me
But never got a chance to say it
He left and then came back
But when he did he always ask me about me
She was always by my side
But she never really asked me about me
We are a family and sometimes it's hard to decide
I love both of them
But its hard to decide
One of them left
the last time I saw him
But he never came back
There is one man
He was the most special man of all
He was always there
He never left even when I pushed him away
He proved it and never stop saying it
When the sun came out
He told be "Here is your gift"
It was a new day
When the sun came down
He told me "Here is your peace"
And I rested all night long
My father left
But Jesus came
My mother never asked
But Jesus already knew
I cant judge him for what he did
Because I'm not perfect
I love them both and I wont choose
But I will do s pray
Equally for both
Not so that they ask for forgiveness
But so that they forgive themselves
So that they understand that he died
On a Cross
Crucified

Small Morning Poem
How many times have we heard
"I understand you completely"
And repeat exactly what you just said!
There are some that say that conditionally
Or ender conditions
I want to know how many times is the truth said
Around places of peace
I wonder how many times is the preaching,
being done
I admit it, I don't always do what I preach
Or preach what I do.
God is working on changing that
But it is time for US to stop the concept of Religion
Its just like a long list of chores
What we live is life though God's words
Through the bible and Jesus called religious people "hoers"
All the do is make a façade of neatness
dressing up the outside making it look nice
"I understand you completely"
Only say it if you mean it
Only try it if its real
God understood and died for me
Ill understand and Live for him
Im not strong, but you have my hand
and my shoulder to cry on
If God gives me the opportunity to hear your story
Ill listen, but I wont pretend to know how you feel
Ill tell you that im here
And that I am real
Don't tell God you have a big problem
Tell your problem you have a Big God!!!!
Those who have ears to hear,
let him hear!
(In the Words of Jesus Christ!!)
We are forgiven!!!!

I miss those playful smiles
when we stood side by side
I looked up and you looked down
Our eyes met as if for the first time
You reminded me of other times
When you touched my hands
as we waited for the doctor to say
that I could go home with you
Where we could be a family for the first time
You told me that..
you touched my hands and you felt
my soft breeze of love touch you
I remember how you once said that,
My eyes sang to you a song of love
Where those lies.
Was it my imagination
What was it?
I have the right to know...
Was it that you forgot the things I can clearly remember?
I don't understand
Was there someone else
Was the another reason
I demand an answer to your departure
You were my first word
Yes dear Daddy that's how much I love you
Too much that I still remember that you are my father
Even if another man sits in your place
that is your title
you are my father and I cant change that
Its been so long since I've tried
To forget
To forgive
To Love
All I could do was remember
All I could do is feel the pain
Ill I could do was Love someone else
But now I met Jesus, The one God
And Ill never forget because that will make me forget YOU
I cant judge you and not forgive, because I've been forgiven too
All I can do is Love because that was his mission...
I want to let you know that I'm here waiting
For you to come up and claim your tittle
Dear Father, you are stranger to me
But it is up to you to change that
Dear Father, there is someone in your place
and forgive me but I love him and I respect him
But I love you like I always have...
I'm here waiting for our eyes to meet again.