the women of the world depends in the world
The women out there covers he scars with make up
the women who is tired of being herself covers reality with jewelry
That women wants to be loved by the world,
so she wears what everyone one else wears
That women fights for everything
And only trust HER strengths
She suffers but she never lets anyone know
That women simply tries to hard to be something, anything worth watching,
I don't understand that women

But then I do,
That women doesn't know that there is a better way of living....
And i ask, does makeup cover up the memory,
does it heal the true pain
Or does it make it worst
I think it will infect the scar even more.

Why does that women keep looking down at the floor
Doesn't she know her value,
doesn't she know what she is worth,
That women doesn't have to fight anymore,
all she has to do is watch her battle being won
By the ONE who is there.
That women has to know that jewels are worthless
but she IS NOT!!! Hear me!!!
The world doesn't have to love you, because someone already does, and he is waiting for you, to take that step,
to believe in yourself
and know that there is hope
That there is away that you don't have to keep running for them to see you, because there is someone who loves so much he gave his life to save you.

I am a women who follows God, the ONE who will always love me!!!

He hurt me, he back stabbed me
He took my innocence from me
He broke me apart
How could i get back up again in this pain!!!!
But there was one in the shadows
Who lid up the darkness just for me
Took my hand and spoke in to my ear
He took me in when no one else would.
he gave me hope,he showed me a solution...
He helped me live
Now i forgave and now I love him....
The one who took my childhood away is in my heart
I pray that he will repent...
Like I did!!!
God can do anything!!!

When I was smaller I wanted a relationship like Cinderella's, At age 10, I wanted to fall in love like Belle because she saw a prince and not a best. At age 14 I wanted love just that!!! And at age 15 I realize I was loved since the beginning of time by one king. By the one who made me, who called me from the ashes, who rescued me from the world, who broke the chains that hold me. Now I don't want to choose my relationship, I want him to choose it, once I am ready because wont make a mistake in whom he chooses for me! Meanwhile I will live to please only God in my youth, in my talents, in my mornings, days night, in all my life, I am completely his!!!!

I know that these times are tough
and I know it seems like it is ever soon enough

I understand thats it's hard to hear
And i see the times that are getting kinda near

I know life is misery
when you don't seem to know
What awaits you behind all this messy overflow

I know exactly how you feel
Because I've also given a turn in this fairest wheel

Times gets hard
And it just keeps going round
I see how tough it is to discard
the memories when all they do is pound
Again and again till there is no where else to go around

But just just know
That every time you look up to the sky
There is always hope when you decide to fly
People here and people there
will always try to push you off your chair
But never forget that when the storm comes
Its just to clean up for a new and better day
There is nothing there that should flip you around

Now the world is your stage
Take this chance and turn the page!

Psalms 27:1 - The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
I was afraid of the dark
Because i used to think that it could attack me
I was afraid of heights
For fear in falling
I was afraid of the stage
For fear that they would laugh at me
I was afraid of speaking out
because I believed they would judge me
I was afraid of feelings
Because no one ever told me that they meant something
I was afraid of life
Because no one ever showed me its importance

But there was a moment between the night and day
A moment where the world simply put me aside
One moment when i lost all hope
That moment he came upon me
And he gave me a new opportunity to try even harder
I used to think that my life did not matter
Until I learned that he paid my life's price with his
Dying for me so that i could have salvation
SO that i could be free.
Now i treasure my life and I don't fear anything
Because it is not biblical to be
He gave us a spirit of courage!
He loved us so much he took our fears and our sins and our mistakes and died for them
So that on judgement day that wont be counted against us!
The *darkness is my stage now!
In the heights its where I speak out!
I live my Life, feeling his love

Sometimes we loose our hope because the world hides it form us
But those times makes us stronger and the bad moments
Are making us for the greater things awaiting us!

You try so hard to get away from a place
and when you can finally leave
you find a reson to stay!