Maybe I should try it
Maybe I should not
It's a risk I can take
It's an opportunity that came to me

Two sides insidE my head
One saying I should
I should tell him I like him
I should run out there and sing
I should audition for the school play

But the other,
Ohh the other side.
telling me I could fail
I could get rejected
Or hit a bad note
Of do a horrible job while on stage

Who or what should I do
Who should I listen too
They both make a point
I don't want to fail
I could take a rejection
I couldn't handle the embarrassment

But I know one thing
I cant loose if I don't bet
But I won't win either
And if I loose, I will know what love is
I will practice more with high notes
I would be a better actor

What's the worst that can happen
Rejection
Laughs
Disappointment
But that's life
I won't ever know

In the future I will regret it
Like I regret now
Not taking my chances in the ropes coarse
Not going up the caves
Not auditioning for the right plays

Besides it's now,
Later I will be better
And more prepared
And if I fall again  
I will know how to get up easier
The harder my first fall is
The easier it will be o get up on the next fall

I can do it
I will do it
I did it

Sometimes I feel stuck,
I feel like I have to fall
But that is not an option
Becaus I know that falling
Won't make me better

I know that falling is not a key
I won't open any doors at all
I know that the steps I take,
Are worth something
Maybe not now
Maybe not here
But somewhere and at some time
Those steps will tell my story

I am tired of stopping
I am tired of falling
For love
For friendship
For fakes
I won't fall again

I am strong enough now
I know the difference between true
And fake
I know my reality now
I know where I am headed too
I am heading to victory

Falling
Giving up
And looking back
Are not on my list
I won't step back and I will make it
BEcause in the end it will be worth it...

I am lost
I began to walk on the road
I kept walking
I was just looking down
I did not notice the path I took
And now I am lost.

I can't find the light
God please help me
I know you are there
You always are
I know you will find me
I know how pure you love is
I know you will lead me

I am lost,
I can see any more of the light
But far or close in distance
I know you are walking looking at me
Helping me
and guiding me to a better place.

No reason
No way to explain
Simply words
said by one in all
I am here
Writing for you
This poem
In free verse form

Thinking of what could be
Knowing no other way
Just sitting here writhing this free verse for you
just because it came to me
No reason
No rhythm
No rhyme
There is not Similes
No metaphors
Just a poem I wrote for you

To tell you I think about you.

One love

No words can describe what I am feeling today, right now. I see him after a long time, his eyes are still bright. His smile is still heart breaking. I still see the part of him that kills me. I am dying with the feeling that he doesn't feel the same love for me. There is something in his way of doing things, that makes me fall deep for him. The way he talks the way he laughs the way he can move mountains with one smile. I can't stop my heart from racing every-time he walks in the room. He is the light I need in my dam dark moments. Somehow I find a way to be better with him rather than without him. The way he talks and the way I can tell him everything with no pauses. He is everything I want in a prince. The simple feeling and the sensation of thinking of him makes me smile and feel a light hitting my heart.

Somewhere far from here I feel your hands over me getting closer. I can't see you but I can feel you just like the wind. I can't prove you are here, but I don't need proof of your love. I know your love exists and I know that love is real. The most pure love I know. There is much to loose but there is also much to win. I won't loose this opportunity to follow your path and follow you. God, I am here awaiting your presence and your love.

I want to forget
I want To let you go,
But the fact is that my heart
Is to attached to you
I have fallen love
I have died in your arms
I have not seen the light
Ever since I saw your eyes
I can't look back
Without wondering were you are
I can't breath without feeling you close
I can't try any longer
And more
I can't walk without knowing your at my side.
I can't see the distance I walked
Because I see you instead...