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Jun 2019 · 81
TURBULENCE
Teemers Jun 2019
Something so biased about the way women flock positively together
I haven’t came across noon
But I am hungry and I can never be fooled
Too many reasons
Behind it all
I haven’t gripped it,
I always make it complicated
Yet,
It’s always out of my control
But to each his own
Turbulence is my masterpiece
I’ve been racing myself to the finish line
Overflowing words
Overflowing emotions
I don’t need you on my mind
My head has been too heavy lately
Everything is going to be all right
To tough to ever dismiss this magic
Jun 2019 · 108
HERE.
Teemers Jun 2019
Eat with awareness and gratitude.
Pause before buying and see if breathing is enough.
Pay attention to the effects of media you consume.
Pause. Breathe. Listen.
Jun 2019 · 104
GOALS
Teemers Jun 2019
My heart is in pain
Im not sure if its new
And i'm not sure if its old
But its receptive
And comes around quite often
Sometimes I want to be alone
Sometimes I cant be left alone
My dreams
My goals
My fears
Swim through my brain intensely
I miss those who never recognized my aura
Im just in a place in my life
Where peace is very important to me.
I need the moon to give me permission to the stars
So I can refrain from underestimating my pride
That’s why I try to find god within myself


Don’t every trust those people


That never answers your texts back until the next day,



But when you’re around them, they are glued to their phones.

You were never and will never be a priority
In their life.
Jun 2019 · 157
ANXIETY
Teemers Jun 2019
Anxiety pacing
Sine when did I live in fear of being myself
You know what kind of person you were designed to be
How is the person id like to be
Act ?
And do that right?
Jun 2019 · 263
Angels!
Teemers Jun 2019
It’s a quiet rainy day,
So I decided to write
It’s been a couple months since my mind wrote itself down
Feels like a century
I told everyone to stay away from me
I’ve been yearning for love,
IT’S OKAY IF ALL YOU TODAY WAS SURVIVE
Everything I deserve is coming my way
Indeed you still roam within the walls of my mind
But you taught me that self love is so important, because when I was all alone, praying to god to remove this sadness from my heart.
I was there for me.
Red wine to pass by the time
Poetry is the only thing that ever made sense
The freedom in fear
I pray often now
I’m in touch with the angels
And that is all that matters now.
Jun 2019 · 245
Iamadrug
Teemers Jun 2019
I haven't written in a while.
I realize how much pain I start to indulge in when I refrain from letting my mind freely spin a nd spill.
It is okay to feel too much,
and it is okay to not be okay..
Stop racing yourself to the finish line, and stop expecting others to show you ways you can love your flaws.
You are the dream, surrounded by reality.
Hold your power, baby you are the  flower.
Water your roots and watch yourself grow.
translate your heart with words
and review your emotions late at night
gather yourself
don't let anyone narrate your story.
Jun 2019 · 28.6k
Truth.
Teemers Jun 2019
I only write,
when
I am in love
or
Falling apart.
Jun 2019 · 115
Should i?
Teemers Jun 2019
Should i reminisce
I admired  
The way you helped me fight my demons
Brighter than sunshine
Hazardous to go down that memory lane
Determined to let you feel what I felt
But i should extinguish these feelings
How am i ever supposed to allow a stranger
To  be content with my flaws
The simplicity of the feeling I get
When you place a magical kiss  on my forehead
I tend to weep for days thinking about it
I will clarify another time
When you have the honor to meet me
Ask me how this love made me feel.
I will clarify it all.
Jun 2019 · 210
Frail/Worthy
Teemers Jun 2019
Worthy
And satisfied
Strange and beautiful
This feeling wasn't miniature
I would love to be around your love again
I fancy who you are
Scrambled upon the words
Im orderly
Im temperamental
And i can be frail at times
We are jam baby
We make sweet music together
So i can't sprint these words
I will forever cherish the times we’ve had
I  will never dispute them
Jun 2019 · 245
Anxiety
Teemers Jun 2019
Unbiased
But im crowned
Famed
But i wish to be celebrated
My life is always tumbling
But I'm pleased by
How well I come out of the struggle
Lifeless, but breathing
Thankful
A couple of words here and there
I've vanished to another dimension
Anxiety
Jun 2019 · 208
You never decided to stay.
Teemers Jun 2019
Should i reminisce
I admired  
The way you helped me fight my demons
Brighter than sunshine
Hazardous to go down that memory lane
Determined to let you feel what I felt
But i should extinguish these feelings
How am i ever supposed to allow a stranger
To  be content with my flaws
The simplicity of the feeling I get
When you place a magical kiss  on my forehead
I tend to weep for days thinking about it
I will clarify another time
When you have the honor to meet me
Ask me how this love made me feel.
I will clarify it all.
Teemers Jun 2019
I've just made a touchdown
Are you still down
Or trying to figure out what's going on
Im not perfect

But it's a  start
I light up the dark
Confused thoughts
Baffled vibes
Have you thought about us
Frequently
Repeated melodies
The same views
Different schemes
I never gave up on myself
I'm not with you anymore
And i'm not for you anymore.
I see too many changes
Im worried i haven't been able to breathe properly
But i'm so at ease
Writing poetry to feel the tunes
Soulmates
Words
Have you
Have  you realised who i am
Were you intrigued by who I was
You probably think this poem is about you.
Rewind.
Actually please fast forward.
Jun 2019 · 259
It's cool
Teemers Jun 2019
A poem is an experience
It puts language under pressure
Please inspect this love
I chuckled at our courtesy
All i could do is cry
I know what you're doing
You're being selfish
And protecting  your heart
I shouldn't be mad at that,
I can only  imagine
Our love keeps me up at night
You're just doing that to get even
I've startled ways i could approach you
I've declared
That i will always forever
Love you.
Dec 2014 · 701
Untitled
Teemers Dec 2014
You should of held it closer,
Closer to your soul, breath, and innocence....Clearly I lost it
But you're already insane
But who's to blame?
Complicated freedom is grieving
Forget those who forget you
Adore those who adore you.
But where are they? -hiding somewhere no one can find it
-it's a secret, we're all searching..
Baby , it's called soul finding.
You must of forgotten about the crown, seems like it's tilting.
**** it, I'm never tripping!
Never  dropping this crown that makes me. Respect the loss that saved me
Nov 2014 · 621
Somewhere far.
Teemers Nov 2014
Having you shared is a crime
Proclaiming that you're a star
Twirling and blinded by the lies
Trying to reach somewhere far
Point of no return has reached a fly
Everyone is just trying get by
Wanting to reach the sky.
Waiting to set feelings aside
Determined to be heard
Wishing upon a star to be felt.
No need for these fears to be kept
Sharing my feelings in order for fate.
Success is just a bit late.
Aug 2014 · 736
Floating
Teemers Aug 2014
Music really sounds better with you
Destined to become better
Holding myself up like a rare individual
I feel it, I'm different ; what did I come for?
...again floating in desires of chaos
It's painfully delightful
It's healing me mentally
A powerful queen searching for her throne- so unlikely.
May 2014 · 1.3k
Intoxicated thoughts.
Teemers May 2014
1:23 am, this exhale just brought me back to life
The music has influenced my environment
Strangers and lovers and thirsty hearts lingering in my presence
Being pulled by my sides by you and reminded I was beautiful
1:27 am That moment made me reassure my being
I was loved, I was drunk, I was high, I was in love
And that’s all it took, we danced, we danced, and we danced.
Tongues hungry for each other’s minds
Your knowledge excites me; your heart evaporates in me softly.
Your touch is irresistible, and I’d be a fool if I decided to resist you.
3:00 am the goodbyes were a mess
Is this forever can we be that again
Can we do that again and again
Come back and love me I want to be around you again.
4:00 am your knowledge excites me, you’re in my mind, you’re in my tongue, you’re in my breath, you’re in my ear, you’re in my sense, you’re in my head.
Back and forth, it was you, all about you.
5:00 am intoxicated thoughts.
May 2014 · 1.6k
Idiotic
Teemers May 2014
I think the world discovered hatred
And forgot the brilliant affections
…terrified of the exquisite
Keen and quick to judge
Society is parched
Kindness is viewed as atrocious
Love is ******
My sagacious mind is spinning
Anxious in silence
Life is precious
Blinded by your surroundings
Relax, always leave your mind spotless
Be immaculate
Be vivacious
And be adored.

-Teema
Apr 2014 · 1.0k
i promise.
Teemers Apr 2014
Engaged in meaningful conversations
Intertwined in chaos and revolutions
Happiness has left me
And this sadness has conquered my soul
Threw up in my lane of no return
Continuing this journey with bullets in my heart
Is like aching for love and holding back
Victory isn't common, winning is abhorred
Create moves to make moves
Positive vibrations leads to aroused lights
I am trying.
I promise.
And if I complain let me live in vain
Cause I only have one life for this fame.
Apr 2014 · 1.2k
love
Teemers Apr 2014
We search for love, and any time we encounter love we introduce ourselves to such power. Cause at the end of the day its power. Makes you feel some type of way type of power. We either **** for it or strive for it. Encountering love is seen as deadly, your emotions are roller coasting through the maybes, the what ifs, the why not, oh and the who cares. Well you care, if you didn’t care you wouldn’t think about it so analytical. You wouldn’t question every aspect of f love.  It should be simple, many of us tend to fear this word yet progress conflicting its beautiful emotion with chaos. It shouldn’t be chaos, it should be passion, it should be pure, it should start slow, or it should become true. However it happens we search for love.  Women have idealized this theory of men treating women well. But it makes you reflect on, do women treat men well. In this society, that has ruined our hearts and took over our souls. We have idealized the meaning of a relationship, the meaning of two people intrigued by one another’s mind, the meaning of a happiness that occurs in silence. The energy of love being touched by one soul to another by only a curve of a smile, the beauty of a smile. Smiles change someone’s image, I, being the observant feign, have realized that you can tell when people are faking the smile cause it leads to the vibe. Energy’s feed off each other, the type of energy you give, will eventually become the same you  tend to receive. Becoming off topic is sort of my style, started it out with love thought about smiles. Cause love evaporates a smile, it flirts with your desire, it conflicts with your honor, but it can feed you everything you want to learn about  its power. Love is power, we are all humans, searching for another soul that can touch our hearts and warm up our bones. Someone that can make you feel alive when you’re stuck in that hole. Someone you share your flaws with and still be content that those flaws that excite your beauty, and if you’re imperfections weren’t pure you wouldn’t be worth it. I can be that person, the only problem is, where is my person? where is that one person that makes me cling to my seat with those sweet kisses being spread across my cheek.
Apr 2014 · 1.1k
Queen
Teemers Apr 2014
She was astonishing, yet crazy.
She would love you till death but hurt you like hell,
If you understood her sense you’d be intrigued by her words.
-And if you pursued her knowledge you’d fall in love.
She only needed respect, and nourishing.
She was able to heal and be mended by the simplicity of happiness and the little things that made her shine .
She enjoyed lavender baths, which included an inspiring novel.
She adored love stories and hopes to write hers someday.
She lived for flowers and knowledge.
She controlled her sadness in order to strive for her glory,
Always keeps you curious about her story.
Cause she’s intertwined between living and chaos,
She's becoming a Queen that’s wise.
Mar 2014 · 6.1k
heartbeats
Teemers Mar 2014
We either become sadder
Or our heart beats become louder
My heart,
My heart is eating so fast my bones are tingling
Vibrating through my veins
My blood stream is failing
I think too much
I don’t pray enough
Lost touch with the angels
The angels lost me
Forgetting this
Words are words by choice
Awkwardly complicated
Passionate souls intertwined in chaos
Beautiful chaos
My hands are shaking, they can’t stand still
I overdo it with coffee, I over did it.
Can’t handle my life sober
So much ****** up **** in the world
Smart people seem like crazy people to dumb people
And if you believe you can change the world
You’re one of a kind.
Mar 2014 · 1.3k
the world
Teemers Mar 2014
And I don’t care how high you are
Is your mind open?
Blissful emotions exploding in these tunes
Mind blown, useless frowns
Wake me up
This life is endless, it’s passing
Moving fast or not fast enough
Fully loaded,Let me spill
Let me fill you in on these beautiful skills
People know different stories
That sought to different meanings
Words equal emotions
Emotions don’t mean anything unless actions are being introduced
Don’t speak to me in one way and value another
Perspectives are opinions from our natural aspects
Floating in the air like we are meaningless
Humanitarian power is powerless
We fear the unexpected and familiarize ourselves with the basics
Never wanting to struggle to learn
Powerless minds are always lurking
Be careful who you become
Everyone’s the same.
Feb 2014 · 877
Loving you or loving me.
Teemers Feb 2014
Still dreaming,
yet we are barely breathing
Fully loaded and feigning
Happy enough to not lean
Being me and fully seeking
Looking for thoughts that heal me
Forgot the meaning of just being
Empty always needing
All I need is one last meeting
To be or not to be
To feel and not to see
Hoping  happiness is actually free
Twirling around
Loving you or loving me.
Jan 2014 · 792
For- (you)
Teemers Jan 2014
Occupied by your knowledge
Eager to learn your story
Your image is a piece of art
And your heart is filled with glory
I adore you
You got me anxious
You inspire me to be exquisite
I can’t be silent about your power
Only ****** about your honor
Your something else
A different flower
You've accomplished my heart
Yet this seems idiotic
But I’m being ferocious about these feelings
They hold too much meaning
I’m just being real
You intrigue my thoughts
You got me feigning.
Jan 2014 · 908
you complete me.
Teemers Jan 2014
Confidence is free
Your ego just wants to compete
Fully loaded, Let me spill
The Faded past and
the hopeful future
tears of joy and laughter
I dream big
Bigger than my heart
But that’s alright
Minds twirling around these melodies
Intertwined by our memories
Aroused by your scent
And seduced by your mind
Always stumbling on my time
Hold my hand
Light the spliff
Inhale
Exhale
I think the vibe is too much
My heart is on fire
You complete me.
Jan 2014 · 1.4k
fire that pen
Teemers Jan 2014
On a paper, fully loaded
**** that bullet
Fire that pen
So many words I can’t stand still
Heart aching and mind racing
Hold me till im numb I keep pacing
Collect the pieces and let them drop
Addicted to the irony of life
Addicted to the bad habits of fun
The spurge of coldness
Creeping up my spine
My hands are shaking I cant love still
All I do is right in the wrong ways
Mind tricks that blow away
Stronger then your weakness of your throne
Nothing should make sense
Nothing ever makes sense
Already played the games
Already won the fame
Everything should fall in place
Jan 2014 · 768
Be.you.
Teemers Jan 2014
Confused thoughts
Fake friends
Fake trends
Lost in a world filled with desire
Promoting hate
We are all selfish
Forgot who you were
Because your all the same
Originality lost its courage
And you’ve lost your fame
Pretty sad smile
Pretty sad people
No one knows
No one asks
Everyone wonders
Everyone is curious
Time is ticking
Time is leaving
And you are being left behind.
Catch up to who you are
The world is filled with the same faces
The same minds
Be different.
Be unique.
Be you.

— The End —