scrambling to find peace
munching daily on worry cookies trying to suppress the truth
comunicating love notes lately
hungering for more even if the strain leaves you anxious; it's worth it
poetry and sunsets
feening for the high, reality dissipates
healing and planting in solitude
gaining weight, addicted... scale doesn't matter
thank you god for carrying me through my worst and good times
twilight light zone...d.... out, "what the **** is mixed in these cookies...' day dreaming... because it doesn't feel like worry... when I'm high... cookies.... don't die
bad energy stay far away.

baby
I am just a reflection of you
moon
beating hard
loving you
mental notes
music notes
moonlight dancing and escaping
every once of me
is twirling in love with you

it took a romance movie
to unlock these heavy emotions
currently mourning a heartbreak
before it has even begun
I wish I could
conclude this love story
but I'm personally speechless
at the thought of the end of this love story
for the first time in my life
love found me in ways that has helped me
find myself
forever more - if I died today
I was able to experience this love
tears overflowing
I wish I knew how to block away this
love notes
every reminder of how romance met me
my dearest
I never knew what love
until you loved me.

I am pretty sure i did not meet you for nothing

Romanticizing my life
I deserve fresh flowers by my bed side
one of one
I mingle with the stars
and slow dance with the moon
I twirl in the rain
and i connect with the thunder
comfort calms my sanity
falling in love with taking care of myself
I bask with my emotions
every sadness comes with feeling
who i am is deep
intense even
dramatically poetic
i say how i feel
and i feel what i say
my story just started
i said i was getting everything i deserve and desire
I am a good person
and i strive to be one.

poem - i lost count
i write for myself
not for self - pitty
I don't speak on my struggle

Hotline bling
however it was
however it is
here i am


thats how love is made

what makes you feel safe ?

honesty
loyalty
seeing me
understanding me

nothing is more attractive than someone who you teaches you things

you don't know what others are dealing with
you dont know what others are going through
look at what you are dealing with
look at what you are going through

be kind, that is what i want to be remembered as

raison d'Être