Before such beauty
Reason flees, restraint is mocked
By wild, glad desire.

I am not a perfect angel
Or a fairy in a jar.
No gossamer winged thing, I
am flawed, I am imperfect
And I sometimes fail.
Falling for you was my redemption.
While yearning for perfection,
I had nothing to give, I had no way to grow,
Frozen by rejection
All my courage had fled,
There was nowhere to go.
I can fly now, without wings,
Floating up, up,
I am borne by wizard gifted magic.
Even so
I am not a perfect angel
Or a fairy in a jar.

I love you, I love you, this you should know
Through these years it's taken it's tow
Ooh such sorrow I feel each day
So many things I wanted to say
You're my friend and my brother
And greatly missed by many others
I know that you had to depart
And spread those wings you began to start
Flying around in heaven you go
My eyes saddened and tears began to flow
We mourn over you even though it's been years
I know you're watching over us with great cheers
I'm happy you've left us part of you
They look so much like their Daddy and do what you'd do
Ugh.....how I wish you were here
To make us laugh I miss you dear
I had a friend like no other
And that is you my dear sweet brother

From darkness warmth I felt the waves
Heard this heartbeat soothing paves
Flipping around we began to share
This life created here I was felt the air

There he was here with me
In these troubles pain with thee
Felt the burn stabbing wound
Soon it's over through years of this
Took me out and placed me safe

Trials not yet complete
Many nights with no sleep
Although he comforted I was scared
Dreams untold but into his arms he held

Now after all these years
Found the light filled with cheers
Knew right off he was the one
Held me close helped carry on

Brought me joy and gave me peace
New life grew inside of me
Now know the purpose of this life
To give much love protect and raise
Cherish these moments with no strife

Trials not over faced more pain
Crashing on me like huge waves
Days with torment as a friend
Not ones you want but can't escape

Shocking torment these demons follow
Wrestling fighting screaming crying
Filled with anger curled up tight
Uuugh so many wrestless nights

Soon will end as he is here
By my side through all these years
The touch of power I will be healed
In his name the joy revealed

Set free from ******* and chains
My love for him always remains
Demons flee in his name
Warmth and love hit like a train
Smiles laughter singing praise
Thank you lord for being with me always