“And all I’m doing is taking my mother’s advice and protecting my heart.”

you know when I looked at your eyes, I saw something that I could fix but now I broked it even more…

I don't know who you are anymore
or even myself
I am lost in this warm pool
filled with unanswered questions
suffocating myself, I began to lose everything I had inside of me
I am left with barely a speck of dust
not even hope or trust
abandoned and betrayed that I could agree
left unworthy and never be seen
Unspoken words that never were comprehended
that were left unattended with good intentions
ongoing frustrations and complications
this bond between two loses its connection to protection
both misconceived their feelings
with so many words lost without meaning
discomfort lingers for new beginnings
however, slumbers to keep dreaming
eventually leaving.

He said they're just things, but deep down he cared more than anyone thought he could.

It’s like I feel my tears are about to rain down on me, but this **** umbrella is covering up all of my chances of breaking down.

and now I’m sitting here all alone without my mother at my side to comfort me with her love…

Slow progress
But I got this