I'll put flowers on your head
And tuck you into bed
I’ll sing you lullabies
While I look into your eyes
And say you’re my favorite prize
I’ll give you the love I never had
And I promise never to make you sad
Never forget that I'll always care
And you’ll never be scared of the big mean teddy bear
I’ll show you the way
And maybe someday
You’ll have your very own
You’ll never be alone
For I will be there when tears fall down your face
And the secrets will be kept and gone without a trace
So please remember I love you

Slow progress
But I got this

You said love don't change but what happened to us?

Tsk Tsk, love is supposed to be kind to your heart, but this boy got me feeling some type of way

and trust me it ain't kind or warm

The sad part is when you know you love someone, but they would never give back the same kind of feeling because they're too busy looking at someone else.
Yet once you love someone, you would do everything in your power to keep it that way but no actions are done, and we both suffer along with the way.
Note to yourself
If he truly loves you, he will leave everything behind for you, and if not then I'm sorry to break it to you he doesn't love you.

I miss you, but I can't stand the thought of you

I don't know who you are anymore
or even myself
I am lost in this warm pool
filled with unanswered questions
suffocating myself, I began to lose everything I had inside of me
I am left with barely a speck of dust
not even hope or trust
abandoned and betrayed that I could agree
left unworthy and never be seen
Unspoken words that never were comprehended
that were left unattended with good intentions
ongoing frustrations and complications
this bond between two loses its connection to protection
both misconceived their feelings
with so many words lost without meaning
discomfort lingers for new beginnings
however, slumbers to keep dreaming
eventually leaving.

I wanted to drain all of my blood on these blank pages

because it all felt outrageous

I wanted to rip out all of the fat on body to make myself happy

and scrap down to the point where I can only feel my bones cracking

I wanted to cut my hair to feel something new

and get a different view

I wanted to tear my room apart

and create a new format

I wanted this desire to gather my memories of you and shred them into thin air

because obviously, you didn't care enough for it to happen

I wanted to end it right there and then

but that’s letting you win