Strying

Strying Nov 2020

Anxiety

It never goes away
Always yelling at your body
Telling you
"THIS IS NOT OKAY"
My heart can't take much more,
and if it doesn't stop soon
my heart will break in two,
all because of you.

I hope everyone is okay out there, I know there are a lot of stressful things going on in the world right now <3

#stress #hope #anxiety

Strying Nov 2020

Test Stress

I can hear my heart
Though the room isn't silent
I can feel my brain
Running circles in a fray
I'm scared
Fear coursing through my veins
I take a breathe
And start the test.

WISH ME LUCK I have a AP English writing assessment today :o

#test #stress #english

Strying Nov 2020

Gone

If there was a distance to cross
I wouldn't take the step
I wouldn't start the journey
I couldn't even take a breathe
Couldn't say the words
and now you're gone.

:c

#gone

Strying Nov 2020

Angel

One last breath.
A moment,
Fleeting.
Your face frozen
In my mind
an angel,
fallen from heaven,
and now,
returned.

:c

#breath #death #fleeting #frozen #mind #angel #heaven

Strying Nov 2020

Lights off

I smile
I laugh
I joke
The door closes
I scream
I cry
I want
Nothing more
Than to die.

:/ true for a lot of people. Many don't even realize they are sad, they don't see their own fake smiles.

#sad #smiles #fake #scream #cry #lights #off #die #death #sadness

Strying Oct 2020

Falling

I can't stop
Your words
bring me tingles,
over text,
And butterflies form every time
I get a notification.

Your voice alone brings a smile
to my face, but it'll never work.

I'm just kidding myself thinking
that it'll be better this time.
That this is not the exact same as before.

For he left me alone,
and you're already too far away.

().()
^True^

#sad #falling #far #distance #left #alone #abandoned #love #smile #tingles

Strying Oct 2020

I want a love that consumes me

I want a passionate love
One that consumes me
One that takes me to highs I could never imagine

But love these days is limited
If you love someone too old, too different, the same gender
It's wrong
People move away

Things are spoken, and thus the magic disappears
Just as magic is expected to do

And yet, I want a love that consumes me
A love that rarely exists in this world
And I may never have it.

Just some thoughts about love.

#passion #passionate #love #consumes #people #magic #wrong #highs #world #rare