Why can't I get you off my mind? Your name plays over and over in my head all the time I can't seem to think about something other than you I love you, that's true But why does the thought of you make me sad and blue?
Sometimes, she gives me hope and sometimes she gives me enough coffee to keep me up for weeks and miles. But miles down the road isn't really what matters yet.
Don't disguise this as a call, a morning song of pain, or anything I've thrown away.
This is the same shovel I'll dig my own grave with if you jump down and play in the dirt with me.
I've always been scared of water ever since I heard of a face unknown sinking to the depths of a pool making a spectacle of my families innocence into a curse I now bare she is a lost sea diver just more sunken treasure I already have seas of emotions filling me slowly my lungs feel like life rafts with holes I'm not in the shallow end anymore I've witnessed drowning on thoughts I witnessed the closest thing to me drown on himself his being swallowed whole by a whirlpool of unknown I am afraid to drown we call the ocean a beautiful sight but we stay quiet about the belly that's engulfed many the sea is a mistress seductively drawing us inflicting no good I will not learn to swim I will stay on shore and never travel the unknown