You've always been a fantasy of mine & who knows just how long she'll be gone by the time you read this message I will have went to the moon & back on my desperado

Suave probably holy on gz ***** ¢ she get on her knees to please a ***** it's on call I can get some in the dressing room at the mall it only takes a bag too break her off she keep her hair ¢ nails on fleek for me that's a need I need to see her looking as good as can be obviously she with a P I don't dog her out I'm sweet we make music in privacy I pet that kitty until she sleep when we wake up she cook for me **** naked in some slippers I don't have to tip her even though she's my stripper juicy lips like Kylie Jenner big *** ***** like KK ¢ she ain't even famous I don't got role models I drink it out the bottle champagne or Moscato ¢ I smoke marijuana with a samari Rasta real barrio boy if she wanna flip some quarters with me I'll give her a bag of love my eyes saying something to her that only her body knows she speaking to me in french or something I'm looking at her wondering how can I make her *** I know she wanna ride my face just like I wanna feel her tongue been taking your ***** since I was young ****** playing the fool but they really dumb looking at me with animosity because they don't know where I'm from asking the wrong questions so they getting the wrong answers feeling the hostility through the whole community escaping was an obstacle blessed living by faith not by sight caution tape around my body but it didn't even help named myself prince charming screaming out my demons smoking sage got a weird smell ¢ now I'm feeling nauseous drawing symbols in the sand just like NBA until all of my pain gone.

Red lipstick.
Red finger nails.
Smelling like roses.
Shiny & polished.
Wearing body butter.
Long curly red hair over pointed *******.
Looking like eye candy.
Tasting like champagne.

Heart racing moments & breath taking views, listening to les vibes making love in the backseat.

I never could of had u, only dreaming of what could have been.
We both want each other  yet our lives say otherwise.
I was always your man & you were always my girl.
Call u my sunshine I'll be your moonlight.

Without you baby I wandered lonely as a cloud,
Let's turn love to a memory ¢ sad into a trust.
I've missed u dearly occasionally dreamt of us.
No such thing is as lovely as u,
Is your desire for romance still ablaze?
Thinking about cherry blossoming which bloom ¢ fade in a day.
The essential color of beauty wasn't to be defined.
My heart is yours to care for unconditionally.

On the record but off the record, from me to truth.

I do it for the love
It's addictive like a drug
Can't never get enough
Wonder about her a lot
Don't worry that much
Maybe there's a reason
Can't figure it out
Know that she got class ¢ a big *** ***** that's fragile like glass

Protecting those smiles is more important than money