Her desperate eyes,
ravished me endlessly.
Tempting me with ecstasy,
thoughts constantly haunting me,
her body language taunting me;
   calling me vehemently,
   temperature rising feverishly,
   the heat rising violently,
   consuming me immediately.

I feel your storm
Through your skin
From your warmth
I can sense your world wind
Your  nervous energy like
Static cloud
speaking loud and clear
To gifted ears
Speak of no words
Only your presence
Speaking loud and clear
To my senses you appear
In a different light
Feeling your emotions
Throughout the atmosphere

Love is Love;
         an inevitable mixture
         of pain and pleasure,
         and its insatiable.

The only reason I like forgetting about how beautiful you are;
                    I love being reminded.

Hopeless was the look on your face
forgot is it now
as I wait for you to remember
I realize
what once was can only be then
forever gone
are the moments
we shared.

I miss being awakened
by your early morning taking
You by my side,
laying on my side,
with you inside.

Now, with that on my mind,
I am more than inclined.
After feeling your piece,
I pulled your body against mine.
the sensation of your *******
is blowing my mind.

inviting yourself between my legs,
Now, you are taking your time.
your moves -- my body begs
my spots -- not hard to find.
rubbing my ****, so I arch my spine
******* me harder, as you lift my thigh.
Out of this world, on this natural high

I took a walk
A few miles
To ease my troubled mind
The longer I walked
The more my heart
 took over my mind
Just then I realized
I've stormed the world
searching for what
I may never find
chasing world winds
twisted by these hands of time
Nearly lost my mind a thousand times
Searching for something
With these hands of mine,
Being lead by my heart from behind,
Hopeless romantic,
terrified by what I may find.

Her love is an addiction,
That's way too much for me.
Playing the role of a victim,
My heart still blames me,
for her victory over the rest of me.
It hurts so good, the way she loves --
Changed my life, wrong or right
Slowly she re-writes my whole story.
Fiening for her love, a fien in need of my company. Pains me for her to go, hurts when she has to leave. In her world of addictions, her addict I will always be. Walk away, I've tried -- I wasn't meant to leave. Taking over my life, the trip-- is my destiny. Before I let her go, it will be the death of me. Gave her all of my love, my heart has no vacany. Took my life and stole my soul, her vibes have full control of me. She went from just something I wanted -- to something I will always need. More than just a high, more like a living fantasy.

That nights
we stood amazed
at the stars in the clear sky
luminescent light
reflecting off of the waves

The wind blowing
gloomy clouds
cascading shade
the sand *****
running sideways as they played

Sandy beach
glistening as the ocean sprayed
lights of cruise ships
casting far away
The moon
appeared from the horizon
the sunset set too soon

Her lips a dream come true,
        taste like chocolate,
        and plumber than a grape,
        hypnotized by their shape.
Her eyes are something amazing,
        deeper than any ocean,
        their gaze, so amazing
        you'll wish you could never escape.
Her body kills me every time,
        perfection in every curve,
        fits me like a glove,
        the ways she moves is out of this world.
Her secret is her mind,
        how it is connected to mine,
        essential to keeping me in line,
        loves me in ways I don't even deserve.

I love how she consumes me,
Splitting wide open, raw, and free.
Mouth filled, ***** stretched, *** claimed by me
A fire inside, untamed, unashamed.
The weight of me, heavy, pressing down,
My **** drives deep, where pleasure drowns.
A playful roleplay dance, a struggle, all right,
Bodies tangled, lost in the night.
Hips slamming, flesh colliding,
Wet rhythms, primal, abiding.
The air thick with sweat and desire,
A musk of ***, a smoldering fire.
I claims her, filling her with my trace,
A carnal imprint, an untamed embrace.
Deep within my essence lingers,
Written by my soul, your body encased!

I am hopelessly in love with a memory, that echos through my mind like a melody, playing 2,000 times a day. Worse part, at the ending, I realize you are 2,000 miles away.

Getting high
to get bye,
my lows.
Friend or enemy,
I treat’em all like foes.
will I make it,
no body;
only god knows.
They love me,
cause they need me,
so the story goes.
Turning their back;
the green runs out,
their true colors show.

The more I fill it,
the more empty it becomes.
and when I try to empty it,
this empty feeling fills my insides.
It always finds me, when I try to hide.
Can't get rid of it, its like it buried deep down inside.

I’m a premonition, I don’t need permission. I’m all the things your thoughts been missing. Doubt will put you in a **** up position. Some of you can’t tell the difference, and that's the difference.  You don’t want to be lied to you, but you don’t listen. It’s like you don't want to be saved, at least be on the same page with your issues. But you want to stay for good, so whats really good? That’s coming from somebody who knows really good. Saying it good, when it ain’t so really good. Since I know the tides of life, I just know it will be good. The ups and downs, even out the clouds. Time repeats itself on either hand, that’s just how the story goes. His story, my story  at least that’s what history shows. The difference is I ain’t him, different story and the credits show. Don’t judge a book by its cover, if all the chapters haven’t been told. From different circumstance, we change or stance, perception is half the show. ******* gets its value, by how well its sold. So be careful what you listen to you; they say never say never - but you never know. Believe in yourself, cause we all reap what we sow. I am what you need to stay alive, like the air you breathe; I am ego.

In his bed, she lay, pressed deep inside,
His raw desire, no need to hide.
Pumping into her, his ***** slapped her ***,
Bite marks on her neck, their passions surpassed.

Moans filled the room, a symphony of lust,
His grunts echoed, their bodies a ******.
Chest to chest, he rumbled and roared,
******* her deeper, into the mattress he soared.

Overwhelmed, she felt on the brink,
Too much and not enough, her thoughts couldn’t think.
Holding him tighter, legs wrapped around,
His **** slid deeper, lost in the sound.

Her knees trembled, her cries filled the air,
“That’s it,” he moaned, pulling her hair.
“*** on my ****,” his voice a command,
And she did, falling apart in his hand.

Trembling, moaning, his name on her lips,
She came all over his ****, in their lustful eclipse.
Feeling his twitch, his pulse, his release,
Warmth filled her up, bringing her peace.

In that moment, with him, pure bliss,
She could die happy, embraced in his kiss.
A symphony of ecstasy, their passions untamed,
In each other’s arms, forever they remained.

Stop talking and let our bodies do the walking,
down naked path, hand in hand,
taking each other to another plane.
No matter how we plan it, it we will be
a trip that will leave us famished, no matter
where we land, you will be astonished.
Doing things, we dreamed of to each other
until we are both, finished. close my eyes,
in my mind, this illusion plays, like it will never finish.

The way her body pulls me in,
a velvet vice, where we begin,
heat rising fast, I lose control,
her depths consume my very soul.

Each pulse, each throb, a final plea,
to fill her with all that’s left of me,
a flood of fire, molten, wild,
claiming her like Earth claims the Nile.

Her thighs, a canvas, streaked and wet,
our lust’s reminder, can’t forget,
the trails we leave, the mess we make,
the way she trembles, the way we quake.

She moves, and every step’s a tease,
her warmth, my mark, between her knees,
she holds me there, a living shrine,
to moments shared, her body mine.

And when she whispers, low and true,
"I’m still yours, I feel it too,"
the world dissolves, just her and me,
lost in the tide of ecstasy.

I want it all that comes with the game
The money the cars
The cash and the fame rapping on a stage
Fans screaming my name
Houses in different states
Investments real estates
Cross Cuntry trips making great escapes
Mansions in the sky's
Cribs on lakes
All these fancy things

Chosen to replace.
Moving forward.
Limited space.
Life is sweet.
Then quickly replaced.
No saving grace.

I was a curious boy,
           who chased girls,
           until they were too tired to run anymore.
           and fell in love,
           more often then every second,
           with every beautiful girl,
            that looked his way.

Darkness is a part of light, without one, the other cannot exist. The challenge is, not letting it consume you. As with stress, its a part of life. Don't let a moment in time consume you - life is too short.

I never knew what,
feeling pain would feel like,
Until, I broke my heart.

Believe you me, you are what you are.
You will see, like a  wish on a star.
Believing in yourself, it will get you far.
More haters go hate, the better you are.
Follow your passions,
Let them lead your actions,
Internal satisfaction,
Live for life, not reactions,
Such is life, such is passion.
Chase your dreams, until you catch them.
Let your imagination, be your best friend.
The world so fake,
I rather pretend.
Too little too late,
Some will never comprehend.
I failed a few times,
So then I tried again,
And again, and again.
Can't always get it right,
Progress equals perfection in the end.
My ideas given live via pen,
My pen dragging,
King Author in the end.
Life by my word,
turn famous when I'm dead.
These feels give me life,
there's still so much to be said.

You listened to me instead of your heart
the decisions inside tearing you apart
chasing me, instead of following your dreams
what was meant to be, isnt what it seems
running after me, by any means
selling my soul, buying into these schemes
bright lights, fancy car
blinding you from what you are
picking low hanging fruit,
instead of aiming for the stars
made my skys your limits
now you'll never see mars

I practice what preach, and pray to God with closes eyes. Praying he watch over me through happy and hard times, and that he is there even I can see him with open eyes, I feel his presence by my side. No evil weapon forged against,  will equal my demise. Instead of killing, multiply my strength 1,000 times.

Trapped in a world that doesn't care
sometimes I surprised someone actually gave a **** to get me here.
but that's neither here nor there.
Ever since I got here, people wishing I would disappear.
like I asked for the directions that got me here.

To be honest,
I never asked to be here,
sometimes I don't want to be.
and the people that did me the favor,
do me a favor --
and don't do me no favors.
the worse part of you;
are my worse behaviors.

Stuck in this **** hole,
that's why I act like an *******.
the blood in these veins churning cold.

Trying hard not to fold
The odds against me;
even these jokers -- getting old.
just playing it the best  I can --
even that is starting to get old.

i'm not happy or sad
my emotions change so much
even I -- don't even know.
I get hurt and it don't even show.
this dark corner of my mind
looks like a place we all know.

The peaks of the mountains cloud the skies eclipsing the light of the sun, glaring down thier backs, melting glaziers with waves of heat.

You closed your eyes;
      As we kissed,
         I feel deeply in love,
             with you in ways,
                  I never imagined.
    
Our moments engraved;
    In my heart,
       so my soul,
          will never forget.
                  Our endeavors.

My trust is broken
to the core, like a crust
my heart weighed heavy with this rust
now just hearing the words ain't enough
I rather feel real emotions like a touch
Then hear empty words with no action to back it up
I'm stuck here in a rut , between and scared and don't give a ****
by the way things have been going down, my luck ain't looking up
all alone in my mind, for days I've been stuck
thought i found the truth, then lightening struck

The infamy of her love,
         more hurtful than pain.
                seduced by her touch,
                        as I takes her in vein.
                             tantalize my body,
                                   the rush I take in vain.
                                             hypnotize my brain,
                                                  infatuat­ed by her essence,
                                                        ­without her I would go insane.
                                                         ­          enchanted by her red flame,
                                                          ­                    my beautiful Mary Jane.

News just in,
     She's in tight black leggings; material thin==
              balled up like a kitten; she's smitten
              on the floor, in the middle of her bedroom.
   shrouded in darkness.
   candles burning, her mind racing.
    listening to her thoughts --
    bursting into tears --
    sopping with happiness --
    remembering  him, and
    their moments; missing him;
facing time -- their only opponent.