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 Feb 2018 Styles
mikev
witnesses say they heard you say
you were innocent -
unsuspecting audiences quiet to their devices
we were not kids running through fields anymore
we brushed with death breathing fumes
of hatred and virus, the body begins to deteriorate
like a hand soaked in a bowl of gasoline -
the moon falls behind the earth
as you smile until it returns
 Feb 2018 Styles
mikev
I haven't written a poem in days.
I tell myself,
"These aren't the days you write, man -
these are the days you write about. "
Ok brain, that's cool and sounds
metaphorical and dark, I'll take it.
Then days turn into weeks, weeks into months -
And before I realize it, my stomach is
outside of my body - and mind,
wet, and cold among organs
pitifully trapped - I tell jokes
without punchlines, and dream without color - the food
doesn't taste like it used to, and the clouds
sometimes don't move for hours
 Feb 2018 Styles
JOICE MQF
No matter what happens inside or outside ,
my lonely dark heart will always follow you
as a homeless ghost
'cause inside it you're the silvery shine
even when there's no light to signal ,
Even in a way with no return.
Well for sure I'll hit the road to hell tonight
along the evil ways ,
along the corners of tomorrows and yesterdays
I’ll always meet you again
No matter how deep I'll sink this time
‘cause my mind is place where angels won’t overfly.
I said your name once to change this taste of bitterness
so can breath should be enough.
 Feb 2018 Styles
JOICE MQF
All corners of the house are haunted by old memories.
I lost control and the imaginary point of support .
All that's left was the silent,even the tears dried.
And the ghosts of what I might have been suffocates me late at night.
The worst days always pass slowly.
I won't be another face on the crowd.
I won’t be nothing at all
clinging with what I might have been 
I'm trying to get more lucky this time
I am trying to be stronger this time
I'm trying to have a little more of time
I'm waiting for the next moment . Not to die.
All is a dive in a black lake with no sirens singing .
I lost control again ,inside the the walls is not safe but out there it's not safe anyway.
All that's left was the need a little more sleep
fear of imminent future and how much more I’ll pay to get there
 Feb 2018 Styles
JOICE MQF
Dancing with you
In silence, You should not be here.
Swinging to the left there is a light
Swinging to the right, there are shadows holding us so tight.
Under our feet is everything I dared to love,
That I dared to desire, is where I lost my sense of freedom.
Dancing with you in silence, You should not be here
Swallowing those words I could not say,
On the hourglass what falls is all the time I wasted in in vain, in second thoughts...
Turning and turning all the time I'm trying to gather my pieces
Above us ,I just can't see unless you keeping walking with me
 Feb 2018 Styles
JOICE MQF
why not to thinking about hope?
when the sun meets monday ,it seems so near and I just can't feel that it's working.
why not to thinking about comfort ?
Finally in home It seems to be everywhere but I'm never glad with nothing

Sometimes I just need to believe that there's a miracle or a trick.
or just keeping breathing on this rhythm could be enough
Why not think about effort ?
when the sun crashes down on my feet ,I've got everything and I always end with nothing
Why not to keep dreams?
When I'm on knees and I can’t barely breathe
I want everything but overcome this is enough
#panicattacks #deprresion #

https://youtu.be/JflVL_s2pKM
 Feb 2018 Styles
Smit
I looked for you in the stars
When as a child I questioned them.
I asked the mountains for you
But all they gave me were a few moments
of solitude and short-lived peace.
Since you weren’t there, those long evenings
I contemplated the mad blasphemy
That the world was one of God’s mistakes,
And I was one of the world’s.
But when, in the face of death,
I shouted no with every fiber,
That I wasn’t through,
That I still had too much to do,
It was because you were there in front of me,
You with me beside you, as today,
A man a woman under the sun.
I came back because you were there.

- Primo Levi
 Feb 2018 Styles
Smit
I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

- Gnash (I Hate You, I Love You)
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