When I say I love you in this letter,
Know that these words won't help me show love better.
It's simple and romantic to make you smile,
As a gentleman I don't believe love letters are out of style.
The benevolence of great gestures, words don't come easily,
Though the barriers between my emotions say actions are understood speedily.
The benevolence of great gestures, words are hard to find,
Though the barriers between my sanity and insanity are lost in time.
I say leave the sanity and retain true loyalty and love,
My heart needs a jump start and that's you my love.
I seek your response so in this letter I place my piece,
The remedy of your words appears to me as you are beauty and I am the beast.
Don't let the Sun set on your sadness, love let me in,
I am a charitable and generous soul, for you I willing to sin.
You inspired me to try harder, so know my motivation is you,
You may have no clue how my adoring of you is nothing but true.
I speak my words of you in the atmosphere,
I hope the wind it to you so that you can hear.
That even when I love you in this letter,
Wait on me my love so I can show my love to you better.

Growing up in an unstable home, I never had much,
I was taught to accept the little and be contented with the few I was given.
I am no saint and I caught myself complaining a few times,
Though I get myself back to the realization that sufferation is a part of life and along those lines bla bla bla.

I began to appreciate the little from a very tender age,
Getting familiar with hard times was once a difficult stage.
I still face difficulties, I thank God for it every time I can,
I am only human and I acknowledge that not everyday I pray.

When my tears wave to God I ask forgiveness for I am of sin, things I do wrongly,
Whether it was knowing or unknowingly.
I appreciate the little and understand the reason for my journey,
Auspicious, for success and I cannot stay down such concerns me.

The days we had no food and the weeks our cupboards went arid,
The times of no electricity and water at our disposal.
This brought me to accept life as it is.
That saying "Good people endures the hardest fights" or how ever it goes,
Allowed me to be much different from others and bring fort my brightest light.

Some people may think they know me, but truly they don't,
I programmed myself to figure people out, so being friendly is something I wont.
Vanity isn't behoove and isn't apart of my heart,
Therefore the riches of man stains me not and wont tear me apart.

Indubitably, I appreciate every little and praise God for his continuous provisions,
I pray that God shows me my friends from foes, and register the division.
So I can be at ease and have peace of mind,
At this point it's circumlocution, I know I speak too much but in spirit, happiness is all I wish my family to find.

What happens next if all mankind dies.
What happens next if all the birds stopped fly.
What happens next if every beast becomes extinct.
What happens next if the ones above choose to rethink.

Where would we be now,
Would we be dead or some where else.
Would we be lost in the world or lost in ourselves.
Would we care to die or would dying care.
Would we stand strong or fall with the multitude in fear.

What would make sense for us to do,
Stay awake or fall asleep gazing at the moon.
A chance to be a fork or scoop many chances like a spoon.
Die a wise man or die a wise fool.
Because soon and very soon there will be no more men sitting on the stool.

What happens next if we lost our way,
If men and women couldn't find a place to stay.
If the birds of the sky had no place to lay,
And the beasts of the land had no where stray.
If the wise men no longer had nothing to say,
Or if the Holy one above had no other moves to play.

What happens next if we live life with no regrets,
Or walk every day with out lowering our necks.
May be if adults no longer insist on respect,
And if we as children are left in neglect.
What happens next??

I said I wouldn't have came back but I threw that poem away,
or did I.
Here I am staring at the screen 2:36am
My soul is longing to do more but my legs and hands are too short,
My heart goes a long distance.
My brain gives my heart no response and a lot of resistance.
Welcome it's my penance for kind gestures and lack of actions
Time to sleep,

Oh I am a humble ******,
My guidance cometh from the Lord and my peace, pushing from the sea front.
To the sea front I look for strength,
To the sea front I lean for a calm spirit,
To mother seas who sends blessings for me.

Look upon this ******,
Know that his head is guarded by integrity.
Discipline and professionalism are steeping stones I must take,
Accountability and respect are pillars that should not break.
My strength of character and ethics are implanted in my soul,
The values embedded to my core and are on my skin like moles.

My peace pushes from the sea front,
Oh I am a humble ******.
To the sea front I salute proud,
To the sea front I shout loud,
To mother sea, thank you for sending blessings for me.

The book of my poems,
Means so much to me.
Come, read oh distant traveler,
May you feel the words I silently speak,
In times of distress my reflection of frustration enters this book freely,
I rather write away my realization than sink and sulk in sorrows like seas.

Read and understand my little wisdom,
I believe God granted it to me.
Come in the wall of my little kingdom,
I assure you love and loyalty.
I am no scholar nor the wisest of men,
Yet my heart cries and my tears the ink to my pen.

Forgive me distant traveler,
Only words i have for thee.
No silver nor gold nor vanity resides inside of me.
A cancer who slowly kills the body and makes it no more to be,
Like a man with no foundation and ambition his eyes can allow him to see.